The show has ended and months had gone by with no real contact, Kat had not heard from Dom. Last she had heard, Dominique had left for Vancouver. Every call and text had gone unanswered. Hurt, Kat knew why Dominique was avoiding her. Dominique was in love with Kat since the first time they met.

First, couple of years, Dominique tried to hide her feeling for Kat but everyone in the cast knew no matter how many boyfriends she brought around, they knew she loved Kat. It was sad really, Dominique continued to try year after year unsuccessfully to hide her love for Kat.

After Kat got married, Dominique was devastated and had fallen into a deep depression. Kat continued to play along with Dominique's charade. One day, Kat knew this couldn't go on, so she attempted to talk to Dom about it. That was a big mistake, it only caused Dom embarrassment and to run away to Brazil for months on end.

Kat needed to see Dom after the show ended to see how she was doing. She missed her, missed talking to her and being close to her. Kat was good about keeping herself busy with filming Good Witch and becoming friends with her new cast member. She was doing another lesbian part which was not the same as the part she played alongside Dom. No offense to her new love interest but Kat now knew that what she shared with Dominique was different. The butterflies, the nervousness, the attraction, the desire, the intensity she felt when she kissed Dom was not there when she was with this new costar. After filming with this another woman, Kat realized that what she shared with Dom was special and much more than just playing a part.

Calling Emily, Kat figured she would have an address for Dom in Vancouver. Kat was set on just dropping in on Dom by surprise. She was tired of waiting. Emily happily gave Kat Dominique's temporary address in Vancouver and promised not to tell Dom or anyone else she had. Emily also warned Kat that Dom had gone through a lot of changes, changes that might affect their relationship now. Kat knew Dom had shaved her head and was in the middle of discovering who she wanted to be. But Kat didn't care, All Kat knew is that she was going no matter what anyone told her, now she knew what she shared with Dom was real. And, it was much more then just acting part.

Early morning, Kat was home getting ready to fly out to Vancouver. Not to alarm Ray, Kat decided it be best to tell him she was doing an acting audition and would be back in a few days. After her five hour flight, she rented a car and checked into a hotel. Feeling anxious Kat took a nap for a few hours and got ready to head out to confront Dom. Driving 20 minutes to the address Emily gave her, Kat sat in the car a few houses down to get the nerve to knock on her door. It was about 8 in the evening, Kat could see the lights were on in the home.

Exiting the car, Kat walked down the sidewalk as she looked directly at Dom's house. As she walked up to the door, Kat felt her stomach drop to the ground. She took a deep breath as best as she could and rang the door bell. Answering the door, was a very pretty blonde woman, in her late twenties. Surprised, not knowing what to do Kat asked for Dominique. She said, "Your Nicole, her costar I recognize you from the show. Please, come in."

Kat's Perspective

I entered the house and followed the woman back to the kitchen. The blonde said, "I am sorry Nicole, I'm a chef and I was cooking some dinner. Do you mind taking a seat in the kitchen table, I can get you some wine and we can talk while we both wait for Dom to get home. By the way, my name is Stacy."

I took a seat and watched Stacy as she cooked. This woman talked a mile a minute, I keep thinking that this must be Dominique's girlfriend. I was happy Dom had found someone, Stacy seemed nice but I have to admit deep down I felt sad. Stacy said, "So Nicole, what brings you out to Vancouver?" Almost Choking on my wine, "I said an acting gig." I knew it was a lie, but I couldn't tell her the real reason I was here. To be honest, I didn't even know why I was really here. Hearing the front door open and close, Dominique appeared before me. When her eyes met mine, I could tell Dom was in shock and not at all happy about me being there.

"Dom, look who came to see you. Nicole!" No words came out of Dom's mouth, I felt a deep sadness in my heart and knew that I had made a big mistake. Immediately, I got up and thanked Stacy for her hospitality as I walked out the front door. Warm tears ran down my face as I made my way to the rental car. How could I be so dumb. As I unlocked and entered the car, I put my head into the steering wheel. I heard a knock on my driver window, it was Dom. "Kat, I'm sorry, I was caught off guard. Talk to me." I started the car. I heard, "Please Kat, don't leave." In that moment, I drove away looking at my rearview mirror I could she Dom standing in the middle of the street.

Pulling the car over a few miles away, I stopped the car to compose myself. The tears were getting in the way of my ability to see and drive. I needed to calm down before, I drove the rest of the way to my hotel. All I could think about was the look Dom had on her face when she realized I was seated at her kitchen table. Uninvited. I knew she did not want me there.

After an hour, I found a liquor store and bought a big bottle of vodka, I wanted to numb the pain of the look she gave me. Climbing into bed, I switched on the TV and drank straight from the bottle as tears ran down my face. My phone began to ring, it was Emily. " Kat, are you okay sweetie? Kat, Dom called me to say that something happened between you girls tonight. She is worried about you." By that point, I was drunk. I cried hard into the phone, I couldn't speak. I hung on Emily, I didn't want to hear about Dominique. A few minutes or maybe an hour later Mel called. "Kat, where are you? Which hotel, I'm in Vancouver, sweetie." I was happy to hear from Mel. I must of told her where I was staying because an hour later her and the hotel manager made their way into my room. That is the last thing I remember, before Mel lied down on the bed next to me and held me close, I must of fallen asleep.

Next morning, I woke up with a pounding headache. Mel was asleep on the other side of the bed. I ran to the bathroom and barely made it to the toilet as I vomited my gusts out. I wanted to die. Then it all came back to me, Dom's look. Crying and cleaning the vomit off the floor. I took my clothes off and jumped in the shower. The hot water streamed over my face as I cried some more. I was careful to keep the sound of my cries low key. I didn't want to alarm Mel but it was to late. "Kat, can I come in." Still crying, Mel talked thru the shower curtain. She said, " I don't know what happened between you and Dom last night, but what I do know is that both of you are very important to me. All I want to say is that I am here if you want to talk." I continued to cry as she exited the bathroom.

After what seemed like an hour, I exited the bathroom in a hotel bathrobe, I could see Mel talking on the phone out on the balcony. Mel had already ordered up coffee, fruit, and biscuits and Tylenol. As I sipped my coffee, I could tell Mel was having a heated conversation with someone. I hope I didn't affect any plans she might have. I looked at my cell phone, I had a few missed calls, 2 from Ray, 5 from Emily, and none from Dom. That only validated for me that she indeed didn't want me around. I don't know why I was so upset.

As I got ready, I heard a knock on the door. As I walked over to get the door, Mel came in from the balcony to let me know it was Emily. I couldn't believe I had caused such a mess of things. Emily flew 5 hours to hold me in her arms. Trying to keep my composure, I told her that I made a mistake and that I should have never come to find her. All I wanted was to go home. Hugging me Emily told me that everything was going to be okay.
I invited Emily to sit and have some breakfast, as her and Mel ate and talked. I went to the restroom to breath. I felt bad for causing them to go out of their way. God, I should of never came, what was I thinking. Part of me hated Dom too. What did I ever do to her for her to treat me this way.

Exiting the bathroom, I smiled and told them both that I was so so sorry. That I loved them for being my true friends. Emily wanted to talk about Dominique. When she said her name, I stupidly snapped at her and said "Please Emily, I don't ever want to hear her name again!" I put my hands on my face, I had so much anger towards Dom. There was another knock at the door, Mel leaped off her chair to get it. I heard her say "Dom". In that moment, I went to face her. With Mel standing between us, I told her to leave that I never wanted to see her as long as I lived.

Mel ushered Dom out into the hallway and closed the door behind her. I broke down as Emily embraced me and walked us over to the bed. "Honey, you need to hear her out. Come on, put your big girl pants on and let us get this over with." Emily stood up and made her way over to the door, as she let Dom in she exited out. I could not believe we were in the same room. I had so much anger towards her. As she approached me, I told her to keep her distance. I didn't want to talk, nothing was left to be said. I told her that I had made a mistake and would never in my life ever again ..ever... look for her. As I looked down at my lap, she spoke.

"Kat, I never meant to hurt you. This is not about you. It's about me. I need space away from you, far away. I fell in love with you all those years ago. You are all I ever wanted. You are the love of my life. You are the impossible for me. I need to come to terms with that. It has to be this way."

With that she walked out of my hotel room. I wanted to die. I felt a desperation I cant explain as I chased after her. "Dom, please. Don't do this." I cried out as Mel and Emily blocked me from going after her.