Dom's PointofView
It had been several month since I told Kat, I needed space. It was the hardest thing I ever had to do because deep down I was still in love with her. Despite my new chef girlfriend,I could not get her off my mind. The crew of wynonna earp, the fans, and my family all knew of my love for Kat but not because I told anyone anything. I truly was like Waverly, no girl had ever effected me like she had. Yes, I had tiny crushes on girls since I was nine, but never to the point where I would shout it from the rooftops.
How could I have fallen in love with her? Well in the beginning it was easy, she reciprocated her love to me by the way, she would hold my hand, Touch me all over when we would be rehearsing our scenes. I truly thought maybe deep down she loved me as much as I loved her. When someone told her I had feeling for her, she changed with me overnight. Things changed so much that it totally destroyed me. I felt embarrassed when she confronted me with it. I did not know what to do. Sadly, I never admited to anyone how I felt not even her. Everyone just said that they knew and I guess someone must of said something to her. No longer would she look at me like she use to, when I was near her she would find an excuse to leave. She would get scenes cut out of the script that required us kissing. In public she would ask to have someone sit between us, a few times she got Emily to agree to her demands but later the bosses upstairs told Kat she needed to give the fans what they wanted.
For two years, I smiled and did not say one word to her about anything. I went on like nothing was happening. I was always super kind to her and not once did I ever talk about it with anyone not even Mel. Mel was like a sister to me, but when she asked if I was hurt by Kat's behavior I would say " Mel, please don't say anything." I just went on pretending. I was an actress after all.
When the show ended, I found my people and began to search out who I truly was. I stayed away from everyone Wynonna Earp involved. I did this by leaving Toronto and Calgary. I only would answer emails, text messages, and phone calls from Mel and Emily. They both respected my privacy. Never would they question or ask me anything related to Kat or anything that had gone on between us.
Season 4 was hardest for me. And it was also the season that would push me to change my life. I wanted to find my own happiness and just forget about her.
Kat. The girl that occupied my mind for years. It is a sad story really.