Irresistible
A/n:
Warning: The end of the chp is a bit racy, but nothing to in depth.
Also I know Tim may seem a little OC, but I'm trying to deepen him a lil bit.
Love
Claiming I wasn't hungry that night at dinner I listened to the talk at the table trying not to stare at the clock. Pony and Ang were going to the Nightly Double at 7:30, and I had told Darry I was going along. Pony and I had agreed to meet up at Ang's house around twelve so the story would add up, and I was about to jump out of my skin.
"Well we need to get a move on to make the movie," Pony said and I silently rejoiced when Two-Bit opted to stay here and play cars games with the guys instead of tagging along like he normally did.
I didn't mind him knowing what was going on with Tim, and me but he had a big mouth, so sooner or later it would come out before I was ready for it to.
"Later guys," I said rushing to the door.
"Kid sure does like movies," Two- Bit said shaking his head at my excitement.
:IF they only knew: I thought smiling to myself as Pony and Ang went one way, and went another.
"Hey you," I said sliding in beside Tim in the both.
"Hey baby," He said pulling me closer.
"Can I sit on the inside?" I asked smiling when he gave me strange look.
"Yea doll no problem," he said standing up to let me slide in to the far end of the booth.
" I have this weird thing with no liking to sit on the outside," I said shrugging.
Taking in his deep blue eyes I couldn't help but grin. He was so good looking, especially since his whole demeanor softened when he was with me.
"What?" He asked noticing the way I was drinking in the sight of him.
"Nothing, just glad to be here," I said turning to the menu.
"You hungry?" He asked wrapping an arm around me.
"Starving."
Tim's POV
Seeing her eyes filled with adoration for me was almost too much. I was still having a hard time believing I was here with her. Not only because I couldn't believe she was interested in a hood like me, but because I was taking a chance. She was the only girl I had ever given enough power to hurt me. I normally went for the no attachment policy unless it came to family or someone in my own crew. I was breaking all my rules for her, and I honestly didn't mind one bit. I was twenty now, so maybe it was the biological clock in me realizing I wanted more than just an easy lay every night.
Smiling when she decided on a burger and fries, I doubled the order and turned back to the girl who was working her way even further under my skin every minute I spent with her. She was relaxed around me, and I liked that she didn't try to be anything but herself. I guess a lifetime correspondence had cut out the awkwardness most couples experienced.
"Is this real?" She asked turning to me with a dazed expression.
"What Lovey?"
"You here with me like this," She said making my jaw drop as she talked about me like I was some prize catch.
"Shouldn't I be asking you that question?" I asked chuckling when she blushed and ducked her head.
" Its just, guys like you don't like girl's like me Timmy."
" No, guys like me don't get girl's like you Gloria," I said running my hand down her cheek.
Love POV
Amazed at how gentle Tim could be when he wanted to I sighed inwardly. He was going to get me in a lot of trouble, but I was powerless against it. I wanted him, and I wanted to see how far we could take this… whatever it was. Feeling the warmth that spread through me just from being with him, I knew playing hard to get was not going to be an option with him.
Telling him about all the crazy stories I heard working at the Rx I smiled when he laughed about a guy named Ryan from his crew coming in for condoms and being embarrassed when he saw I worked there.
"Yea Ryan's a good guy, but kind of on the shy side," he said paying the bill as we went to leave.
"You want to head over to my place," he said looking at his watch to see it was just now 10:00.
"Yea," I said leaning in to his warmth to avoid the bitter chill that fall was brining in.
" Where's you're coat?" He asked as I shivered.
"I forgot it ," I said bashfully.
"Here," he said wrapping me in the leather jacket that carried his smell.
The minute we were inside the apartment I attached my lips to his running my hands through his hair headless of the grease. He was a fire running through my veins, and I wanted to burn.
Don't you think I'm trying to tell my heart what's right
That I should really say goodnight
But I cant stop myself from falling (falling)
Shivering when he picked me up I wrapped my legs around his waist and nipped at his neck delighting in his moan. He made me feel, and I had felt dead inside for so long after leaving Tulsa. I knew sleeping with him on the first date would make me seem loose, but I didn't care. It was like he was my Tim now, I could do anything I wanted, be however I wished, and I knew it would never change me in his eyes.
"Gloria," he whispered eyes blazing as he tossed the jacket on to the floor of the bedroom we had some how made our way to.
Maybe I'll tell him that I feel the same
That I don't want to play no game (No)
Cuz when I Feel his arms wrapped around me
I know I'm meant to say no (I meant to say LNo...)
"Too many clothes," I whispered helping him out of his shirt, as he relieved me of my button up and next wife beater.
"You're beautiful," he whispered seeing me as only Johnny Cade had in nothing but a bra and a pair of panties.
" I want you Timmy, make me feel," I said locking gazes with him.
"After this you're mine Gloria," He said eyes almost hard.
"Do you understand what I'm saying?" He asked, searching the depths of my green gaze.
"You're my girl after this Gloria, and I'm not going to let you go ever, I could only give my heart once, if you break it, that's it for me," he said with an honesty that made me ache.
"Oh Timmy," I whispered chocking on my emotions and the feeling of rightness.
This was the man I was meant to be with. Mom said she knew one day about Dad, and now I knew with the same crystal clear clarity. Everything was happening so fast now; the only thing I could do was hold on and enjoy the ride.
Tim Pov
" I can be Timmy for you behind closed door, and I will always treat you right, but you have to know I can't change who I am, I will get in to fights, drink too much, and not show too much emotion in front of others, I have a rep to upkeep, but I will avoid the cooler, and if I go I will make sure you are always taken care of." I said laying it all on the line. The only thing I knew how to do was a give things to people straight.
Watching her eyes for doubt or apprehension I felt a part of me come to life at the look of unnerving acceptance starring back at me. She wanted this just as much as I did. Reaching in to the drawer next to me I pulled out protection.
"Have you done this before?" I asked not sure if she and Johnny had gone this far. He was afraid of his won shadow so it as kind of hard to see him sealing the deal, but maybe he had been a different person around her. I know I sure as hell was.
When she shook her head no I found myself actually nervous. Hell I hadn't been nervous about a girl since my first time.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" I asked suddenly frightened by the prospect of what I would be taking on.
Asshole or not I did have my own fucked up brand of ethics. I had never bedded a virgin, because I knew no matter who you are there's an attachment factor that came with being someone' s first. Now here I was about to be the first to a girl I was actually falling for.
"Please Timmy," She whispered melting away all my doubts.
Kissing her deeply, I let my tongue massager hers moving my hand down to un button her bra and rid her of her panties.
"This is going to hurt for a minute Gloria, I promise I'll go slow, and I'll stop if you want me to," I whispered watching her face as I entered slowly, and captured her cry of pain with my mouth.
"Shh, I'm here baby," I whispered slowly setting a pace until the eyes that were squinted in pain became glazed with passion.
Loves's POV
Breathless as he increased the speed I gripped his shoulders tightly. Panting as I moved my hips in time with his own, marveling at the pressure building inside of me. We both let go at the same time in a burst of white light with me screaming his name.
"Are you okay baby?" he asked making me smile slowly.
"Mmm Hmm," I said laying on top of him when he rolled over to take his weight off me.
" We need to get you cleaned up," He said stroking my hair as we came back to reality.
"I don't want to leave," I said yawning as I laid my head on his chest.
" Want me to tell Pony to tell Darry you're sleeping over with Ang?" he asked smiling as I nodded my lids all ready lowering in sleep.