Something to Live For

Chapter One: Prologue

Disclaimer: If I owned Final Fantasy…. I would be outside frolicking in my oversized field of flowers than typing this. So no suing. Please. The plot is mine, but the characters and locations are not.

This is the Prologue(and I guess a chapter sorta). Only like… 300 words or something, but the chapters will probably be about 1000 words (Heehee. I like that song… never mind… ;;)

"I… want to be forgiven." – Cloud, Advent Children

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It was no use. Why should he dwell in the past.. when it seemed like he didn't need to look over his mistakes. It wouldn't help him in the future. To him, he had no future.

He wanted, another adventure. Something else to do. He wanted more to life than what he had. But what?

He had clothes, food. He had his Fenrir. He had people who looked up to him. He had everything… almost everything.

Everyone loved him. He was Cloud Strife. The person who saved the world. He also had saved many people from death. He saved himself from it also…

Geostigma Syndrome.

But even with it gone, he still relived the memories. All those memories. The wolf of regret wasn't going away.

Not yet. Maybe not even ever. All Cloud knew was that what he had, he had. He wasn't going to look for what he needed. He probably didn't deserve it.

But everyone deserves to love and be loved.

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The blonde sped down the streets of Midgar on his Fenrir, the chilly air whipping his face. Something had been nagging at him for weeks, he needed to lose stress.

Yes, he was never really alone. Yes, there were people always there to keep him company. Yes, yes, yes. But there was one no that always came to mind. But he did not know the question to why he would say no.

But it soon struck him. A memory from his past. Something he thought he wouldn't need to take note of. Something a dear friend asked him once, when he first became a SOLDIER.

"Do you have something to live for?"

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