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Chapter 4: Secret Lovers Part 2

Hitomi's P.O.V

Its the first time I've ever felt this lonely
I wish someone could cure this pain
Its funny when you think its gonna work out
till u chose weed over me, your so lame

I lay down it had been a long day, first me and Van were lovers now but the problem was what about the other van. I remembered his words don't go with him but van wasn't here right now so in a sense couldn't I just get rid of him when van came back. Yah I could do that, right but I remember his eyes how happy they looked when we kissed. Could I hurt him? I remembered those eyes just like. No snap out of it Hitomi he's just a copy just a copy.

Thought you were cool until the point, up until the point u didnt call me when you said you would
finally figured out your all the same. Always coming up with some kind of story

I yawned tiredly I was seeing him today Van at 4 for class. How could I face him? It read 2:30 on the clock only half an hour.

3:00

I sat down quickly avoiding eye contact with him my nerves racing god did he ever look good. His hair pressed messily to his tan face his body moving with the grace of a cheetah. His eyes danced happily as he talked. God look at him, I swore someone in the class must have seen me drool. He stared at me and smirked and I smiled back.

Vision…

Van's hands wound around my tight body and a large sword was plunged into his back from behind and his broken body fell on me

End vision.

I clutched my head tightly and a few tears slipped down my face I hid my face quickly to avoid any questions. Erin was to busy day dreaminga about Van to notice I was upset. It was now the end of class and I was getting ready to leave when I felt Vans warm hands circle around me and he pulled me forward and uttered sweet nothings in my ear. I smiled a sad smile as he held me. "Are you ok" he uttered softly saying it in a joking term.

Every time I try to make u smile
you always go on feeling sorry for yourself
Every time I try to make u laugh
you cant your too tough, you think your loveless
is that too much that I'm asking for?

I nodded yes pretending everything was ok. Why, was it when I was with him my heart was at peace? I remember with the other Van I was always worrying about another attack or something like that with this Van I could be at peace.

I smiled happily and he cuddled me close I felt his arms circle tighter and he leaned forward and pecked my lips gently and he uttered

"Hitomi, I want to take you somewhere special tonight so I'll come to your dorm around 8 ok" I nodded happily I already felt my mood lighting.

Thought you'd come around when I ignored you, sorta thought youd have the decency to change
but babe I guess you didn't take that warning
cuz I'm not about to look at your face again

I stared at my outfit one more time it was already 8 and he was already 15 minutes late. I knock sounded at the door and I opened it, it was Van. He was wearing a long white dress shirt and red pants and a long black trench coat. He pulled me forward and we were off the first place he took me was the park. We went on a little afternoon picnic. The way he looked at me reminded me so much of Van.

Can't you see that you lie to yourself? You can't see the world through a mirror
It wont be too late when the smoke clears, cuz I, I am still here

"Hitomi do you think it's weird that I like you" he said softly it snapped me immediately out of my train of thoughts. I looked at him his face looked so innocent. "No Van you can't choose who you fall in love with" he smiled happily and straddled me I stared into his eyes. God I could lose myself in those eyes.

Can't find where I am lying here alone fear
afraid of the dark no one to claim alone again

He leaned forward and cupped my chin. "Hitomi, I know this is wrong but I don't know what it is its like I'm drawn to you" he uttered and I gasped "Van I don't understand why you care about me" I uttered softly.

He pulled me forward "You're special ever since I heard you speak in class I've been in love with you" he uttered holding me close.

Can't you see you lie to yourself? You can't see the world through a mirror! It wont be too late when the smoke clears, cuz I, I am still here

I moved forward and kissed him those words from his mouth were so sweet it wasn't even funny. Those eyes his words he was perfect, at this moment. I felt his lips touch mine.

At that moment nothing mattered not the other Van not school, only him.

But everytime i try to make u smile
U always go on feeling sorry for yourself
everytime i try to make u laugh...
u stand like a stone, alone in your zone
was that too much that Im asking for?

I felt his lips move more and I heard it that voice it was him. I turned my head and was face to face with

Eeek…Cliffy

Who do you guys think it is? Maybe the other van or Like Erin well I cant say till next time review review.