A/N: I kinda changed it around because I realized that it would be better if I did it like this. It looks like just a couple of sentances changed-but it's more so please read! And, sorry for any confusion! Thanks and keep reviewing!

Ellie's POV

I can't believe it. 2 months ago, I was writing in my journal about how much I hated him, how much I despised him, how much he hurt me, and next thing I know, i'm in his house, wearing his sweatshirt! It's so weird, it's like all my hate for him disappeared as soon as I saw him. I guess it's just because I get too attached to people. So we basically spent the whole night talking. I never thought it would be like this. Actually, I never thought he would come back. And even if he did, I didn't think he would actually apologize. But, that's Sean for you. He may be tough on the outside, but I know the real him. Like, the way that he acts when Jay is there, and the way that he acts when we're alone. Well, were alone. But that's a whole different story.
Finally, at almost 11:30, I realized that my mom was going to kill me because I hadn't told her where I went after school. Yeah, it wasn't like the old times anymore when I could say 'My mom's probbably so drunk by now, that she's not even going to know who I am.' She went to therapy these last two months, and I think shes over it.
"Here's your sweater" I said, taking if off.
"Are you kidding? It's still raining outside, i'm not letting you walk home in just a tank top. Keep it, I don't mind."
"Thanks. Well, I guess i'll see you tommorow."
"Yeah, bye."
I started walking home, when I noticed that some guy was following me. At first, I just thought he was walking the same way as me, but as much as I turned and twisted my path, he kept following me! I tried to dodge him by going into in alley, but it actually made things worse.
"Can you stop?" I asked, steadily.
"What? I'm not doing anything wrong, am I?" I tried to walk away, but he just pushed me into the brick wall.
"I said, i'm not doing anything wrong, am I?"
"Please, just leave me alone. Please!" Once again, I tried to escape, but this time he just pushed me down and kicked me. I tried to get up and push him off me but he was stronger then me and just kept me down.
"You little bitch, you deserve this."
And that's when it happened. I got...raped. It sends chills down my spine everytime I say it. I kept saying no, and he didn't even listen. He slowly took away my innocence and I didn't even have a say in it. I kept trying to run but he held me back. After he left, I couldn't even move.

Sean's POV

As soon as I was about to go to sleep, my cell started ringing. I wasn't in the mood to answer, so I didn't. But then it started ringing again. And I finally had to get up and answer it.
"Hello?"
"Hey Sean" a familier voice replied.
"Ashley? Do you know what time it is?"
"Sorry, I know it's late. But Ellie was at your house right?"
"Right..what's going on?"
"Her mom called and wanted to know where she was. Is she still there?"
"Ash, Ellie left 30 mins ago.."
"Then she should've been home by now! Sean, where is she! I'm really starting to worry." Ashley said in a some-what scared voice.
"Calm down, it's no big deal. She probabbly is just taking a walk or something. And if it makes you feel better, then i'll go out and look for her, but I bet she's on her way home right now."
"Thanks. I'll call you if she shows up."
I dragged myself out of bed and put on a sweatshirt and a hat. I didn't really think that she would be in any trouble, she likes taking walks. I remember one time when we were living together, I woke up at 3 AM and noticed she wasn't there, and she came back an hour later saying 'I felt like taking a walk'. But I went out anyways. It wasn't until a little after I started walking that I heard someone faintly screaming. At first, I just thought it was a cat or something. But when I turned the corner into the alley, I saw what I was fearing most. My heart was beating so fast. I couldn't stand the thought of someone hurting her.
"Ellie! Ellie, are you okay?" As soon as the asshole saw me comming, he ran off. I would've beat the crap out of him if he hadn't run away.
"Elle, calm down, it'll be ok. Tell me, what happened?"
She couldn't even talk, she just kept crying. I helped her up, she couldn't walk by herself. I was so furious. I'm always the one who depended on Ellie to help me with everything, she was always there for me. And now I couldn't even protect her. She was so cut up and bruised, it hurt me everytime I looked at her.
I took her home and let her sleep in my bed while I slept on the couch. I felt so terrible. What kind of person was I? This isn't exactly the best neighborhood, and I let her walk home alone at 11:30 at night, almost midnight? What's wrong with me? Ellie was always there for me, when I confessed to Mr.Simpson, when I confronted my parents, and even when I left her - she was always there for me. And now she comes to my house one time, and look what happens?
I decided to call Ashley so she wouldn't worry, even though telling her what happened would make her worry even more.
"Hey" I said.
"Hey Sean. Did you find her?"
"Yeah I did, actually. She..um..she fell over something and couldnt get up. She's ok, though. She can't really walk so I let her stay here tonight" I lied.
"Oh, okay. I just wanted to make sure that she's ok."
"Yeah, she's fine. So, i'll see you tommorow."
"Yeah, see you. Bye."
And that night, I didn't even sleep.