A/N: I just thought I would share this is with everyone who loves the songs from the show that there is a CD and it's called Songs from Instant Star featuring Alexz Johnson and you can get it on looked at the four walls she called a bedroom. The walls were dull and old she wanted a change, she needed a change. The posters were worn and tattered and Jude's interests had changed. Her and Sadie hadn't said two words since she threatened to tell their mom about Jude and Tommy's relationship. She hoped that Sadie wouldn't tell because that would mean not seeing Tommy ever again and that was the last thing she wanted to do.

Jude started taking down the posters on her walls when her phone rang. She looked at the Caller ID and saw G Major and picked it up.

"Hello?"

"Jude it's Georgia."

"Oh hey."

"So I need to come and finish that song."

"I was kinda hoping for a day off."

"I know but if you finish the song you can have tomorrow all to yourself."

"Okay I'm on my way." She dragged herself downstairs stopping in the kitchen to grab an apple. "Hey Sadie, Hi Aaron."

"Hey."

"Where are you headed?"

"The studio Georgia wants me to finish my song."

"Have fun." Jude got in her car and sped off hoping to finish the song early so that she could hit up the mall for new posters.

Jude pulled out her guitar and laid down on the floor her feet resting on the wall. She played the stuff she wrote yesterday:

If I was drowning in the sea
Would you dive right in and save me?
If I was falling like a star
Would you be right there to catch me?
If I was dreaming of your kiss
Would you look right through me?

On the street I'm waiting
In my heart it's raining

Your eyes are holding up the sky
Your eyes make me weak, I don't know why
Your eyes make me scared to tell the truth
I thought my heart was bullet-proof
Now I'm dancing on the roof
And everybody knows I'm into you

If my heart was sadder than a song
Would you still listen?
If my tears fell on you, one by one
Would you see them glisten?

"It's good." Jude jumped at the sound of his voice. He just laughed at her.

"Don't do that!" She yelled getting up and fixing her shirt.

"What it's not my fault that you were in the zone and didn't hear me."

"Sadie knows."

"How?" The smile disappearing from his face as he looked at her deep in the eye.

"How would I know? All I know is that last night I threatened to tell my mom about her and Aaron and then she said she'd tell mom about us."

"Did she say she is going to tell her?"

"No."

"Ok so that buys us some time to talk to her and make sure she doesn't tell anyone."

"She won't tell if I don't tell my mom about her and Aaron. That at least buys us time until something else goes wrong."

"Ok."

"That's it?"

"Yeah what else did you expect to hear?"

"I don't know." She looked down at her guitar. She didn't tell Tommy that she was expecting him to say that they should cool it for awhile but she was wrong he did really want to be with her.

"If you're thinking that I want to cool things with you you're wrong."

"Well can you blame me? I mean every time something good happens to us you run scared in the other direction."

"We're together aren't we?" He shot back sitting down on a stool across from her.

"Yeah but how long is this going to last before you run?"

"Why are you always thinking I'm gonna run?"

"You always do." She looked at him fidgeting with her shirt.

"I can't believe you still think I'm gonna run, do you not trust me?"

"Of course I trust you but I'm having doubts." After the words left her mouth she wished she hadn't said them.

"I can't believe you just said that." He stormed out of the studio slamming the door behind him. He walked right out of G Major not stopping to talk to anyone, she hurt him with what she was saying and couldn't believe that he was that stupid to believe that things would work out.

Quest walked into the studio seeing Jude crying in the corner of the room.

"Jude what happened?"

"I told him I have doubts about us working out." She softly hit her head against the wall.

"Do you not want to be with Tommy?"

"Of course I want to be with Tommy, I'm just afraid he's gonna run."

"He would've run by now if he was going to."

"What am I going to do?"

"Just give him time to cool down."

"Thanks Quest."

"No problem that's what I'm here for." She gave him a quick hug before rushing out of G Major to see him.

She pulled up in front of his apartment building starring at the door. She thought about what Quest said about giving him time but she needed to do this. She ran to the door barely knocking as she tried to catch her breath. He opened the door and had to fight the urge to slam it in her face.

"Tommy I'm sorry."

"Why are you here?"

"I'm here to say that I'm sorry that I'm afraid of losing you, that I'm afraid that you're going to find someone prettier than me, and I'm sorry that I'm afraid of you." She stood in front of him crying uncontrollably.

"Come in, we have to talk." He knew he wasn't going to break her heart or end what they had but he was going to ask her something.