Sorry, wrote about 'Bridget Darcy' never being thought of when actually she says it with joy in second movie! Guess my memory's not very good, huh?

Oh, well…here you go….

And sorry for the story missing! Don't know what happened /

Chapter 6 – a good plan

Monday 15 May

Weight 61 (good) calories 1437 (v.g) alcohol units 0 (v.v.g)

At work again. Well…clearly you work more than once so the 'again' was a bit unnecessary. Anyways, have noticed small change in body due to work-out therapy. The clothes do fit better now. It's not very uplifting though when you realise I had Marc to go with my old fluffy bottom.

Oh, here comes Charlie, a geek with a bit less hair than the average.

"Hello, Bridget."

"Hi Charlie." Why was he staring so stupidly at me?

"How's it going?" And what's with that geeky smile?

"Fine thank you. And you?"

"Well I… I was actually wondering if you would consider going out with me?" I guess I just stared at him cause he continued;

"Nothing fancy of course, just a lunch or something." Oh, God. How do you say no to these things? First of all I hadn't even gotten over Marc yet, and this was a guy I would never be interested in even if I had. Not that I'm picky, I just prefer the ones who sweat less, or at least use a deodorant for the smell.

"Well, Charlie… I don't know. Why would you want to go out with me for? I'm a wreck really."

"I know about your crashed wedding plans and all… but it's just… I can't wait any longer cause I'm scared you'll be with someone else by then. And I think you're gorgeous really." Excuse me! He thought I was gorgeous. That's new.

"What? Are you serious?"

"Of course. I've wanted to ask you out for a very long time, but when I finally decided to you were already going steady with Marc." He was looking at the ground, twisting his foot as he spoke.

"I think you're perfect." Oh my! I almost fell of my chair. No one had said that to me before. I've never actually had a boyfriend who adored me so completely. So he was a little geeky, but I bet he would never send our children to a boarding school or act like an arrogant ass. Maybe I should see him, just once wouldn't hurt would it?

"Well…okay. When shall we meet then?" No, this was not because I needed a confidence-boost. He could be really nice… well alright it's not ONLY because I need a confidence-boost. It was free lunch too!

Tuesday 16 May

Weight 61 (keeping it pretty steady) calories way too much (Had to pay my own lunch and ate a cake instead of real lunch, which lead to later being hungry again and so I HAD to eat some chocolate! Stupid Charlie's fault.) cigarettes lost counting (also Charlie's fault. Made me nervous!) Normal guys to date none, creepy guys to date one too much.

As if! He didn't have enough money to survive, he said, if he had to pay for both of us. Not that I'm old fashioned or something, but he asked me out. Plus I could never be with a guy who had worse economy than me. I mean who would pay for the wedding? My parents spent those money years ago when they considered the chances of me ever getting married was too small to count. Unfortunately, they had been right.

Mustn't worry about that. Not all that matters in one's life has to do with husband, kids and mini breaks. God I miss those mini breaks! Yes, even if they had all been disasters.

Okay, back to Charlie. He was like a dog, he wanted to do whatever I wanted to and he liked whatever I liked. So it was fun being adored, but if I don't end this now, I'm afraid I'll find him on my doorstep someday, with a leash in his mouth, begging me to walk him.

Wednesday 17 May

Hearts that has been broken due to me being perfect 1 (and it was about time!)

It was so awful. I felt like I broke his heart. I have never broken someone's heart! At least not that I know of… maybe Marc is heartbroken now, waiting for me to come and tell him…anyway! I don't feel a bit better with myself after dating Charlie. Will now only date men who has an own will and will pay for dinner. They will have to have great hair, a nice smile and a tendency of spoiling me at mini breaks. They shan't be emotional stupid or look at other women either. Great plan! …Something seems to mess up all my plans though…Will be extra careful with this one.

Friday 18 May

Reasons why Bridget should never make up plans about a thousands

Holy mother of Jesus! Daniel Cleaver walked into the same store that I was at. Pretended I didn't see him. I was very interested at reading on the back of those…plums. But no, he came over anyways.

"I wouldn't eat those if I were you. Marc's not gonna want to sleep beside you after that." Oh, stupid Daniel, he had to mention Marc, hadn't he? Now I couldn't even pretend all was fine.

"Actually….we're not together at the moment." He looked honestly surprised.

"Oh. I'm sorry."

"Don't be silly. You probably couldn't be happier about it." A smile spread to his face.

"Now Bridge, that's cruel. It would have been fun to see you get married. Besides now I can't put the accomplishment of sleeping with two of his wives on my list, can I?"

"You're still as mean and pervert as always I see." I started to walk away.

"Jones, wait. I'm sorry, it was a bad joke. Please forgive me."

"No, I will never forgive you! You left me in Thailand and in that prison because I wouldn't sleep with you! And you always have some really good excuse for everything that ends up being a fat lie." It was good telling him what I had always wanted to. Why did he have to look so genuinely sad then? And gorgeous? Shit!

"I really am sorry for that Thailand thing. I promise you I didn't know they were going to keep you. I just thought it was some stupid mix up or some silly… seashell smuggling. And if you would just have lunch with me I will explain everything about my stupidity. …Please." I really shouldn't.

"I'll pay of course."

"Well, okay…" Oh, bugger!