I got this idea after hearing the song on the radio, thought it was perfect!
Disclaimer: I do not own Danny Phantom, Butch Hartman does. Also, I do not own the song My Immortal byEvanescence.
I'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears
"Jazz…" I sighed softly trying not to wake her. She lay in her bed tucked in sleeping peacefully. I shut the door behind me and walked down to the end of the hall. Danny was next.
And if you have to leave
He's been acting very strange these pass few months, most of the time I wouldn't even find him in his bed, but on the couch down stairs in the living room not even conscious. I'm afraid for him, he doesn't really speak to me like he used to, and if he does it's to know where the cereal or towels are.
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
"Danny, are you in there?" I asked keeping quiet knocking on the door. There wasn't an answer, not even a sound which I thought was strange because not long ago I had heard a bunch of commotion coming straight from his bedroom.
And it won't leave me alone
I slowly turned the knob opening the doorway to his room. The light from the hall revealed the mess of his room, eventually I will have to force him to clean up this pigsty.
These wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
The curtains on his wall had been pulled down halfway drooping over the bed whose covers and sheets either were falling off or already on the floor. The clothes were piling up on his floor and looked as if they had been thrown around and stepped on for years.
There's just too much that time cannot erase
In one corner of his room stood an overflowing waste paper basket and an empty laundry bin, which made me laugh a little.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
Out of all the darkness in his room there was one blaring light that illuminated Danny's room with a shade of blue. I looked over and saw his computer had been left on all day.
And I held your hand through all of these years
but you still have
Walking over there to shut it off, by the computer there lay a familiar form leaning against the desk. I squinted with my eyes to adjust and wished I hadn't.
All of me
"Danny!" I gasped kneeling over by him. He let out a soft groan as he winced in some sort of pain. The t-shirt my son was wearing had been ripped and torn off by the looks of nothing I have ever seen.
You used to captivate me
by your resonating light
Near the newly ripped holes were deep crimson cuts that clearly stained his white shirt. His jeans were also ripped that showed off a few of the many bruises he had received. Dark spots on his face along with one long cut just beneath his left eye.
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
His breathing was low and steady, but his heart was beating fast still in shock and terror by what ever did this to him. I lightly touched his face, Danny cringed when my fingers accidentally reached his cut and I pulled away.
Your face it haunts
my once pleasant dreams
I took my arms under his limp body and tried standing up, but then sat back down. He wasn't the same toddler I would carry off to bed every night. Instead I took one of his arms and placed it around my neck and held on to him. We stood up and I lay him comfortably on his mattress. I quickly ran down stairs to get the First Aid Kit.
Your voice it chased away
all the sanity in me
I took off the blood stained shirt and threw it out and cleaned and wiped away the blood that must have stung because he was whimpering a lot. Next I began wrapping bandages over his chest where the most blood was being lost and put a new shirt on him.
These wounds won't seem to heal
The mark on his face would have to heal on its own though, it was too close to his left eyeball and I was afraid I would get some of the stinging cleansing acid inside.
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I pulled off his shoes throwing them by the entrance to his room and his socks into the empty laundry bin. I picked up his blanket off the floor and wrapped it around him tightly.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
I bent down over him giving him a small kiss on the cheek before I left. After, though, he turned over on his side away from me.
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
The thing that scares me the most is that I don't even know who he is anymore. He comes home so late and tired always looking as if he was coming home after a war all beaten up and broken seeing the end of the world looking through his two crystal blue eyes.
And I held your hand through all of these years
Whenever he and his friends come home from school, they run up the stairs straight towards his room and lock the door. Also when ever Jack and I would accidentally barge in they would immediately quiet down or totally end their conversation making sure we wouldn't catch what they were talking about.
But you still have
all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
The three of them could be doing anything in the world these days. I don't want to hold on to him too hard; because I'm afraid he'll pull away so far that he might not want to come back.
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
And Danny's far enough out there as it is, that's why I don't really ask too much questions on their whereabouts.
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
It makes me sad to see him grow up so fast that he doesn't even rely on me anymore. I remember when he was only 5 years old, going into kindergarten, having reoccurring nightmares crying for me in the middle of the night.
And I held your hand through all of these years
He used to want me to rock him to bed, and to chase away the figments of his imagination away so he wouldn't be so scared. To wipe away his tears, and to fight away his fears, I was always there.
But you still have
But now that child is gone and here is the so secretive, moody teenager. What happened to my baby boy?
All of me
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