Disclaimer:I do not own any dbz ,wish i did tho!
-------------------------------------------------------------
CHAPTER 4
Bulma's Diary:19/8/2005
Well it feels weird writing in here now, i finally have the strength to help myself and it feels great.
I was busy the last few weeks with exams and assignments due in!
Chichi and i had to stay after school, almost everyday to finish out art homework. We were sweating and worring that we wouldn't finish!
On the last day of school the project was due and we had missed almost all of our classes to finish. 18 and Marron walked down and got us dinner.
When they came we were so hungry and hugged them so much.
I now realise how much i was missing in life, i care for my friends more now.
Maybe breaking up with Yamcha was the best thing i could do?
It's given strength to the relationship with my friends and brought us closer that immaginable.
The problems with my parents is still there, i know that i will never love them like i used to, thats something i can't help.
I can sleep better now, I don't cry myself to sleep as much as i used to.
Infact last night i had a very different dream from my normal ones.
I still can't get it out of my mind...
I was in a carrige on a big grean feild and there was someone with me...i think it was a man?
I didn't see his face though, he was in the shadows of the carrige.
Then this song filled the air, i don't know where i have heard it before but it was very beautiful and soft to listen to.
Before i could remember it i had woken up. I hope i will find out who he was and more about him..
Anyway it's tuesday and very cold!
I wen't shopping with my friend 18 bought a really cool lion hollogram for my cellphones screen, heaps of clothes and a book about Egypt.
I like shopping it helps me forget everything and be myself. God knows i need something in my life right now, I don't know my purpose in life yet.
I think i would like to become a police officer or maybe a kindergarten teacher.
People say i am great with kids.
Woops look at the time!
Go to go now!
Bulma
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------