Choir Queers

Warnings: bad language, yaoi (two men going at it), sexual situations

Spoilers: None

Pairings: 1x2, 3x4/3+4

Disclaimer: Don't own, don't sue

"speaking" actions 'thought'

knock knock knock

"Go away Quatre! I don't want to talk about it!"

Duo was not in the best state of his life. His eyes were puffy from crying and his nose a soft red color from the constant swipes he took at it with tissues. He has been crying on and off for a while yet it seemed he still had tears to let loose. He couldn't hold them back as he thought of his friend on the other side of the door. He knew Quatre knew. His best friend knew he was fucked like some petty whore and was now there to try and comfort him.

'Yeah right…like there is anything he can do.' Duo's mind whimpered.

'Listen to yourself you piece of shit! You're stronger than this! Don't let that fucking slant eyed son of a bitch get the best of you!' Duo's macho side reared its head.

'That's right! I won't let that stupid, blue eyed, chocolate haired, fully muscled…silky voiced…sex beast…I can't believe he used me like some slut!' Duo's mind wailed. A couple more tears clouded his eyes, some slowing falling down his face.

knock knock knock

"I SAID GO AWAY QUATRE!" Duo's voice was raspy with anguish. 'Can't I just wallow in my misery alone?'

BANG BANG BANG

Duo got up from his cocoon of blankets on his living room couch and walked to the door. He figured his friend must be angry to use that much force on the door. Quatre was never one to use force if it wasn't necessary, never wanted to project the image of a bully or brute. With a sigh and a twist of the lock Duo opened the door to his best friend.

"Hi…I know you don't want to see me right now, but may I come in?" Heero felt very uncomfortable oh Duo's doorstep. He was trying not to make eye contact with his heartbroken koneko, but he just couldn't help it. His eyes slowly took in the vision of perfection before him. His eyes traveled up the bare, smooth, legs to the knee, and then up the blanket shrouded body to the graceful, neck and stopped on the tear filled indigo eyes.

'Look at what I have done…I've upset my koneko…yet he is still the most beautiful thing I've ever seen'

Heero felt like a complete asshole. He stepped forward to embrace the beauty in front of him but was brought up short by a hard fist to the side of his face. He grasped his jaw and winced in pain as he touched the tender spot that had just been sucker punched by the enraged boy in front of him.

'I deserved that…I have no right to touch him anymore…I gave that right away when I walked out on him this morning.' Heero was trying to rationalize his current situation, but all thought stopped as he listened to Duo's hardened voice.

"You've got some nerve coming back here, thinking you can touch me. You left me…made me feel dirty and used…sob… a-aa-and then you come back here thinking I'll fall into your arms? Spread my legs and let you have me! Well FUCK YOU!" Duo's tears were falling will no end in sight.

'NO NO NO! This is not what I wanted!' Heero could feel the prickle behind his eyes that indicated possible tears.

"NO! Duo…that's not what I'm here for…I'm here to apologize…I didn't…I…I was so confused. I came here to get better for state, to work hard for what was really important, but then I met you…I thought that if I got involved with you that I would lose sight of that, but now I know that the only thing that's really important is you!"

The silence that followed Heero's declaration could have rivaled that of graveyards for all of its coldness. Heero felt like he was dying slowly. All he wanted was for Duo to say something. He was expecting Duo to be mad and scream at him, or maybe (to his hearts highest hope) forgive him, but he didn't expect his to laugh…which is what the violet eyed American did. He kept on and on, finally clutching his stomach, as if in pain. The tears were still flowing, but Heero couldn't tell if they were of joy or pain, finally the chuckles turned into sobs, and Duo sank to the floor right in front of him.

The cobalt eyed boy was flabbergasted. He knelt down and picked up his koneko, cradling him to his chest and sighing in relief as Duo melted against him. He shut the door with his foot and carried his precious burden to the couch. He sat down and waited for Duo to climb off of his lap, thinking that Duo would realize who was holding him and be disgusted but his little koneko had other plans. He pushed Heero down on the couch and cuddled up on top of him and cried his eyes out.

Heero closed his eyes and gave a satisfied sigh. 'He doesn't hate me…I still have a chance.' Heero slowly stroked his lovers back, being careful not to touch too low. He snapped the band off the end of the distraught boy's hair and smoothed his fingers through the glorious tresses, murmuring nonsensical things into his koneko's ear. He would do anything to calm his lover down.

About an hour later, Duo was all cried out and asleep in his lovers embrace. Heero didn't move much as he watched his koneko sleep, occasionally running his hands through the thick mane spilled over their bodies. He knew they would have to talk when Duo woke up, but he knew they could work it out.

'I won't let you go…now that I have my priorities in order…now that I know what's most important, I won't let it slip away' Heero thought to himself. He brought his arms around his love and pulled him closer, needing to feel the boy in his arms. Heero's koneko truly lived up to his nick-name as he nuzzled his face into the hollow of the neck in front of him, sighing in pleasure and unconsciously licking the skin he could reach. Heero shivered and held Duo tighter.

A/N: I'm so sorry for any distress I caused with my non attentive updating self…throws self in pit I hope everyone likes the ending to my story…I know I thought of about one billion different endings…I was thinking about leaving the ending open so I could make a sequel…and I guess I've kinda done that…so I would love to know if anyone wants me to write it…and I know I'll update sooner than a year! I have a lot of free time on my hands now…funny how that works…oh well. PLEASE REVIEW! Thanks everyone who read this!