Hey guys sorry it took me so long to update I just seem to have a writers block, isn't that weird! So I am forcing myself to sit here and think of something.

Again thank you so much for your support I know I've kept you guys at the edge of your seat but maybe this chapter will be different.

I in no way Own Sailor Moon, though i wish i did!

Always remember keep on reading, keep on dreaming and never let anyone or anything stand in the way of your goals and dreams.

-an angel is cryin-

I'm sorry but I love you

"No!"Lita was the first one out of bed, looking at the clock they had only slept for 2 hours,though it felt more like 3 minutes.

"Same dream?"came the groggy voice behind her from Raye.

"Her heart, let's go!" Rushing to put their clothes on they all ran into the living room in the process they woke up Sammy and Darien.

"What happened?" asked a very sleepy Sammy.

"We have to get to the hospital NOW!"yelled Amy grabbing the keys off the counter and running out the door . The once quiet girl looked desperate "NOW!"

without needing a second urge Sammy and Darien got out of bed and out the door , both on them still in their street clothes.

"What happened! Is Serena okay!" asked Sammy while Running.

"I'm sure she is but we all had the feeling we needed to be there."

Running the 5 blocks to the hospital was easier seeing both Serena's dad and mother sat in the waiting area crying. Was hard.

"Her heart stopped again didn't it?"asked Darien.

"Yea, this time it took them longer to bring her back, she was dead for 10 minutes before her heart started up again"explained the worried face mother.

"I'm sorry mind if I go visit her?"asked Raye.

"No, you all can go, just don't get too loud and please talk to her , the doctor said she can still hear you"

Raye and Darien followed by the rest of the girls walked to the hospital suite 104.

The room was filled with get well balloons flowers, teddy bears and white roses as well, it looked like a garden.

In the middle of the room lay Serena, heart monitors attached to her frail body, making sure she was alive.

Raye took a seat next to her and picked up Serena's hand.

"Listen Rena, you will wake up, you still have so many lives to touch, so many people to change, and come on Rena you still have me to bug!"whispered Raye while crying silently.

"Raye is right Serena, this of all the food I haven't cooked for you yet,you don't want to leave and no taste all of my great cooking right?"Lita kneeled and the foot of Serena's bed just staring at her quietly.

"Forget the cooking Lita, Serena, come on imagine how many new Sailor V games we haven't played yet, all the boys we haven't checked out, and imagine all the gossip we have yet to tell and hear."Mina sat next to Raye putting her head on the edge of the bed.

"Serena I know you don't Study but I know deep within you are smart, if you weren't you would never had made it this far, but aside from that you have so many friends, think of Andrew, and Molly and Me, Lita, Mina,Raye and yes even Darien, Serena you have so much to live for if you leave now everyone heart will break"Amy gave Serena a weak smile.

Raye jumped up holding her hand over her gaping mouth, "She squeezed my hand!"

"Raye sometimes people in a Coma do that they move and even open their eyes"

Serena's body began to twitch and all of a sudden with a gasp she sat up and looked around.

"Hey Everyone, why are you staring at me like that? What I have something on my face?"Averting her eyes to Darien she looked shocked " Darien? What are you doing here? Okay what is here" Looking around she saw the flowers the get well soon balloons and the Teddy bears.

"Am i in the hospital!"

in that single second all Chaos broke loose.

"SERENA!"

"OH MY GOD GIRL YOU HAD US SO SCARED!"

"YOU WHERE ATTACKED BY A NEGAVERSE CREEP AT THE PARK"

'DARIEN SAVED YOU!"

"Hey meatball head glad to see you up an about, well i guess I'll see you later I'll send the doctors and your parents in, bye Serena"Darien walked out of the room leaving everyone gaping in shock except Serena who seemed kinda sad.

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Walking away from the hospital was the hardest thing Darien ever had to do.

All right Darien what is your deal, you are so afraid to get close to someone you didn't even stay to check if she was okay,face it Darien your scared you might love her.

With those thoughts Darien stopped in mid stride. "Scared I might love her,Hell I think I already do"

crossing through the the park where the cherry blossoms where at bloom Darien continued with his thoughts and made one promise to himself "Now on to fine Sailor Moon"

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"Serena,what happened?"

"The thing, wanted me to join the nega-verse when I didn't, it shot poison into me, guys by all accounts I should be dead, why am i alive?"

"Don't question it meatball ditz, think about it you had been so ready to leave us you left me as the leader, Me!"Raye broke down in tears and gave Serena a breath taking hug.

"Serena , don't scare us like that again, please, thinking that we had lost you, it's like losing a sister, losing a best friend and losing our Princess."

Serena gave Raye a huge hug, "Hey Raye, calm down, I'm here" looking around the room she saw all the tear streaked eyes. "Guys I'm here." Serena's heart burst with love, never had she thought that her friends cared so much, yea she knew they had to because of the whole Princess of the moon, but they cared because of Serena, not Serenity.

Life was getting brighter.

3 months later

After three months of Therapy to check that she could walk, talk and write Serena was finally released from the Hospital. Much to her happiness, as much as the missing school thing was fun she missed walking with her friends and the mall, drinking her Favorite milkshake. She missed all the things she took for granted before, but since coming out of her coma, Serena won't take those things for granted ever again.

Breathing in Serena hopped to the arcade. Happiness radiated off her.

When the doors opened and the flowing air conditioned flowing out she walked in.

"Good Morning Andy!"

"Serena! Should you be out, I mean don't you need rest?"Andrew had a look of Worry in his eyes.

"No Andy I'm fine it's been 3 months since i woke up, Doctors say that it's a miracle i recovered so quickly but they won't question it, just to thank my stars and live my life to the fullest!" smiling Serena walked to the Sailor V game but when she lost instead of screaming and crying Serena just smiled and laughed.

"Hey Meatball head! Glad to see you up and about, have you klutz out yet?"came a deep male voice from the entrance of the arcade.

"Hi Darien, nope no klutz attack in 3 months! Actually doing really good in school and even talking to boys, it seems they like the new me, who'da thought huh Darien"Serena gave Darien the brightest smile Andrew or Darien had ever see on Serena's face.

"Umm ya sure"Darien fought back the jealousy he felt when Serena told him about the other guys, but in the three months he hadn't seen her once, her hair looked the same, but somehow brighter,her eyes where more blue, her skin had a pinker glow to it.

When did Serena go and grow up!

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The Sun started going down when Serena felt a slight tingling in her side.

"Well gotta go, you guys take care!" bouncing away with a happy whistle.

Once outside Serena thought to herself "Wow it's been three months and now the Nega-verse wants to try and attack, well they have another thing coming!"

Running to a near by alley Serena transformed.

Running the Abandoned construction site Sailor Moon searched for the Monster but felt nothing 'Maybe it left'

Turning around she came face to face with Tuxedo Mask.

"Holly S... What is your Problem!"

"You Are sailor Moon I've been searching for you for 3 months, don't worry about that monster i took care of it"

Turning to leave Sailor Moon got pushed back into a wall by Tuxedo Mask.

"Jesus, what is wrong with you! You've never hurt me!"Sailor Moon stood up and faced the angry looking man.

"You almost let an innocent Die Sailor Moon, if the other scouts hadn't been here she would have been dead"

"what I never! Every fight they had i have been there i have the Emotional scars to prove it!"

"You are a Sorry Excuse of a leader Sailor Moon, you don't deserve to be called a Hero"

Sailor Moon looked as if she had been hit and hit hard.

"What Right! What Damn Right do you have to judge me Tuxedo Mark? I take out the Evil, I fight and have to save Tokyo I have the Weight of the world on my SHOULDERS, there's so much you don't know, I am not a Hero 24/7 I am a Human being with a life, I got to School, I go out with friends! But i don't ignore my duty , I wake up at all hours of the night screaming because the wounds i received in battle don't heal, I go to school with 30 minutes of sleep at night! I hide my identity from the world so i can keep SAVING THE WORLD, and tell me something Tuxedo mask, what do you do? Wave a rose around give pretty little pep talks and then what? You leave, when have you EVER! Fought! A rose ?

Get over it Tuxedo, I am the Hero, and as long as I am alive the world can sleep , because I can't , I can't Sleep I NEVER sleep, and FURTHER MORE! I have never EVER let an innocent get hurt,not under my watch , I have changed Tuxedo Mark, don't accuse me of doing something I didn't do, You can go to Hell Tuxedo, and stay there, this is a New Sailor Moon your talking to I don't need your pep talk, I can do the Job on my own!"Sailor Moon was panting by the time she finished her speech.

"Are you done? Good you are, Sailor Moon you are so selfish, I was there when the innocent got hurt, i saw her bleeding , dying in my arms! Don't tell me that you never let one down, because she nearly died because of your childish ways, and don't tell me this is a new Sailor Moon , because as i look at you i don't see any change!"

Sailor Moon tried to rack her brains to think what innocent she let down.

Taking a deep breath she decided what to do.

"Fine, You want to see me as a Human being, you got it you jerk."

Sailor moon retransformed in front of Tuxedo Mask.

Twirling around with her arms spread she stopped in front of him.

"This is me, THE REAL ME!" pointing to the scars on her neck " I got these fighting, trying to Save a life, and these, I got burnt I WAS IN A COMA FOR 3 DAYS! My heart Stopped 2 times, I DIED! but not for lack of not Saving an Innocent, but for lack of not being able to save myself!" Turning to walk away she heard a whisper behind her.

"Serena"

But Serena just kept on walking.

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(:jumps around trying to avoid getting poked by pointy objects:)

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-an angel is cryin-