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Chapter Thirteen: A silent confession.
Naru finally let Usagi get back to Akio, much to her dislike. He was angry that she just took off like that. No girl had ever treated him like that and it was really getting to him. But he told himself to relax and to not let his frustrations get the best of him.
'After all you'll get your fun soon enough Akio.' He smirked looking down to Usagi as she attentively listened to the College Science Head speak. When it was time for the College students to go, Usagi's shoulder lightened up, feeling like the sharp knife in her back was pulled out.
"Well than, I guess we should meet and get going on the project than. How about 3:30 today at the Library?"
"We'll be there." Mamoru suddenly appeared out of thin air placing a gentle hand on Usagi's shoulder. She was getting nervous, the crowd was thinning out the teachers would be very upset if they found Mamoru's hand on her.
"I believe this is a partner effort and she's with me." Akio smirked stepping closer to Usagi's side. Mamoru pulled Usagi over so that he was facing Akio and not her. Umino confusedly looked on, fixing his glasses.
"No she's your project partner, and that's all." Mamoru growled. Usagi blushed, trying her best to tell herself this was fake.
"I think I'm going to be a bit late Mamoru-san, I have cram school until 4." Umino's stupid and out of the blue comments distracted the three as they turned around, Akio sighed.
"Hey, I never invited you." Akio gave Umino a once over, clearly trying to make fun of his appearance.
"Umino is one of Usagi's closest friends, and any friend of hers is a friend of mine. So yeah he is invited." Mamoru let go of Usagi's shoulder, his body was really tensing up, he didn't want to physically get into a fight at her school; but felt like he might. Akio had nothing more to say, finally he walked off accepting his defeat. Usagi sighed, relieved that she was away from him at least for another three hours. Before Mamoru could say anything to Usagi, Ami and Makoto walked over with their partners, saying their hello's to Mamoru.
"Hi everyone." Motoki exclaimed friendly waving his hand as he approached the cluster of friends.
"Hey where's Naru-chan?" Usagi asked scanning the theater, she was the only one missing from the picture.
"Oh she and Miko-san went to for lunch to draw up the blue prints of their project." Umino said looking at the time.
"I have to go to lunch now. See you at the library Mamoru-san." And with that Umino too left. Usagi was nervous, she didn't know how to act with Mamoru anymore. Luckily everyone was too busy talking to each other to notice how uncomfortable she was.
"Usagi-chan, how did it go?" Ami whispered hoping not to catch anyone else's attention. Usagi flashed her a big smile, giving Ami the impression that she was just fine, but deep inside; she was really not very happy.
"I'm going with her to the library at 3:30." Mamoru told Motoki who seemed very concerned on the Akio situation. He wished that there was a better way of handling this. But respected Usagi's feelings not to let the whole world know what happened to her. Usagi blushed. Ami and Makoto were planning to meet their partners at the Little Bear Café and invited Usagi to come there after the library.
"What will you tell your parents about who your partner is Usagi-chan?" Makoto asked. Mamoru wanted to volunteer his name, but he felt awkward suddenly. He knew Usagi's friends were well aware of him pretending to be her boyfriend.
"Just say it's me Usagi-chan." Motoki smiled. His smiles always seem to cheer Usagi up and she thanked Motoki. She was a bit confused on how he knew about their faking plans and was embarrassed by the notion of him knowing. Ami and Makoto felt a bit relaxed knowing that it was not going to be Mamoru again, but could tell that he looked saddened.
"Lets go eat lunch before it's over." Ami smiled bringing back the light in Usagi's eyes. She always took comfort in food. She screeched out hurting Mamoru and Motoki's ears when Makoto told her she had baked something special.
"Just add food." Mamoru mumbled. Usagi looked up to him, sharply giving him a warning stare.
"What did you say?" She barked. Mamoru sighed closing his eyes.
"I said 'just add food'. No matter what's going on in your life, at the mention of food you become a little pig." Mamoru phrased it perfectly, just like he always did, like the normal days. Motoki and the girls smiled with small tear drops hanging down their heads. Usagi was fuming and just like magic they started to argue. Everyone saw it, and felt it; things were going back to the way they should be.
"You'll become an even bigger Odango atama" Mamoru retorted back.
"Don't call me that! My name is Usagi! USAGI!" She shouted back. She didn't realize at the time that she was fighting with him like she always did, but she was happy with all his comments.
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The girls had traveled off to the Little Bear café and Motoki to the arcade. She was left alone walking with Mamoru to the Library. He had his car, and could've driven there, but insisted they walk, even went on to say that she could use the exercise. Usagi was quiet the way there. They were passing through the park when she spotted Luna and Artemis, she gasped hoping that Mamoru didn't see the two cats talking. In her panic she quickly grabbed his arm leading him the other side off the trail across the park to the other side; where the Library was. Mamoru was shocked, but liked her little hands wrapped around his arm tugging on him. He laughed slightly.
"Come on, walk faster!" She shouted realizing that the two guardian cats were still very visible. She pulled harder this time causing herself to loose balance, and in return causing Mamoru to loose his footing. They both grabbed on to each other hoping the other had balance until they hit the ground hard. Usagi's painful moan was muffled under Mamoru's chest. He felt her under him, slightly moving, it felt like his dream. And what was actually Usagi's muffled moan, he thought was her sweet groans. He closed his eyes smelling her hair, his cheek touching hers. Usagi's eyes widen realizing what he was doing. He brought up his hands to her face, twirling her hair in his fingers. She felt something hard start to push against her belly putting further pressure on her. He liked it, he like being with her, he liked everything about her; even the crazy annoying habits that made no sense. He liked it all.
His hot breath was blowing gently against her neck, doing something to her body that she never thought would happen. The sensation was making her want to kiss him. Mamoru lifted slightly to trail his lips over her forehead and than back down to her neck. She was paralyzed and stiffened as he lightly placed soft kisses on her neck. He felt his need growing for her. He couldn't distinguish reality and his dream at all. Usagi finally regained her body and pushed against his chest, trying to move him.
"Mamoru, you're really heavy. Please get off." She was starting to loose her normal breathing rhythm. He was putting almost all his weight on her and slowly it was crushing her. She tried to push harder but Mamoru didn't seem to really hear her. All he felt was her hands touching his chest and her voice asking for him to continue. A slow moan escaped his lips. It was than that Usagi noticed his face. It was strained like he had no sleep for weeks, suddenly she wasn't worried about her breathing and more worried about Mamoru. She should have been afraid of what he was doing to her, but she wasn't.
"Mamoru, are you okay. Mamoru wake up." She pleaded gently clapping on his face to wake him Mamoru loved the way her skin felt, it was so soft. Suddenly his mind blackened out and reality fuzzed back into picture. He let go of all his weight and crushed Usagi. Her eyes bulged out humorously. Mamoru lifted up his weight, their bodies still touching. Usagi exhaled, finally getting some proper oxygen. Mamoru balanced himself slightly on his knees, shaking his head to focus. He blinked and saw Usagi's concerned face inches away from his. He panicked.
"Not again." He mumbled still assuming it was just a dream. He didn't move from his current position, he didn't care, it was only a dream.
"Well I'm sorry that I'm such an eye sore!" Usagi shouted, taking his comment the wrong way. She figured that he was insulting her. Mamoru looked down to Usagi's chest and realized that she wasn't naked and they were not in some dark room with brilliant white sheets. It dawned on him and he abruptly got up to his feet. Usagi angrily dusted off the earth.
'What just happened?' She asked herself, the reality of what Mamoru was doing to her sinking in. Mamoru was ashamed, so ashamed, he couldn't even face her. He remembered what he was doing to her and how his body reacted to her. He turned around, knowing full well that Usagi was going to be screaming her head off at him. What was he doing, first the kisses, than the fake boyfriend condition and now this.
'You were molesting her in a public park you sicko.' He thought. But when he saw Usagi she didn't look mad, but rather a bit confused, mostly just worried about him.
"Hey you okay?" Usagi asked still brushing off the last traces of dust off of her. Mamoru was overwhelmed, his senses blew up again. He leaned forward pulling her into his embrace. Usagi didn't know what to do, she was confused and a bit annoyed that he was just doing what he wanted with her.
"Usako…" He whispered into her hair. Usagi was baffled. She heard what he called her, and even more surprising, she wasn't making any effort to get out of his arms. She stayed there, her hands clutching to her thighs, her heart racing. Mamoru didn't care what it looked like right now, he just knew that he liked her in his arms.