Summary: Chris's thoughts of Wyatt, his mother,hisaunts, his family, his mission,and a little of Bianca.

20 year old Chris was walking in the streets his hands in his pockets as he shuffled but unaware of the things going ob around him. It didn't matter know one was out these days they were all afraid of what could happen.

His mother had always told him that everything happened for a reason, but as the years went by he slowly began to believe in her once comforting words. Chris made it to his and Bianca's spot and sat down. It was funny how they became involved in one another, after all she was the one sent out to kill Chris by his oh so loving brother.

There's a time and place, for everything.
There's a reason why, certain people meet.
There's a destination, for everyone.
What's the explanation, when we're done?

Chris sat down lost in thought. How many years ago had it been since Wyatt turned evil? He could barely remember a time when Wyatt was good and wanted to protect his brother from being killed, not the other way around. As the days went by Chris had trouble differentiating between the two.

He and Bianca had talked about sending him back to the past to save their future, and Chris had always been skeptical about it. But as the days went by and more and more deaths were happening at his brother's hands he wondered if it would be that bad.

Wyatt had over heard him once and after being captured had laughed in his face about how this is the way things were meant to be. Chris was unsure about this, he knew there was still good somewhere in his brother's heart, after all he did let him go but he hadn't seen Wyatt since that day.

All the summer nights spent wondering;
So many questions asked, but no one's answering.
Would it be okay if I left today?
Took my chances on what you said was wrong?

Chris hadn't being so distant from his brother he felt like such an idiot for caring Wyatt had obviously give up on loving him. He tried to hide his emotions even from Bianca the love of his life. He didn't like to feel weak ever since his mother died and his father left he could never let his guard down.

Chris spent years on the streets wondering after his grandfather died, his only family left that seemed to care. He didn't mind he liked being alone, but with the constant threat of his brother it was hard. He was glad when he meet Bianca and turned her to his side. Between the two of them anything was possible. But some times he longed for the days he was by himself and didn't have another life to worry about.

I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret.
These years spent, so faded and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years.
I'll never regret these years.

22 year old Chris sat in the attic looking at the book of shadows like he did when he was little, but this time it was different. Even though he was in his childhood house it wasn't home.

Chris looked up from the book and looked around the familiar place. He remembered how he and Wyatt use to run up here and play even though their mom told them not to. They would look through the book together on the same couch Chris was sitting on and try and find the latest demon that was after their family.

Chris closed his eyes and tried hard not to cry. Being in the past was harder then he thought it would be. The sisters were skeptical about him and never believed anything he said. It hurt Chris when he made them made all he wanted to do was the help them. He remembered when he was little anytime he was yelled at Wyatt would be there to comfort him no matter what happened.

Now here I sit, so far away.
Remembering all our memories.
Its times like these that I miss you most,
Remembering when we were so close.

I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, we'll never regret.
These years spent, so faded and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years.

Chris was fighting another demon hoping it was the one that was after Wyatt, but knowing deep inside his heart it wasn't. The days were slowly slipping by and Chris wasn't any closer to finding the source of his brother turning evil then he was when he first came to the past. The sisters were really mad at him this time, and kicked him out of the manor.

Not only was Chris running out of time to save Wyatt, but if he didn't do something soon he would cease to exist. But who knew that could be a good thing; after all he was always a nuisance to everyone. The thought of not existing scared him, but at the same time maybe Wyatt wouldn't turn evil. One of the reasons he did turn evil was to protect his baby brother from the evils of the world.

We'll never forget the places we've been, you and I.
Our lives are slipping away.
Don't want to let time pass us by, by

Chris was glad of his little excursion to the past; he was able to see his mother again, even if she didn't know who he was. But he felt if he did go he would go in vain. He would be unsuccessful in his mission and the sisters wouldn't care because they would never find out he is.

Chris orbed into the alley behind P3 before walking inside the club. He wondered if what Wyatt said was true, that he was meant to be evil. Chris didn't want to believe that but sometimes he couldn't help it. After so many years of trying they were finally coming to an end, but he would never regret what he did.

His mom once said all that matter was he tried to help cheer him up, but he didn't think this applied to his current situation. He wondered if he real mother would be proud of what he was doing, she always said family was the most important thing, but don't do something stupid to save them.

Chris walked into his room in the back of the club taking notice of his aunt behind him, but this wasn't the aunt that cared about him and helped raise him no this was Phoebe.

"Hey." She said, it really did sound like his old aunt, but this was Phoebe Chris had to remember that.

"Hey. So did you come to kick me out?" Chris asked coldly forcing himself to remember his mission.

"Uh, no, actually, I came here to ask you a question."

"What?" that surprised Chris, but how bad could a question.

"I need you to be honest with me. No games, no running away, just the truth."

"Okay." Now that worried Chris

"Are your Wyatt's little brother?" Chris was taken back a little, but he should have known after the weird look he got from his aunt after her vision quest.

"Only if I can get Piper and Leo back together in time." Was the only thing that cam to mind that Chris could say to his aunt. But it seemed to work because she smiled before leaving the room and closing the door. Maybe there was hope after all for him and Wyatt.

I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret.
These years...
...spent, so faded and wreckless,
Not sorry, and I'll never regret...
I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years.