I know it has been awhile since I updated this story and I had decided to stop writting it. But I figured with only one chapter left I should finish it plus I have nothing better to do becasue I am waiting to see if my friends and I are going to have out Rent party beforeI decided if I want to watch it again for the 13th time since I got it.I do want to watch it but some times I am a little superstiuos (sp?) so that means I have to watch it another time after that which would run into watching the new episode of Charmed.
So enough with my rant here is the last chapter I hope you like it.
Chris sat alone in the attic thinking, he had been doing that a lot lately on how to save Wyatt and how to save himself. It wasn't until recently he started thinking about Bianca again.
Though Phoebe knew who he really was now, Chris still felt alone. He isn't able to talk to her like he did Bianca because she did not know what he has been through. He needed someone to talk to about his insecurities and understand what he is going through. Since no one in his family knew who he really was, besides Phoebe, he is all alone.
Chris has tried to talk to his aunt but she told him everything was going to be fine and they would figure something out it would just take time. But she doesn't know what Chris is really thinking about or how he feels, not like his real Aunt Phoebe did.
Chris needs to talk to someone and sitting there in the attic he starts to talk to her even though he knows she can't hear her.
I wonder if you're alone up there
Since you've been gone, I've been alone down here
She told me that I would be OK
Now I don't believe, what she had to say
When she said don't worry, and you'll be fine
It's only a matter, a matter of time
As she sits back and finishes her wine
She prays to the lord I'll be fine
Chris was lying down on the couch pretending to be asleep. His mom has been fussing over his for awhile now and he wanted a break from her. The pain of Bianca has come back to him though she had died months ago. It was something about the past days events that lead his to missing his dead fiancé again.
Chris told his mom how sometimes late at night he thought about Bianca and his old life and how he missed them. She told him that everything was going to be okay all he needed was some more time, just like his aunt did when he told her the same thing, something they rarely did in his future. Maybe it was the fact they were both scared of what could happen and they were still getting use to the idea of him being there is what made them think alike.
Now days have passed, and weeks have too
All I think about is how I miss you
She told me that I would be OK
But I feel the same that I felt that day
When she said don't worry, and you'll be fine
It's only a matter, a matter of time
As she sits back and finishes her wine
She prays to the lord I'll be fine
She prays to the lord I'll be fine
Chris slowly got up off the couch and looked over at his little big brother; if only he had the slightest notation of what he was going to do maybe he wouldn't turn out that way. He wondered if he real big brother had any idea of what kind of pain he has put his baby brother through, the one he vowed to protect and never hurt. Wyatt says he is doing it all to protect his brother, but he has no idea how wrong he is.
Chris heads upstairs preparing himself for his mother's oncoming rant about how he should still be asleep when he heard quiet sobbing coming from her room. Quietly he tiptoed to the door and stood listening to his mother, it almost sounded like she was praying. Chris didn't remember his brother ever praying before, but there she was sitting on the bed praying to someone to watch over her sons.
Chris feels horrible for what he has done to his mother, making her succumb to praying to watch over him and his brother. He didn't like her to worry, one of the many reasons why he tried so hard to hide the truth from her. But when she looked over at his with teary eyes he finally understood.
He don't know what he has done
Mother prays to the lord above
Lord please save my sons
He don't know what he has done
She prays to the lord above
Lord please save my sons
Chris finally understood what everyone had been saying to him, it does take time to get use to things. He understood why he had been thinking about Bianca so much, it reminded him of the past and that he had never really gotten over someone else. And when he was really talking to her he was really trying to talk to his mother the one person in his life who he could never forgive for leaving him.
Chris watched his mother get off the bed and come over to him whipping the fallen tears off of his cheek. It wasn't until she did that did he realize that he was crying. He pulled his mother in close hugging her for the first time since he came to the past. All the other times he had been scared but now it just felt right.
His mother's and aunts words stuck in his head, and Chris finally believed them and knew the he was fine. It does only take a matter of time.
She says don't worry, and you'll be fine
It's only a matter of time
She says don't worry, and you'll be fine
It's only a matter, a matter of time
As she sits back and finishes her wine
She prays to the lord I'll be fine
She prays to the lord I'll be fine
She says don't worry, and you'll be fine
It's only a matter of time
It's only a matter of time
Chris finally felt complete as he lay on his parents' bed dying. Though he was in pain and there was a chance that his brother might still be evil, he was still happy. As his father came into the room telling his to hold on he knew that even though he hadn't completed his mission on saving Wyatt he did what he had to do.
Everyone thought that Chris's idea was stupid, to come back to the past and save Wyatt. Even he had some points had his own doubts about his destination unknown, but he had done it and as his took his last breath a new destination unknown laid in the horizon.
Thank you to all who have read this story and reviewed, it means a lot to me. Also I want to mention that all of these songs come from Mest who are one of my favortie bands. "Mother's Prayer" and "Living Dead" are from their cd Destination Unknown and "Jaded" is from their cd Mest just in case anyone is interested, both are two amazing cds.