Yeah, cuz Mikkasura said I should put more info 'bout why Li hates Mika so much, I'll try giving the readers a piece of Li's mind. It's kinda like the first chapter… but Li's opinion stuff instead of Mika's. If it doesn't work out and not many people review… or people say its weird… or I get 0 hits… than yeah… I'll delete it. Thanx everybody! yeah... sorry its still kinda short like always.
Why do enemies turn to love? Why did I fall in love with my enemy? My opponent? The other person collecting the Clow Cards?
My purpose was to capture most of the cards, and to win the final judgment.
So why did it turn out different? Why did I fall in love with her? Why did I feel my cheeks turning into a red color, why did I fell a tingling sensation in my body, my heart beating quick, my palms growing sweaty. And now I see why.
I left Hong Kong with determination. My mother told me what my duty was, and I knew it.
To become the master of all the Clow Cards.
The moment I stepped into Japan, I just knew I was going to win. And when I saw the girl with the other Clow Cards, I knew I'd beat her.
The moment I stepped into the classroom, I saw her. And I stared hard at her.
Because I wanted to hate her.
Because she was my enemy.
So why did I fall in love?
Now I know why.
I hated her with my soul, with my heart, with my guts. I was born as an enemy, and I was going to win. I was going to win Yukito, I was going to win all the cards. I would beat her. I would hate her, mock her, and make her cry.
But she came in every day, she was determined to win herself. She'd come into the class every day with a smile. She would thank me for giving her advice, for mocking her. And then… she would smile. She would turn around and smile at me. Smile. But I hated her, and I knew she knew it. So why did she smile at me? Why did she thank me? Why did she hello… good morning… goodbye? Why didn't she hate me back? Why didn't she yell at me, tell me that she hated me too? Why didn't she just not talk to me, frown and glare at me? Why did she smile? At me?
And soon, she had warmed my heart. And soon, her smile rubbed off me, and I was her friend. I hated seeing her cry. I didn't glare at her. I let her have some cards. I didn't mock her. And before I knew it… I was blushing. And soon… I forgot why I was there. I forgot that she was my enemy, that I was going against her. I forgot that determination to beat her, to win, to become the Master of the cards.
Because I found something else to think about.
Love.
I loved her.
I loved Sakura.
I would hate whoever tried to take her away.
I would beat whoever wanted to love her too.
Because. I loved her, and I wouldn't lose to anyone. But her.
Then one day… she disappeared. She left the world without a trace. She had vanished into another world, kept as a prisoner. And I was going to save her. I would be the one to bring her back safely, to defeat the one who hurt her.
But no. Someone else came.
That someone had been watching Sakura. That person had been watching us. That person told us that she knew how to save her, that she would save Sakura.
No. I would save Sakura. I would. I love her. I won't lose to someone who had been spying on Sakura, to someone who just admired Sakura, to a hidden eye.
So I hate Mika Suyama. I hate her for taking away my chance to save Sakura. To show Sakura how much I love her.
I hate that girl for saying that she could save Sakura. When it was I who was going to save her.
But there was no choice. Because I know that I can't choose my own path, that there will always be something else in my way. And so I follow Mika Suyama, into another world where Sakura lies behind bars. Where my beloved is in chains, and I must follow a spy to find her.
But what I realize is that I shouldn't hate this girl… or else it will be too late… and fate will have me fall in love with her as well.
If u think this is sucky, go ahead and tell me. I'll delete it. If you tell me its great and that I shouldn't delete it... fine. But tell me the truth! And don't worry! I'm an S+S fan... and this story will end as S+S... but... maybe...