Losing Control / 3
///Do you know what it feels like///
///To have no control///
///Over your emotions or your body?///
"Squall, that's your name, right?"
I turned around nervously, hoping that he wouldn't notice anything. I placed my mask on and returned to my original cold self.
"Yes."
"Hey, you look a little pale."
"I am fine."
I said the last statement with more coldness and hate than I wanted. I wanted him to go away and leave me alone because I couldn't really stay standing any longer. The pain was wearing me off slowly and I was mentally tired out.
"No you aren't."
He didn't seem effected by my coldness. Either he was too thick or he decided to ignore my rudeness. He walked closer to me, but I had to back away because just the presence of another human being right now was enough to make me vomit. My stomach coiled as I wished fervently that he would just leave.
///The wall between him and I was slowly crumpling.///
My legs gave away at that moment where he touched my arm. I expected to hit my head on the wall hard, but all I felt was something strong hold me. Opening my eyes, I saw the teacher looking at me with his jade green eyes. I felt lost. For once, I felt lost and didn't know what to do.
I struggled against his embrace and tried to push him away, but like Jake, he was much stronger than I was.
"Hey, what's that on your neck?"
I froze as he pulled my jacket down to examine my neck. I wished that he was stupid enough to not know what it was, but my prayers were unheard. He frowned and stayed that way for a few moments, and I knew he was thinking.
"Who did this?"
His voice came out much harsher than before.
"No one. I fell."
I slapped his hands away from my jacket and wobbled up, glad that I was able to stand up again rather than leaning onto the new teacher for help like a total idiot.
"I hope you remember that I told you to come to my class after school."
Without answering, I walked out of the bathroom with an odd aching in my heart.
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///Do you know what it feels like///
///To have no control///
///Over your emotions or your body?///
"Squall, that's your name, right?"
I turned around nervously, hoping that he wouldn't notice anything. I placed my mask on and returned to my original cold self.
"Yes."
"Hey, you look a little pale."
"I am fine."
I said the last statement with more coldness and hate than I wanted. I wanted him to go away and leave me alone because I couldn't really stay standing any longer. The pain was wearing me off slowly and I was mentally tired out.
"No you aren't."
He didn't seem effected by my coldness. Either he was too thick or he decided to ignore my rudeness. He walked closer to me, but I had to back away because just the presence of another human being right now was enough to make me vomit. My stomach coiled as I wished fervently that he would just leave.
///The wall between him and I was slowly crumpling.///
My legs gave away at that moment where he touched my arm. I expected to hit my head on the wall hard, but all I felt was something strong hold me. Opening my eyes, I saw the teacher looking at me with his jade green eyes. I felt lost. For once, I felt lost and didn't know what to do.
I struggled against his embrace and tried to push him away, but like Jake, he was much stronger than I was.
"Hey, what's that on your neck?"
I froze as he pulled my jacket down to examine my neck. I wished that he was stupid enough to not know what it was, but my prayers were unheard. He frowned and stayed that way for a few moments, and I knew he was thinking.
"Who did this?"
His voice came out much harsher than before.
"No one. I fell."
I slapped his hands away from my jacket and wobbled up, glad that I was able to stand up again rather than leaning onto the new teacher for help like a total idiot.
"I hope you remember that I told you to come to my class after school."
Without answering, I walked out of the bathroom with an odd aching in my heart.
///////////
Thank you Redrum, Renegade Seraph, Ilana Sarah and Tenken, Turin, Drop of the Universe, Guesto-Chan, rikkali, xxkurenaixx, rioku, skyx, FF9 Zidane, Koneko, and Sakura-Chan for feeding me reviews!
Reviews please~~~ .