Losing Control / 14

Squall's POV

It was hard. Hard beyond imagination.

It was incredibly hard to concentrate in class when Seifer was teaching. He would randomly throw me a warm smile or a wink when the other students weren't looking and I would watch him and blush. The rest of the class didn't suspect a thing though, mainly because they though that I wasn't capable of loving someone.

I only wished that this would last forever.

During lunch, Zell kept staring at me since I would smile to myself randomly. He continued to ask me if I was sick or if I was slowly losing my sanity. When I smiled at him and said that I was OK, he almost fell back from the mere shock of it.

Jeez, it's not as if I don't know how to smile.

I got a lot of looks from other students as well. They kind of stared at me with their eyes wide open, wondering where my frowns went. My English teacher offered to send me to the nurse, but I politely declined, which got her REALLY worried.

It was already the end of school. I waited for Seifer outside of school by the parking lot, but he didn't come out for an hour, which aroused some concern. I frowned, trying to get rid of the bad feelings gnawing at my stomach.

"Seifer......where are you?"

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Seifer's POV

Another hard day gone. It was incredibly difficult for me to stop myself from going up to Squall and grabbing him.

I heard the classroom door open and saw Rinoa walking in with two cans of pop in her hands.

"Hello, Mr.Almasy!"

"Oh, hello there. What brings you here?"

"I just had some questions about today's lecture. Do you have to go right now?"

"No, it's fine."

Just when I was getting ready to go see Squall. I hope he isn't worried or anything......

I watched Rinoa as she opened a can of pop and handed it to me. I politely accepted her offer, not wanting to offend her, although I wasn't a pop person.

She smiled as she brought a chair next to me. It was getting kind of late and I was pretty sure that there weren't any teachers left in the building.

As I was answering Rinoa's questions, I felt my head starting to haze a little and my body starting to heat up. I shook my head a few times, but it didn't help at all.

"Mr. Almasy, are you alright?"

"Uhh yeah, just a little dizzy."

"You look a little pale."

I jumped when I felt Rinoa's hand on leg. I didn't know why, but the touch felt a lot different. It felt odd......I shook my head once again, trying to clear it up, but I only felt worse by the second. I groaned in frustration as Rinoa ran her hands over my shoulders. I could feel her hands going lower and lower but I couldn't stop her. Although my head was screaming at me to stop, my body wasn't listening.

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Rinoa's POV

Perfect.

Everything is going according to plan......it's easier than I thought. Soon, he will be mine...away from that....boy.

I could feel my heart beat faster as I slowly unbutton his shirt. Just as I expected, he was definitely well built and I found myself impatiently waiting for him to react to my touches.

Slowly, he was starting to lose to his lust.

"Squall......"

I frowned at the mention of Squall's name, but I didn't have the time to care much about it. He positioned me onto the desk and was kissing me fiercely.

Nice........I love wild men.

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Squall's POV

Now he was really late. I have been waiting for an hour and 27 minutes exactly but he still hasn't come out of the building. Was he really that busy? I decided to help him and started walking into the school building.

Upon reaching his classroom, I heard odd noises coming from the classroom. It sounded like muffled cries with the addition of grunts, groans......and.....moans?

I opened the door hesitantly, almost afraid to look inside.

I knew I shouldn't have entered the building.

I knew I shouldn't have entered the classroom.

But mostly, I knew I shouldn't have trusted.

I watched in horror as I saw half-naked Seifer kissing Rinoa with more passion than ever. Rinoa also was in the process of undressing.

I couldn't think of anything to say, let alone make out the words in my mouth. All I could do was watch in suspended animation, feeling my heart shattering to myriad of pieces.

Seifer stopped abruptly and looked at me, his eyes wide open and his lips slightly apart. He looked as shocked as I was.

"Squall......"

I closed my eyes and ran out of the classroom, unable to bear the pain tightening my chest. I couldn't breath nor feel, but I could run....run as far away from this place as possible.

"NO! SQUALL!"

I could hear his cry ringing in my ears, causing me to finally let the tears out.

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And I'm backkkk..... I know, I know....a bit cruddy – but I swear it will get better! - Oh and yes, Seifer's drugged...who can guess what the drug's called? It starts with an a -;;

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