thanks for the reviews heres chapter 2
N/A: I Don't own any of these characters
chapter 2: What Happened
Well I guess I should tell you that Tommy wasn't happy and I didn't feel like facing him and plus I was high. "Jude, do you want to tell me what these are and why you have them?" "If your asking then no I don't want to tell you why I have them." "Well then I'm not asking. Where did you get these?" "I don't have to answer to you Tommy." I tried to grab the bag but he pulled back. "Jude I'm worried about you." "Save it Tommy I don't want to here anything you have to say." He went into the living room and sat down. This guy is unbelievable for three months he talks only about music and now he thinks he can just come in here and act like things are the same. "Tommy can you just leave I'm tired and I want to go to sleep" That and the pills were kicking in and I didn't want him to see me high. "No Jude I want you to talk to me. Were did yo get these why are you taking them, what are they." "It's none of you bussiness." "Yes it is, Jude I'm worried about you." "Well don't be I'm fine." uh oh there kicking in. "No your not look at you your taking pills for no reason." "What does it matter Tommy no one cares, not mom, or dad, or Sadie, Kat, or Jamie, not even you. Your just here because you came to see Sadie not me. That's all you think about her and music." "Jude you know that's not true." Is it, I mean you didn't write or call every since I've been back you've been avoiding me the only thing we ever talk about. Your so in love with Sadie you don't see what's write in front of you. I've been taking these for three months and look at me I'm fine so leave me the hell alone and go back to your girlfriend." I din't mean to yell at him I didn't even know I was. "Jude, despite what you might think I do care about you and as for me coming to see Sadie I didn't we broke up but I did come to see you cause I do care about you and I was worried but i gusse I shouldn't have. He starts to leave and This strong force overcomes my body and I open my mouth. " I... I don't know what they are Shay says there supposed to calm your nerves." As soon as I said that I realized by the look on Tommy's face I said the wrong thing. "He said you're only supossed to take on because to gets you kind of high and three will kill you. It's not his fault though." He sits back down and tells me to sit and I do. "Jude why did you take them?" "Because I felt like no one cared so if I took the pills I would numb the pain and it worked." "Jude if you neede to talk all you had to do was come to me." "It wasn't that easy Tommy every time I tried to talk to you, you said yo were busy and took off." By this time I was on my feet again. "Jude I am so sorry but I was avoiding you because of the reasons ou think I was." "Then why were you Tommy because I don't understand if you weren't hanging out with me to see Sadie then why were you not talking to me and why is Sadie so goddam mad at me?" "Because Jude because she told me she loved me and when I opened my mouth to say it back I said... I said I love you too, Jude. My heart stoped. "You... you what?" he came closer to me. "I love you Jude I always have." And that's when I hit the floor I passed out.