Chapter 4: No more Apologies
Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters
I was sitting in my hospital bed when none other than Tom Quincy walked in.
"So how are you?"
I didn't answer. I new it was first instinct to ask that when you see some one you haven't seen in a long time but I was mad.
"So what's new with you?"
"What do you want Quincy?"
"Jude I just wan…
He picks up the magazine I was reading It has a picture of him and that girl he suppose to be marring with a bold headline Tommy and Amber split. Does Ambers Pregnancy have anything to do with it?
"Jude you know this isn't true."
"Yeah like the picture of Eden and Shay wasn't true."
"Look she is a fan and she saw me in a restaurant came up to me and gave me a hug they snagged a pic and when she realized it she took it to her advantage and kissed me next thing you know I'm all over the cover of Talk National.
"Whatever Tommy." I pick up a book and start reading. He takes the book and looks at me.
"Jude you believe me don't you?"
"Gosh Tommy don't you get it this isn't the reason I'm mad at you." I pick up the magazine and throw it at him.
"Then what is huh I flew all this way to talk to you and you won't even talk to me?"
"I didn't ask you to come."
"But I did so would you talk to me, please just tell me what's wrong."
"The same thing that's always wrong Tommy, you" He gives me this dumbfound look and sits down.
"You think I are about the pictures I knew they weren't real at least that told myself.
"So then what made you take the pills again, what made you break your promise?"
"Don't talk to me about broken promises. What made me start using again was your broken promise." I'm on my feet now and I'm starting to cry. "You told me that you were leaving but that you loved me and that you'd be back that's why I didn't believe the pictures but when you didn't come back on my eighteenth birthday I believed them.
"Jude I…"
"No let me finish. My eighteenth birthday my parents died my sister blamed me then she wanted to be my friend everyone wanted to be my friend, but I didn't want just any one I wanted you. It's always been you Tommy."
"Jude I am so sorry I didn't come back I…"
"No, No apologies Tommy I've had enough of them. I wish everyone would quit apologizing. You shouldn't have to say you're sorry because when you say your sorry your admitting that you know you did something wrong and if you know you did something wrong then you shouldn't of been doing it at all.
You know what just get out.
"Jude please…"
"GET OUT"