Authors note:sorry it took so long to post I've been supper busy and a little writers block but I think I got passed it so I hope you like it and thanks everyone for the replies just to let you know I do take constructive critisism so feel free to say whatever.

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Chapter 6:The Truth Game

It's been two weeks and I'm finely returning home. Sadie wants to be there for me you know help me out but I said no. I was going to forgive her like forgive and forget but she got tired of me being what she said "A Bitch" and that my drug promblem was no ones fault but my own and that mabye it would have been best if I died. Well I'm sorry that's not something I forgive. Kat and Jamie well they live clear across town so I don't see them as much which is good I did forgive them and apoligize even though I hate doing it, but it's still not the same they're a couple and three's a crowd so you know the rest. As for Tommy well Tommy's Tommy. He calls Stops by occasionaly but I tell the nurse not to let him in. But now, now I'm home and It's been an hour and there's that knock at the door the one I expected and dreaded.

"Hi Tommy, what do you want?"

"Hi, I brought these for you." "I just wanted to see how you were doing and see if you needed anything."

That's Tommy for you always caring but never around when you need him. "No Tommy I'm fine and thanks for the flowers but I really should get back to what I was doing." It hurt to tell him bye but I was still mad at him and I needed to.

"Jude, please will you talk to me I think that's what we need just talking."

"No Tommy I think we need just the opposite we have nothing more to say to each other." Damn my pride for getting in the way

"Jude please." Well he asked so nicely and I couldn't resist.

"Fine Tommy come in." He came in and sat down on the couch I went to put the flowers in some water when I came back he was looking at the pictures one in preticular was me and a baby.

"Who's this." He was pointing at the baby

"Sarah, my neice you know Sadie's daughter." T that he looked relived and confused.

"Sadie had a daughter wow I didn't know that."

"Yeah she's 6 months now and Sadie and Chris are so happy." By the look on his face when I said Chris I could tell he was confused. "Chris is Sadies husband."

"Yeah I figured that it's just I thought you and Sadie were at odds ends with each other."

"We were I mean we still are but mom made me go to the hospital and so I did and well...we're not here to talk about Sadie and me."

"Right I just...Jude I want you to understand that the reason I didn't come back on your birthday wasn't because of another girl or because of you."

"Then what was it Tommy why didn't you come back, huh why did you wait till you heard about the accident to come back?"

"Jude when I tell you this you have to promise you won't get mad or yell or hate me."

"What is it Tommy."

"Promise me please Jude."

"Fine I promise."

"Well I went to the states and I had to find a job and I did this singer needed a producer so I was hers well we went to this party and there were drugs and beer and well I tried it and i got hooked and I started using well I had a car accident under the influince and well to get to the point I was in rehab and I would have called but I was affraid of how you would react I felt like I was letting you down by doing something I made you promise you never do and I couldn't face that. So I stayed and then I came