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Draco and Pansy stared at each other with their mouth's pursed and their eyes locked. Cold blue eyes met warm brown ones in a heat of fiery passion and desire. "Oh Pansy, I've missed you." Draco said holding her close and burying his face in her hair. Draco was almost not able to contain his desire for her. It took all of his strength. Pansy pulled back from him looking almost about like she was going to start to cry.
Draco, sensing her nervousness put a comforting arm around her and led her over to the red comfortable couch that was right across from the roaring fireplace he had created with a flick of his wand. He wrapped his arm's around her and held her as if he never wanted her to leave. Pansy's mind was racing.
'I came here to do something and damn it I'm going to do it.' she said to herself. She looked at Draco's beautifully carved face. 'God he is so hot.' She thought... 'Okay it's now or never girl...'
"Draco, I'm so sorry. I was wrong. I was wrong about everything. I was wrong about my own stupid dreams... I was wrong." Pansy started. Draco smiled. He could tell she was upset. "I feel so horrible. I feel like dirt. I feel lower than dirt. I don't deserve you. I broke your heart. Your father..he used me." Pansy said. Tears were flowing freely down her ivory cheeks.
"What do you mean love?" Draco asked placing a hand on her thigh. "My father is dead." he said.
She choked back sobs. "He told me, that if I left, you, If I followed him and was well, his then I would have ultimate power like him. Like a fool I believed him and was scared of the Dark lord's powers. I was scared of not being in control." She said. She was breathing heavily. She was going to have a panic attack if she didn't control her breathing.
Draco stared at her. He couldn't believe she was saying this. "Baby, it's okay. At least now you know. I love you, at least now you know why I left the dark side and am now on the side of good, though I don't really feel very important." He muttered to himself. Pansy was sobbing even harder. "Pansy, love, what is going on?" he asked. " Your father took advantage of me!" She cried all of a sudden tears streaming down her eyes. "And I let him!" (can't rape the willing)
Draco gasped. She broke down. She was crying hysterically and knew that this was it... the moment of truth. This was the point where Draco would either take her back and love her and they could run away together, or he would leave her and be disgusted with her. Draco's eyes flared. Flames burst through his soul he was angry, no he was enraged. For some reason, he wasn't mad at Pansy. He was mad at himself. He was mad for ever letting his damn pride get the best of him and letting his father destroy the only woman he ever loved.
Pansy kept crying. He pulled her close to him. He stroked her hair gently and rubbed her back. She was having a panic attack. "Pansy..shhhh. it's going to be okay, we will get through this. I'm not mad at you. I love you." Draco said soothingly into her ear.
'Did you hear that?' She thought to herself. 'He said he still loves me. After I slept with Lucius...' She tried controlling her breathing some more, but it was not working. "Draco I'm so sorry, please forgive me.." She pleaded. She held him close as well, refusing to let him go.
"We should run away." he said. " We should go to Dumbledore immediately and go into hiding. Voldermort still wants me as his heir, but I refuse to be part of the dark side. I will help Potter whether he likes it or not." Draco said.
Pansy nodded in understanding. "So you don't hate me?" She asked in disbelief.
"Pansy, what my father did was unacceptable, I am disappointed and disgusted with his behavior by taking advantage of you. He's always hated me because I was the one the Dark Lord wanted to become his heir and not him. He was always torturing me, and the people that I even cared about remotely. Which was why, at school, I was such a jerk. I was afraid anyone I cared about, would be killed, or this." Draco said looking down. He was ashamed of his family. He was angry at his father. "Well, at least he is dead and you don't have to be subject to him anymore." Draco said smiling.
Pansy looked at him. She sniffled. She could see the hurt in his eyes. She could see the torment. Knowing he wasn't mad at her, made her heart float on air. But it also tormented her mind that like her family, Draco's was power hungry. "What do we do?" Pansy asked resting her head on his chest. He stroked her hair some more and rubbed her arm. He sighed.
"We should go talk to Dumbledore first thing in the morning." Draco said. Pansy looked at him and nodded in agreement. "He can help you go into hiding until the war is over." Draco added.
Pansy looked at him. "No... you are coming to." She corrected.
He shook his head. "Darling, I have to help Potter. I feel compelled."Draco said gently.
"You have changed so much you know?" Pansy said astounded at the softness that had come over his voice. "You used to be cold as ice and now you are gentle as a kitten." she giggled. "I love you." she said.
"I love you too." Draco replied kissing her softly.
"I want you to come with me. I have been away from you for too long now and I don't think I can stand it much longer." Pansy said pleadingly. Draco nodded in understanding. "Okay. I will talk to Dumbledore, well, we will talk to Dumbledore tomorrow and go into hiding together. Who do we want to be our secret keeper? My mother?" Draco asked her.
Pansy shook her head. "That would be the first person Voldermort would go to. We need someone whom nobody would suspect." She said thinking hard.
"Granger." Draco said immediately. "Hermione Granger?" Pansy asked. Draco nodded.
"She is perfect, she is almost still an enemy of mine." Pansy said trying to hold back her many years of pure loathing for the muggleborn.
"Yeah, but it's the past, we are all adults and we should try and get over our qualms and they are on the side of good. They want peace in the world." Draco said.
She sighed. "Very well then." she agreed.
He looked at her. "I'm really glad you came and talked to me. It was very noble of you." Draco said.
"I just... I love you so much and I feel terrible still, everything has been my doing, I've ruined our relationship once, I've broke your heart, and I've almost become a death eater all in a few months. Why do you still want me back?" She asked.
Draco smiled. "Because you are my soul mate." He said.
She laughed. "I am?" She asked.
He looked at her and cupped her face in his hands. "Yes, your beautiful, your caring, your smart, you know what you have done in the past wasn't worth while anymore, you are vibrant and fun. I was heartbroken when you left me; It nearly killed me. I love you. I always have and always will." Draco said.
"Oh Draco." she cried hugging him. "We will make it together." She said. He hugged her tightly.
Together, for the rest of the night, they laughed and planned their future together. They talked about everything, from quidditch to traveling to magic and to silly muggle families. They talked about being together forever, their wedding, how their children will be beautiful and the most popular at Hogwarts, maybe besides Potter's and Weasley's.
They then fell asleep, curled up together underneath a silver blanket. Pansy curled up in Draco's arm's that were wrapped protectively around her. 'My one true love.' he thought happily to himself. Now he knew what life meant for him.
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