Have you had that feeling, of your eyes closing and feeling of soothing covering your body? The time when you feel that, you have struggled enough..now you need a nice sleep. I am currently having one of those experiences.
A fucking dagger had pierced through my stomach. Two to be exact. One on right and another in the middle.
God knows how I am still thinking.
She is right beside me...but dare my guts if I have the courage to see her face, cold, no expression and just empty eyes. Mind me, i never expected myself to get a happy ending or a life.
But damn fate, it hurts to see your life and love crumbling in front of you.
I was a normal student with a family, two sisters and a mother. Dad was missing for a long time now. But Nah, I don't care about that bastard. He left my mom because she was pregnant...with me. Yeah, I am the firstborn of my family. The current age is 16.
My mom struggled, which she would have to after that scumbag leaving. She struggled hard, like any other single mom and i admired her as any other son will do. That's when i insist my mom, at the ripe age of 9 to marry another man, who'll love her and not cheat on her.
The struggle of my mom hurt like a needle in the eye, she had fucking dark eye bags. She didn't even get three hours of sleep. Once you do 4 jobs daily at different places, mind me if you can sleep.
She found a gentleman. He was kind, strong, and a wealthy person. His rule of life was simple...do whatever you like.
He wasn't married and younger than my mom by 5 years. But damn dad, he liked my mom so much that he left his home and started living with us.
My life took turns and i was sent to a really nice school.
"Urgh..." another bullet pierced my chest...and this time straight to the heart.
*Spit* I felt a spit on my face. "Damn this son of bitch...he took everyone to hell...and just 16? Monster..." another bang and my heart was on verge of stopping. My hand unconsciously lifted and closed her eyes. She was dead...and now i was alone anyways.
"Kill me...bleurgh... directly...kuh.. trash..." i coughed out blood which landed on his face.
*Smack*
A kick on my ribs. Damn psycho...
"Cha...you still dare to talk bastard? I will kill you slowly...you should feel pain, just how my brother felt because of you!" he tapped the nose of the gun on my head. Crouching down, he was punching my face. But shush dude...i am not even feeling my own breath.
What's so fun to keep on living if you're gonna die? My hand reached his waist and before he could react, i used all my remaining strength and stabbed my heart, using the knife he had. A splurt of blood landed on his face from my mouth...and i left with a smirk on my face. Damn, he must be feeling lost...ah, i want to see that face he is making...
"Fucker...he left with a smile? Damn monster...i wonder where mike got such a devil...he had shaken the whole underworld." the guy who was crouching near min juk left after a few kicks to min's face.
The two lifeless bodies surrounded by blood and other dead bodies were discovered later. Two great mafia figures, min juk and chae in. And others were dangerous criminals. A huge war had taken place between underworld lords, mike and min juk. Min juk's army was still hidden, but soon after a week of min juk's death...min juk's army cleaned off mike's whole existence, claiming the underworld.
But far...no, in a completely different place, a small black soul floated in the white space.
The soul was fast asleep... exhausted probably.
"Min juk...you look great in a suit..." a sweet voice resounded in that soul's consciousness. A girl with dark black hair and red clothes, with a gun on her waist, jumped on min juk. Anyone could tell that she was 8-10 years older than the kid. And more visible was her love for him, who won't understand when she landed such furious kisses on his face.
"Chae in...stop it. I told you to not do these things outside our room right?" the boy pushed her away, and started to walk. *Pout* "Humph...as if you are all lovey-dovey in our room. Fucking retard...you just keep sleeping in the room.." she cursed him, making him flinch when she spit the facts.
He turned around, now on his toes, of course, he was shorter than her, and he grasped her head, forcing a strong kiss on her lips. His tongue devouring her.
He departed the kiss and stood back straight. "Now?" he asked her as he licked his lips. Damn his charms, dude made her red, despite him being minor and her being an adult.
"Hmph..not enough..." she turned her head around, trying to avoid his gaze and hide her smile.
"Fine, then I'll fill up the remaining quota tonight..." his heavy whisper made her face even redder and her body tingle.
And as soon as he said that, the soul shuddered heavily and glowed darker.
"Huff..huff...chae in..." the soul's voice resounded in the white room.
How in the flying fuck am i alive?...
My thoughts jumbled as i looked around. My body...felt light, well I didn't even feel my body in the first place.
What's this place? It's whole white...like i am staring at nothing...
And suddenly i felt a jerk, and i was pulled towards a purple light.
[COMMENCING REINCARNATION. THE FATED SOUL HAS BEEN GIFTED THE CHANCE TO RETURN TO LIFE. REINCARNATING TO EARTH. NO NAME SYSTEM IS CONNECTED TO THE SOUL. RANDOMLY TRANSFERRING YOUR SOUL. LIFETIME MISSION OBJECTED IN THE SYSTEM.]
The metallic voice filled my consciousness and i disappeared...more like the white room disappeared from my view in seconds.
What the heck does it mean another life? And my consciousness blacked out again.
Bright sun... it's been a long time that I have felt the sunlight like this. Being in such a dangerous world, and a gang leader, my room was nearly packed, and no sunlight. Damn, i lived like an rat in a hole, if i have to be honest.
I opened my eyes. No, don't ask. Even i don't know how the fuck i am alive.
My eyes opened. And the first thing i saw...was a hole?
I moved my eyes...and soon i recognised the nasty butt hole of a cat. Fuck.. it's a cute cat, or else i would have just thrown it away...
I sat up, making the cat flinch and landing down on its paws.
"Purrr..." the cat started to snuggle and rub itself to my leg. It's cute.
I looked at my hands, they were definitely not mine, they are too feminine damn it!
My legs look too girly as well, it's like i am a kid or something. Yeah, sure i was only a teen in puberty, but i trained and so i looked more manly. And just from being in this body, i can feel that it's hella weak. Like, if I run even two km, I'll start panting for my life.
A bit skinny, I can't call myself fit anymore.
I stood up, a bit of unbalance since this was a new body. Which fool won't understand that i am new body, if i am reincarnated? Like, i literally can't have a body with five to six bullets and two daggers in me!
When i faced the mirror...i was taken by shock. "Damn...he looks so good!!" i checked my face, moving my hand on the face. Indeed i looked handsome in my previous life...but heck man, this boy looks more handsome than me.
I went to the callander. The date wasn't the same. It was a month ahead that i died. I took a newspaper...i was in korea, confirmed. This is earth...as the voice told. But what's this? There's no news about the mafia war or something.
Didn't i reincarnate on earth again?
I started to conclude all possibilities. 'What if i am forgotten? No 'min juk boss'?' i wondered. But then, things would have been different. Forgetting me means the things i did, would be undone. 'Then...am i in future of world or something? Or maybe past?' i thought. But again, no. Cuz if i did, then the place would be different. This house looked like it was in the present time where technology was neither at its peak or to the bottom.
'Then...another earth?' i thought as my brain took a refresher of the news. The president of korea was different...he isn't the one i had threatened. Damn, this one looked too nice than that old geezer.
And for some reason, all things are real. But they are too nice. Like...i have never seen a boy like me..ahem i mean this boy, someone as handsome as him. It's like an animated guy becoming real.
While i wondered...i felt a change in my body. I started to see some things...it became intense the next second.
'Guh...' i felt heavy. And a burst of memories filled my mind.
Wtf!!!!!
Th..this boy has supernatural power!!! How so! This world is definitely different!! This isn't my earth!!
God!! So cool!!
While i was adoring the powers this boy had, i felt a strange thing. It was like...there was someone with me..but not at the same time. Like, i was sharing myself with someone. As i kept wondering, i was pulled into a black place, which turned white instantly.
"Whoa...this place is too bright..." i closed my eyes, and then slowly opened them as i got used to the brightness.
"Uh oh..." i saw the same boy in front of me...whose body i was in.
"Who are you?" the boy asked me...
"..." i looked at him. His voice was small, he was scared. His eyes twitched and his hands shook. His legs were trembling like crazy. 'Fuck...why is he so cute?' my first thought might make me look like a gay. But trust me, this boy is a cutie type. He is scared but he won't give up. I moved forward.
My hand slipped on his shoulder. His eyes widened, maybe he wanted to jump back...but he couldn't. It happens...when you're scared, not even your breathe leave your body.
"Calm down..." i told him slowly. He looked surprised. "I..i am calm...just tell me who y..you arb..." he said. 'Oops...he bit his tongue!' i saw his face becoming red due to embarrassment. Yeah it sure is embarrassing when you stutter and bite your tongue while speaking.
I sat down, cross-legged. After pulling his hand, i made him sit too. "Now listen to me..." and i started to tell him about what had happened.
"So...you have my body now?" he asked simply. A normal person would have cried knowing that they are dead.
"Yeah..." i told him. "Hey...how much time do i have here? Like, a day or an hour?" he asked startling me. "Um..." i was wondering if i know the answer. And hell, if i had a clue. That bitch thing, whatever it was... didn't even tell me anything.
[ HOST HAS INTEGRATED WITH THE BODY AND SOUL PERFECTLY. NOW SENDING THE NO NAME SYSTEM TO HOST]
I saw a blue screen and then a pop of words on it. We both nearly jumped due to the noise. "Hey you motherfucker!!! I'll fucking kill you! Tell me what's happening bitch! What the flying fuck is going on! Damn retarded fuck...i am stuck in this world that I don't even know about!!" my mouth, which had become quite...um no, too much foul, opened and cursed poured out for this system thing.
"H..hey... cursing is bad you know?" i heard this..jiwoo boy tell me. "Shut up softie! What the heck do you know? This retarded thing is grinding my brains out!!!" i shouted at him.
[ NO NAME SYSTEM FIXED. HOST HAS BEEN REINCARNATED TO THE WORLD OF ELECEED. A FICTION WORLD FOR HOST'S EARTH. THIS WORLD IS NOW HOSTS HOME. YOU'RE IN JIWOO SEO'S BODY. AFTER A CERTAIN TASK IS COMPLETED...JIWOO'S SOUL WILL INTEGRATE WITH THE HOST COMPLETELY.]
The info sucked inside my brain. So...i reincarnated in a manhwa? Damn...that too fantasizing of my life!!
"Eh? So i am a manhwa character in your world? Whoa...this is insane. I wonder who the protagonist was." the softie looked at the screen fondly.
I swear to god, i want to beat the shit out of him...but somehow i can't bring myself to hit this punk.
"Haa...this is so fucked up. Fine...looks like you're gonna stick behind my mind till some time." i said as i tried to leave the place. I thought about living and it happened! Ha! I am a fucking genius!
'Hey softie...i am hungry, tell me where's food?' i asked him in my mind.
'Um... I'll tell you, but...' he stuttered. 'But what?' i asked him. 'Can you feed those cats? They must be hungry...' he requested me. Ah,...those cats. His only friends? 'Fine...' i agreed.
After giving food to those fluffy cute cats, i went into his kitchen. He had been living alone for the past six years. First, a maid used to take care of him, but since the last three years, she was dismissed.
'Your parents must be rich, to provide you a whole house. And money at that.' i told him. Somehow, i had only received a part of his memories. Might be his distrust in me.
'Yeah...Dad is a C.E.O of some company, that's what they told me. I decided to live alone, since i like it that way.' he told me.
I made a sandwich for myself. Thanks to chae in, i had learnt to cook. I took a glass of milk, poured milk into it. Hot, by the way. Cold milk isn't my style. It tastes like...yikes!
Three sugar cubes...well, let's take five today.
Then a pack of sauce. I sat on the kitchen and stuffed the sandwich in my mouth. My mind started to soothe out due to satisfaction.
"Haa..." i let out a sigh. It was still a wide Morning of 8 for everyone...but for me, it was a long day. 'Hey..you need to go to school..in my stead...' he nudged inside my head. 'Shush...not today' i replied.
Fuck me...i was an introvert. How am i gonna go and attend school again? Since i had my gang, they literally taught me stuff, saying a boss can't be illiterate.
But now I'll have to attend school.
'Hey, you didn't tell me your name!' the boy asked me. 'Min juk...' i told him. 'Nice name...' he said. Tch, liar. It's a normal name. Flattering bastard.
'So, you were a student in your previous life?' he asked me. 'Nah...i was a mafia boss' i told him. I told him. 'Hehe...you joke so easily...' he laughed. 'No, i am serious. I was the second strongest underworld mafia king. I died while fighting...' i told him. Why do i need to hide it from a soul?
'Y..your age?' he asked me. '16...' i told him and a huge scream filled my head.
'How...did you become a mafia boss...so early age!' he asked me. 'Talent bro talent. I am a born fighting genius.' i told him smugly.
'So...you killed people?' he asked me. 'If dead people could be turned into a mansion,...i bet i had have two or three palaces.' i told him as a horrified face of jiwoo filled my head.
'I.. innocent?' he asked me. 'Mafia world has many criminals...i have killed countless criminals in my way! I don't know if while fighting them, i killed any innocent. Tho, i am not a scumbag who terrorises people for fun.' i told him.
'Hey, can you tell me your story? Like...why you became a mafia king? I wanna know...' he asked earnestly.
'Fine...i said while stuffing another sandwich in my mouth. Telling him will carve some more sense in me. Regaining and narrating your own memories, is...literal hell. Sad ones at that.
'Min baek... that's my real name. My scumbag of a dad, who left us cuz he accidentally made my mom pregnant with me, had this name. My mom believed that that bitch will return, but Nah, he left for real. My mom raised me, really nice. She was the most important person to me. I had seen her struggle from the time i understood things. She was a great person, she helped others despite being troubled for her own life. I told her to marry another man, who won't cheat on her. Kids mind, i was just a brat of 9. But i did right, she found a really nice guy. Choe juk. He was a businessman, filthy rich. He left his family for mom. We started to live really nice. I had twin sisters then. We were happy, till i reached middle school.
My classmates bullied me. Damn, i hurt those days. They hurt me becoz i refused to give them money, or do their work. Not to worry my parents, i kept it a secret.
One day, a bully hit a rod in my head. Young age, hot blood. Motherfucker was scared as fuck. Delinquent blood, it became cold as fuck as soon as he saw blood.
They ran away. But a guy stood in the alleyway. Looking down at me. 'You know how to fight...' he stated to me. No, it wasn't a question...it was a statement. He was right. I could possibly see their attacks. And if possible, i could even pack a punch to them. But I didn't know, how to fight.
He met me another day. He told me that he had teach me fight.
After a month, i was the one hitting him. My strength had increased drastically. He told me that i was a prodigious monster... that's what they call my type in the world of fighting.
He was a mafia boos,...mike. He offered me to join. Dang bro, a mentally ill person will join him. I refused. I continued to live normally again. After beating a guy in my school, no one bullied me.
One Sunday i left for some fun outside. I was a loner, so no friends. The time i came back...my family was dead. Yeah, dead. Sigh, the scene was hurtful. They had slit my mom's throat. My blood boiled. The police investigated. A mafia boss, name khalif had done this. He was nowhere to be found.
I roamed on the streets. Nah, i had money for living in a hotel, just my mind wasn't right. I found that fucker,...mike. I dashed to him, landing a blow on his head. He lost conciousness. His men held me back. He woke up and slapped me. That's it...no gun nothing. He was angry that i kicked him without telling him.
I asked him, why my family got involved in something like this. My doubts that this dude made that Khalif guy do dirty to my family.
Becoz that khalif had found out about mike training a brat, he killed my family...and was after me now. My blood was already dancing inside.
He offered me to join again. And i accepted. There wasn't any need for me to disagree. I joined on condition of me killing that bitch who murdered my family. ' i stopped to drink milk. Jiwoo was already all tears. Well, i had cried for a while month.
'I joined the gang, it was fun. The First mission i did was a murder. It was the boy who had hit a rod on my head. His father was a company CEO who had taken money from mike. I killed that punk and his father in seconds. No feelings while killing nor did it mean anything to me.
In next few days, they triggered khalif's men. His location was given to me. After two day, police found out khalif's body. Two hands cut, legs crushed and eyes taken out. His tongue was ripped in two.
Yeah, i did all that! Each one for hurting my family. My mom's throat was slit, dads legs were cut, and those fucks raped my sisters before killing them.
I was satisfied. And slowly i became a threat in the underworld. Mile became the king of the underworld, and i was his right-hand man. They called me MONSTER. It was fun, to be true. I didn't have anyone... only that gang.' i finished.
'S..so cruel...' he cried his eyes out. How the heck did he have tears? Wasn't he a soul? Fuck, does this world work without science?
'You're a softie...weak... pathetic...' i berated him. 'But people like me need someone like you...' i started again.
'Chae in...her name. She was a member of a spy agency. Working under mike. She was deployed to kill him. I found out, and i decided to kill her.
She revealed to me that my parents were killed by khalif, on mike's orders. I didn't appear for next two days. Chae in was still alive. After two day, mikes main guards were killed brutally. I had left the gang and found my own.
Chae in...um..well, she used to like me. Even though she was a 25-year-old adult, she liked me. The reason was nothing but the fact that i am cool. And i had helped her once, so yeah, basically a romantic story. Many things happened. She fell for me more. And she joined me, betraying the spy agency. She was hella strong. Soon we both ruled half of the mafia. I became a threat to mike, and so he sent many people to kill me.
Before they reached me...my gang would have killed them. Life was smooth, until they trapped us. It was a trap saying chae in was caught. And i was caught. Two calls, two people...same reason. We both arrived at the same place. Before we understood the trap, we were attacked. 300 against two. She took care of nearly 50-70. I had already finished half. But our bad luck, her gun was with no bullets. A bullet was shot towards me...and she jumped to save me. A shot to her heart, girls are fragile...She died on the spit, after telling me to live on and she loved me.
Damn those guys, i felt my eyes becoming hot and my hands trembled. The remaining 100 or so guys...i killed each. But a few still were left. I was shot three times. Pierced by a dagger twice. Another two shots to my chest and i killed myself to show that min juk wasn't someone to get killed by them...i write my own death. Yeah, i know...i am cool.' i finsihed, gulping down another glass of milk.
Jiwoo was still crying. 'H..how can you be..calm..' he asked me. 'I was a villain for people jiwoo. I knew, a monster like me would never have a happy ending! I was prepared...' i told him.
After ten minutes of him calming down. I took a bath till then, wore a hoody,... that's what i liked so..yeah..
'So..min juk...now that you have a new life...what will you do?' he asked me. 'Join mafia...' i joked and he nearly screamed. 'Nah...i am already tired of that shit. I don't have a goal in life now. I'll see as time goes by.' i told him. 'Hey min...i hope you have a really good life.' he said as his memories...the ones i didn't know started to flow in my mind!
Ha...same as me, he was a loner. His story isn't that terrible. But he might be having a trauma. He has power after all. Damn tho, i would be happy.
'Yeah...thanks that you didn't shout about your powers...or else you would have been long cut in a science lab...pff' i laughed as jiwoo sulked. 'So...you seem quite calm even after dieing?' i asked him. 'Well,...i don't have anything in my life to do. Except for these cute cats, there is nothing. And since you're here, my mom dad will have a son.. you'll have a family! I am fine by leaving a world where i couldn't have any fun right?' he told me. I did feel a bit of sadness in his voice...but well, he was telling truth. His eyes were sincere. He was tired of his life. Hiding and stuff from people...yeah, it's tiring.
I spent the day knowing whatever he knew about his powers. He called it Incredibly fast speed. (Let's keep it like this.)
Childish..i know.
He could use it for three times a day. He was weak... facts. He was hella weak... another fact.
This guy didn't train fearing about his abilities. And so his ability is still untrained. While talking to him, I did my usual exercise. I was on my back too early for my actual training. He is weak. Che...
It was nighttime...and this guy, who has died, still cared about the cat's food. I left to feed the cats. Not gonna lie, but it feels nice and soothing to feed them. I literally didn't have a hobby in my past life...but this might become one.
'Why aren't they eating?' i asked jiwoo. He was looking at them. 'They want you to follow them..' he told me.
'Fine...' i started to follow them. After a five minute walk, they came to a stop. It was a dark small alley. Ugh, smelly! A cat was lying there...covered in blood. 'Oh my god!! Help him!' jiwoo sent squel in my mind and i picked the cat. 'No worries...he isn't injured. I think he got blood on him in a fight or something...' i told him. But holy shit...what cats fight this ferociously?!!
I took him home, wiped the blood off and bathed it. Whoa..: it's fat and chubby. Cute...and fat.
I fed the other cats. They ate the food and slept inside the house. Jiwoo said it was fine.
I sat near the cat. It was still fast asleep.
After half an hour, the fat cat woke up. 'Aw..see who had woken up!!' this shit guy...yikes, he gives me cringe shudders!!
"Chubby..." i poked its tummy. "Come one chubby cat, eat this..." i served him the cat food. Some milk.
It drank the milk. Then i thought about, it...what was this fatty's gender?
I picked him up...'Let's see...are you male or female?' male bro...nice, i like male cats. They are ferocious and cute too.
"Who do you think you are?" huh? What the fuck? Why does this voice sound so deep?
Is it jiwoo? No, too manly for that softie. "What the fuck are you doing? Keep me down!!" i heard it again. "Did any cat switch on the TV?" i thought.
"KEEP ME DOWN OR DO I NEED TO DRILL A HOLE IN YOUR HEAD AND DO A BRAIN SURGERY ON YOUR BRAIN WITH MY CLAWS!!!" the fuck!!! The literal fuck!!!!
The chubby cat spoke!!! What the greatest gods flying three fucks!!!!