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Summary: Yugi has a dream during which he realises he loves Atemu (Yami) but Atemu is with someone else…
I have removed the more graphic parts to make this safe for if you want to read the full story I'll email it to you if you leave your email address. There are however still some very suggestive parts left in as they are essential to the plot. If this offends you in any way then PLEASE don't read it!
Insanity of a woman scorned
Warnings: Anzu bashing (YAYY!) yaoi and violence – don't like yaoi? Don't read it then duh! (Yugi/Atemu pairing) Calling Yami Atemu in this cause that his real name and I like calling him that
Chapter 1
His mind floated along on the waves of the dream he was having. He could see Atemu up ahead of him and he was running after him, shouting and trying to get his attention but Atemu wasn't listening or he couldn't hear him because he didn't turn round or look at his hikari.
He ran after his yami but the faster he ran the further Atemu seemed to go.
"Atemu!" he called again but the ex-pharaoh either didn't hear him or was just ignoring him. He stopped running and stood still watching as Atemu faded into the distance. He felt lost, alone and rejected. He knew this was a dream but he couldn't seem to wake himself up from it. He shook himself and even pinched his arm but he still couldn't wave himself up.
He looked to where
Atemu had been and there was now an empty void. He felt so alone and
the tears began to well up in his eyes.
"Atemu." He murmered
and fell to his knees on the ground sobbing as if his heart would
break. He cared deeply for his yami after all he was part of him, the
darker half of his soul but lately it had felt to him as if his
feeling for Atemu were growing stronger and becoming more than just a
strong bond of friendship and understanding. Indeed he had even found
himself blushing when he had seen Atemu in a state of half or full
undress round the house. What was wrong with him? He wasn't that
way inclined was he? Or was he?
He shook his head trying to think as he walked along in the dream and he hardly noticed when the grey mists changed and became trees and bushes. It was a full five minutes before he realised he was walking through a forest. He didn't recognise it but didn't worry himself too much as this was a dream.
He walked through the trees and came to a clearing and looked round. At first he could see nothing and then his attention was caught by two figures intertwined on the floor in the middle of the clearing.
Both were naked and moved in a rhythm that could only mean one thing, they were making love. He looked on for a few moments feeling uncomfortable that he had walked in on such a scene and then he noticed the male's hair. In the semi-darkness of the forest he could make out crimson ends to the spiked hair and vivid blonde bangs that were plastered to the man's face with sweat as he grunted and groaned and moved over the figure underneath him.
"Atemu…" Yugi mumbled to himself feeling suddenly
sick to his stomach. His heart felt as though it was breaking and his
chest hurt. This was only a dream right? So why did it hurt so much?
He gave a choked sob and collapsed to the ground not caring if the
couple heard him and not caring if he never woke up from this
nightmare because what was life if it was without Atemu?
'But
this isn't real.' He reminded himself 'It's only a dream so
maybe this is just my fear that Atemu will find someone to love and
find his own life.'
The very thought filled him with fear. He didn't want Atemu to find anyone else. He wanted him. He suddenly realised he wanted the ancient pharaoh so badly that it was hurting him even more than the scene that he had witness of Atemu loving and being with someone else.
He suddenly realised that
the blushes he had been having lately were happening for a
reason.
'I…I love him.' He thought to himself as he lay on
the ground sobbing his heart out. 'Please Atemu I love you, I know
that now. Please don't let this dream reflect reality, because if
it does I don't want to go on without you near me. I want to hold
you tight and know that you feel the same way.' Hi thoughts ran
through his mind tumbling over each other as he remembered every
intimate moment and conversation he had ever had with Atemu.
He
lay there for a long time lost in his own thoughts. He didn't hear
the two lovers finish what they were doing and get up. The two walked
over to him smirks plain on their faces when they watched the form on
the ground, shoulders shaking as he sobbed.
"I guess he saw us
did he not koi?" said the female obviously delighted about
it.
"Hai." Grinned the other, "You think we gave him a
good enough show?"
"Judging by the state of him I think we
did." Said the girl and she laughed.
Atemu slid an arm round her
still naked form and began to kiss her ear all the while watching the
boy on the floor whose sobbing had subsided.
"Oh Atemu,
don't stop." The girl moaned as he stuck his tongue in her ear
and swirled it round.
The girls' moans permeated the thoughts of
the one on the floor and he opened his eyes to look round. He saw two
pairs of feet very close to him and he began to follow them up. He
looked all the way up to the couple's faces and what he saw made
his heart stop.
The girl that Atemu was kissing was Anzu.
"No…" he whispered. Not her, Atemu had only told
him the other day how much he was fed up of her friendship rants and
he'd laughed and agreed. Now here he was making love to her right
in front of him.
'They must know I'm here.' He thought to
himself. 'They must be doing it on purpose.'
He had forgotten
that this was a dream, forgotten that it wasn't real, all he could
focus on was Atemu and what he was doing to Anzu.
Atemu had
moved round and was standing in front of Anzu now and was kissing her
forcefully making her moan loudly.
The hikari could take no more
of this and he scrambled to his feet fully intending to run away but
as he got to his feet, he was grabbed by a hand.
"Where do
you think you are going little Yugi?" a deep voice said that could
only be Atemu's.
"Please," Yugi begged, "let me go."
"I
don't think so." Atemu said and pulled on Yugi's wrist whirling
him round to face the two lovers.
"You should watch us Yugi."
Anzu gloated, "you might learn something."
Yugi felt sick to his stomach.
"Please I don't want to watch." And he
tried to break free of the iron grip round his wrist.
"Oh but
you will watch Yugi because I desire it." Anzu said suddenly
sounding very evil. Yugi looked down at his hands and feet and found
himself suddenly secured to a stone tablet.
"But how?" he wondered as Atemu smirked at him and released his wrist. The bonds held him tightly and he couldn't move. He tried to turn his face away but found his head secured in some sort of vice and he couldn't turn it away.
"Please don't." he whispered but Atemu and
Anzu just laughed in his face before resuming their lovemaking.
Yugi
was forced to watch every second as the man he loved made love to one
of his so-called best friends.
He closed his eyes to block out the sight of Atemu and Anzu, but he couldn't block out the grunts and groans that the two made. They grew louder and louder until both of them screamed their release which reverberated off the trees bouncing the sound round the clearing and making it much louder.
The bound one screamed his own frustrations and found to his horror that he himself was hard from having watched Atemu at work on Anzu.
'If
either of them notice I dread to think what will happen to me.' He
thought his mind panicking.
"Well well well, what do he have
here." Atemu's voice interrupted his thoughts and his eyes, which
he had kept tight shut until now, snapped open as he felt a hand
brush him.
"Seems little Yugi enjoyed our show." He
smirked as Yugi squirmed against the stone tablet.
Atemu stroked
and rubbed his erection and Yugi fought against his body's desire
to buck against the hand. He lost the fight and his hips bucked of
their own accord. A whimper escaped his lips as Atemu continued to
rub him.
(Lemon removed here for he was
spent, Atemu looked at his hand, which was covered in Yugi's
release.
He looked at Yugi who had tears running down his face as
he sobbed, discusted with himself for allowing his body to enjoy what
had happened.
He felt dirty, used and degraded and his two
so-called friends were laughing at him.
Anzu walked over to a tree
and drew something out that had been concealed there. When she held
it up, Yugi was shocked to see that it was a dagger.
"W-what's
that for?" he asked suddenly very scared. Atemu leaned over until
his face was millimetres from Yugi's
"For you." He said and
Yugi shuddered in fear.
"But why?"
"Why? Because you're
a burden to me Yugi, I hate you. I don't need or want you anymore.
I want Anzu and I can't have your winging whining little butt
around spoiling things for me."
Yugi listened in dumbfounded shock as Atemu spoke. He was a burden to his yami? Atemu hated him? But what had he done? After all they had been through together?"
"I-I don't understand Atemu, you told me you
cared."
"I lied." Atemu said simply and took the dagger from
Anzu's hand. He raised it above his head and brought it down right
towards Yugi's heart.
Yugi screamed.
Yugi closed his eyes waiting for the impact, which never came. He waited for what seemed like an age before finally opening his eyes and looking round him. He wasn't in the forest any more, in fact he wasn't even outside. He was in a room and he was tied down to a table.
"It
was a dream." He thought to himself out loud and sighed in utter
relief. Then he remembered he was tied down.
"Am I still in the
dream?" He instinctively knew he wasn't dreaming anymore as the
bonds round his wrists and ankles hurt way too much to be a dream and
his stomach was telling him in no uncertain terms that it was
hungry.
"What's going on?" he asked the ceiling but got no
reply.
It was maybe an hour after he woke when he heard a door
open and someone enter the room.
"Ah you are awake." Said a
voice. "I see that my sleeping draught worked a treat, you were out
cold for over a day."
'I slept for a whole day?' Yugi
wondered to himself. He recognised the voice.
"Anzu?"
"Yes
it's me Yugi. You are my prisoner and shall remain so until the one
I love declares his love for me."
Yugi knew exactly to whom she
was referring.
"Atemu." He whispered, "You want Atemu to say
he loves you."
"Yes and when he sees you all helpless on the table and at my mercy, he will say whatever I want him to say." She said a glint of madness appearing in her eyes.
"You
don't know who you're dealing with Anzu, if you did you would not
be doing this."
"Oh I think I do Yugi, you see he will not
dare to harm me if he thinks his precious little hikari is in danger
by my hand."
"Why what are you planning?" Yugi asked fear
pricking at his soul.
"Why my darling Yugi, if he doesn't say
what I want him to, I am going to kill you."
TBC…
Oookay this started off as a one-shot and has turned into something more. Um I really don't know what's going to happen with this hehe so you lot know as much as me and I'm the author! Just please don't flame me too badly for this, Anzu will get her just deserts I promise as if I could let her get away with this!
Like I said some parts were removed to make it safe but it wasn't a lot really. Please leave an email addy in your review if you'd like the full version.
