Hello everyone.  It's been a while huh?  Sorry about that.  I've been very busy and now I have to go to summer school for a semester of geometry.  Damn.  Oh well.  Anyway.  I was very sad to see that when I last updated on like May 26th no one bothered to wish me happy birthday.  My birthday was the 27th.  Fine I see how it is. 

This chapter is dedicated to Draco-Malfoy-Vegeta-luvr because she added this onto her favorite stories list!  And she likes Draco Malfoy and Vegeta. 

Ok on with the story…

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The Secret Affair

Ch.8

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        Pan was panicking.  What the hell was she going to do?  'I could get rid of it!?' She thought. 'No never.  Everyone would really hate me if I did that.'  She wasn't sure what she was going to do.  It had been more than a week since she had sex with Trunks.  She was absolutely terrified of telling everyone. 

She had to tell them the truth though.  But what would her parents think of her?  What would Trunks think of her?  What would Bra think of her?  What would Vegeta think of her?!  She didn't want to find out.  She decided now that the damage was done and she couldn't do anything about it she was going to have to tell everyone. 

I mean no use crying over spilled milk.  At least she hoped that's what people would think.  I mean it's her family and they would love her no matter what, right?  She hoped so.  She sat there in the kitchen table waiting that maybe today her parents would come back from their emergency conference.  Yes! She sensed them.  They were flying back home.  Her stomach flopped.  She was dreading and looking forward to this moment for a while.  She walked outside and she watched as they landed right in front of her. 

        Videl ran over to her daughter and enveloped her daughter into her arms.  "Hi sweety.  We're sorry that we just took off like that.  We didn't want to.  It was very urgent business.  I hope you were well."  Videl said. 

Pan began to feel really guilty.  Here was her mother who was feeling so guilty about leaving her and she went and did something that would ruin her future and her relationship with her parents.  Pan started to choke up. 

"Mom, please.  I'm ok." Pan said.  "It's- it's just that, well I need to tell you guys something."  Her parents looked at her frightfully.  "I did something bad and I don't want you guys to get mad at me." She tried to explain.  "I couldn't bare to tell you but I can't keep it to myself any longer. 

Her mothers face softened.  "Honey, we will always love you, no matter what you do." Pan let out a sigh.  "What could you have done that would possibly make us terribly angry at you?"  Videl asked softly. 

She felt slightly more comfortable.  She felt some of the weight leaving her shoulders. 

"Well, I sorda-kinda…" She began. 

Her father stiffened.  Sensing the air.  His face creased with lines.  "She's pregnant." He stated flatly. 

She and her mother looked at him in shock.  Pan realized that if you concentrated hard enough you could notice a tiny Ki in the area.  Her mother sensed it too now.

"It's Trunks' isn't it?"  He asked.  She froze.  Then she looked down at the ground and nodded.  She couldn't possibly tell them that she didn't know who the father was.  That would just crush them more than they possibly are right now. 

"It's going to be strong.  Large amount of Saiyan blood in him, at least by human standards."  He stated. 

"How could you do something like this Pan?" Her mother asked horrified.

"Mom, I didn't want it to happen.  It was an accident."  She said. 

"Hmph, I'm sure it was Pan.  I can't believe this happened."  Videl said. 
"Well, what am I supposed to do about it?"  Pan asked.

"Well, we have to tell the other first of all.  Have you even told Trunks yet?"  Her father asked her. 

Pan shook her head no.  What else could she do?  She couldn't tell them that the father of her baby might possibly be Vegeta! 

"First thing this Saturday we are going over there and telling everyone, understood?"  Her father declared. 

Pan nodded. 

Her mother stepped in.

"Pan, I am truly disappointed in you."

"You hurt your mother and me very badly.  We expected more from you.  You ruined your future.  You are going to have to live now for your baby.  You will have no social life, you won't be able to do the things you normally do." Her father said. 

"How could you be so stupid!" Videl cried.  She grabbed Pan's arms as if to shake her but instead just held her firmly.  "I can't believe our daughter would do something like this! We leave her alone for a couple of days and this is how she repays us? By getting pregnant?!  Videl shouted angrily. 

Pan began to cry again.

"I am so sorry." She said in between sobs.

Truthfully Videl had never seen her daughter cry in front of anyone let alone at all.  She had to much pride for that kind of stuff.  Both of them knew that she was tremendously sorry for her actions. 

Videl looked at Gohan and he gave her an unreadable look. 

Videl's face softened somewhat.  She stepped towards her daughter and pulled her into a hug. 

"It's going to be ok.  We'll get through this somehow.  Together.  It's going to be ok." Videl said repeatedly.  "Hopefully."  She whispered.

They stood there, Pan sobbing into her mother's shoulder and Videl whispering words of kindness to her.  Videl let go of her and Gohan stepped in.  He kissed the top of her head and said, "It's ok baby, we'll get through this.  But first, I'm going to go kill Trunks for ever laying his hands on you." 

He turned sharply as if to leave.

"No dad, don't.  He doesn't even know I'm pregnant.  Besides it's as much my fault too."  Pan said.

Videl gave her daughter a thorough look and noticed that Pan had actually lost weight.  "Pan! You're so skinny!  What happened?"  Videl cried. 

"I guess I haven't been eating that good the past few days.  I was too upset over the whole thing."  Pan explained. 

"Oh Pan, that can't be good for the baby."  Gohan said. 

They led her into the kitchen and after reassuring Pan that they weren't angry with her she ate until she was full. 

That night Videl and Gohan received a message saying that they were needed as soon as possible the following day.  Videl didn't want to leave Pan alone again. 

"Mom, I promise that I will eat and I will take care of myself and the baby.  I will be fine."  Pan said. 

Videl and Gohan still feeling slightly guilty left anyway. 

That night she fell asleep right away.  She began dreaming.  She was in a dark room.  The only source of light was coming from a small bulb on the ceiling which spotlighted over her.  She suddenly felt very afraid.  It was very dark and she was all alone. 

Then out of the darkness came a giggle.  The giggling of a small child.

She could hardly see where the child stood. 

"Mommy?"  the child asked.  She guessed that the child was talking to her and she took a step towards the voice.  The spotlight still showered over her no matter which direction she moved. 

The child began to run, circling around her giggling.

"Mommy?" The child asked again.  "Who is my daddy?"  The child asked. 

She tried to locate where the child was but it was still running around her.  She was terribly frightened.  She also didn't know what to say.

"Um…I'm not sure."  She squeaked.  The child stopped running.  It took a step towards her.  For some odd reason she was afraid of the child. 

It took a deep breath and in a deep voice it said, "Wrong answer."  The child raised its hand and shot an immensely large Ki blast at her.  She felt it go right through her middle. 

She tried to scream but no sound came out when she opened her mouth.  The child lowered it's hand and giggled while beginning to skip around her once more.

Pan woke up drenched in sweat.  She had never had a dream like this before in her life.  What did it mean?  Obviously it meant that she didn't know who the father of her child was but did it mean that she or her child would be hurt somehow because of it? 

She was very frightened of being by herself. 

As if reading her mind a familiar figure was standing at her window.  It was Trunks.  She jumped up and opened her window.  Trunks came inside and walked up to her.

"Trunks!  I have to tell you something!"  She began but he really didn't care to hear it.  He shut her up by covering her mouth with his. 

She tried to pull away.  When she finally was able to get out of his grasp she said, "Trunks, we cant.  I'm-"

"I need you so bad." He said.

"Please Trunks."  She pleaded.

He had a firm grip on her wrists.

He pulled her close and fervently kissed her. 

"Stop!"  She ordered.  He made no intention of stopping at all.  He grabbed her roughly by the shoulders and pushed her forcefully onto her own bed. 

"Trunks, if you don't stop I'm going to scream."  She warned.  He obviously heard her and covered her mouth with his hand to shut her up.  She was scared stiff.  She tried to brake free but he was holding her down and he was a lot strong her than she was. 

In between all the struggling he managed to get her underwear off as well as his.  He was ready.  She stared into his eyes and saw only lust and betrayal.  She began to cry.  As he plunged into her she whimpered and then bawled.  He was sliding inside of her and grunted with every thrust. 

He was just a man with only a need and thought for one thing only and he was getting it fulfilled.  His eyes glazed when he came.  She was still crying and whimpering when it was over.  He slid out of her and put his pant back on as if nothing had happened.  He turned to her and whispered into her ear, "I love you Pan." 

She stared at him in shock.  "Go away."  She yelled.  She curled into a fetal position and just cried.  His took her face into his hands and before he could do anything she slapped him hard in the face.  He grabbed his cheek.  "You bitch!" He yelled.  

He kicked her square in the stomach unaware of the fact that she was with child.  Possibly even his own.  He then flew out of the widow.  She lay there clutching her abdomen and praying that nothing had happened to the baby. 

She yearned for some comfort.  But not the comfort of her parents but of Vegeta! 

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Draco-Malfoy-Vegeta-Luvr: Thank you so much! You are really nice.

Tomboy pan, Jean Grey and Devilstitan: Thanks

Pan-chan: You don't seem to get it.  I am NOT going to make Pan a slut.  I wouldn't do that.  She's my favorite DBZ character.  No need for name calling or obscenity.

Pan-chans worst nightmare: Thanks David. 

Raven Beauty: Hehe…glad you liked it.  You have been here since the begging I think so…Thank you.

Emberwolf and Bluedreamer: Thanks guys.

Schizophrenic Eggplant: You will just have to wait and see. Glad you liked it.

·::*::·[]: Long time no hear.  I'm glad schools out too…but like I said I have to go to summer school! 

Roaminglake: Did you get pregnant at 19? I'm confused.  Or did you write a story or what? If you did get pregnant at 19 tell me about it. Crazy as it may seem I want a baby. 

So what did everyone think?  I'm sorry if the dream was retarded.  I tried to make it sound scary but I don't know how well that worked.  Also I was never going to write that last part.  It wasn't a part of my plan.  I was just really depressed and I usually write to make myself forget things.  When I was down I was writing that part and I guess I had to hurt something to make me feel better and I guess it happened to be a character in my story.  Sorry if you guys didn't like it.  I hope you all forgive me.  Don't forget to review!