YuBo WAVE
I lied, again, and relapsed. It's Jane's fault, her YuBo inspired my YuBo.
This is the last one, really.
Entry # 9.
Disclaimer: Nothing.
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Is it possible to wash away your sins, and cleanse your body of its impurities? Some people say that to do so, you must confess your sins...I have committed so many, in my young life, but the first, at the top of my evil list, is you, my love. Our relationship is a secret, and it is a sin but above all, just like you, it feels so very right. When we lie together, and kiss each other, I loose focus and slip into a numb state, where I cannot differentiate the wrong from the blissful and passionate, right.
I thought that maybe my tears would wash away my sins.
I always hoped that water, from a storm would clean me, but after all those nights of standing, alone, in the rain...I realized that the only way I could feel pure was if I cried remorsefully for all my sins. I do not know how to cry and I do not want to learn, but I am so dirty now that there is no other option. I listen to your heart machine, as every beep stabs at my own heart. That is when I let it all out, after days of sitting here, at your side, I finally cry when I realize that you might never wake up. I cry for all the physical pain I've endured in the past. I sob for all of the emotional trauma I've been put through, once I learned how to feel these...feelings.
And I shed my tears for you, Yuriy, because I need you to come back to me. Please come back, my love. I do not know what I would do without out. I would cry forever, until I drowned in my pool of sorrow.
I have faith in you, Yuriy Ivanov. Do not let me down...
''Spasiba...'' I whisper hoarsely into the poignant silence of awkward tears, fears, and a dull but steady beeping.
Then, your cold fingers begin to stir, as my warm tears fall on them.
Please...
Yuriy…
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Note:Spasiba Sorry
It is official for me, the end.
After 2 Encores XD