Chandler felt a little shaking on his arm. His head ache was incredibly painful. "Chandler wake up." He heard a woman say as he slowly opened his eyes. As he met the woman's eyes his head started to hurt a lot less. "You ok?" She asked.
"What happened?" He asked looking around. He was lying on the kitchen floor.
"You were sleep walking and you slipped and hit your head. Are you ok?" She asked stoking the back of his head.
"Yea.. I'll be fine." He said sitting up.
"You need help?"
He shook his head and put his hand on the counter to help himself up.
"You need help going back to the room?" She asked looking a little scared.
He shook his head and looked at her. "Am I dreaming?"
"No."
"So.. we're still married?"
She nodded and looked down. "Yea." She walked over to the couch and wrapped herself in a blanket.
It was all a dream. Sarah, the taxi guy, the carnival. All a dream. He was still married to the most beautiful woman in the world. "What are you doing on that couch?"
She turned around and looked at him. "Well you were kind of drunk tonight and you said you didn't want to be near me and I didn't want you to go out and get even more drunk so... I said I'd sleep on the couch, and I've been thinking about some things and I think.. maybe your right."
Chandler sat down in the chair next to her. "About what?"
"Being too young for children. You're right. Our friends don't even know we're together. So if you come with me... I'll get an abortion."
Chandler smiled and knelt down beside her. "I love you." He said as he kissed her cheek. "I don't want you to get an abortion."
"What?"
"I was a jerk earlier. I helped make that baby.. it's our child. It's gonna be the most amazing thing in the world. We're gonna figure out how to work all of this out. Our parents are going to love to help us. And if they don't help us.. we'll be fine.." He smiled. "I love you.. and I promise I'll make it up to you. I'm so sorry for the way I treated you today. I love you more than anything. You're the only person I want to have children with."
Monica smiled. "Really?"
"Of course." He smiled and kissed her. "I love you so much, and I'm so sorry.." He whispered.
She smiled."I love you too."
"Come on." He said standing up. "Lets go to the bedroom."
"But I'm so comfortable here." She smiled.
Chandler picked her up."You know this reminds me.. we never finished celebrating... we have to celebrate my new job, the baby, and we have to have make up sex cause I hear that's fantastic. " He smiled. "Boy that's a lot of sex.. I'm not sure I can handle it."
Monica laughed and kissed him. "Love you."
"I love you."
Chandler lit a cigarette and smoked it. He was at his best friend's wedding. It was a big beautiful wedding at the Plaza. He had been feeling pretty low lately. He was thinking a lot about so many things. He hadn't smoked in a long time, but all the thinking made him feel pretty bad.
"Smoking?"
He turned around and saw the one person he didn't want to see. Not that he didn't want to see her. He just didn't want her to see him smoking. He was caught. He quickly put out the cigarette and waved his hands in the air to clear away the smoke. "What are you doing out here? It's freezing." He smiled and took off his coat to wrap around her. "You look beautiful tonight."
"You've said that about a million times. I think you're saying it because you know I'm fat. Why are you smoking?"
He smiled. She was incredibly beautiful. Always beautiful but since she was pregnant she didn't really feel beautiful even though she really was. "I don't know." He shrugged and sat down on a bench.
"Sweetie, you've been acting weird all week. What's wrong?"
"Nothing." He smiled and pecked her on the lips.
"Chandler."
"Monica, it's nothing." It really was nothing. He didn't want her to worry.
"Chandler tell me."
He sighed. "I've been thinking about Lizzie."
"What about her?" Monica asked resting her head on his arm.
"Just thinking about how I'm an awful person, and I don't deserve her."
"What are you talking about?"
"When you told me you were pregnant.. I told you to get rid of her. I told you to get rid of her! I mean... how terrible am I?"
"Chandler why are you suddenly thinking about this?"
"That little girl makes me so happy, and to think that because of me she might've not been here... I mean I... I can't imagine my life without that beautiful little girl. She means so much to me... I just..."
"Honey.." Monica said wrapping her arms around him. "It's ok.. "
"No Monica. It's not. I mean think about it.. We almost didn't have her."
"But we did. I know you wouldn't have made me get an abortion."
"How do you know? I mean I was an idiot back then."
"Cause I know.. You wouldn't have done that. It doesn't matter ok?" She smiled and kissed his cheek. "You were young. I'm sure a ton of guys would've said that and meant it but you didn't. You were scared, and all that really matters is that you're here now. You're here for that little girl when she needs you.. You're an amazing father, and she adores you."
"You think so?" A small smile grew on his face.
"Absolutely."
Chandler leaned down and kissed Monica's big stomach. "I love you so much Mon."
She smiled. "I know you do. Promise me next time you're down about that kind of stuff you'll talk to me."
"I promise." He smiled.
"Good because.. you've been smelling like cigarettes all week." She smiled and pecked him on the lips. "Lets go inside it's freezing." She smiled standing up.
"I think I'm going to stay out here. It's nice out."
"Ok.. don't be long ok?"
He nodded and kissed her.
"Give me your cigarettes."
"Mon."
"Chandler Bing, I don't want our daughter to come out here and see you smoking."
"Fine." He said reaching into his pocket and handing Monica the cigarette box.
"Thank you." She smiled and kissed him.
He smiled and took her hand. "Lets go inside." They had been married for about 4 years. He was in advertising and right after Monica had the baby her parents surprised her with a restaurant which they were going to help her start. Which was fantastic because the second it opened it was a huge hit. Which meant they didn't really have to worry about money. Lizzie was everything to him. He would do absolutely anything for his almost 5 year old daughter. Chandler pulled out a chair for Monica and sat down next to her. He scooted his chair closer to her and pecked her on the lips. "Where's Lizzie?"
"With my parents." Monica smiled and pointed at their daughter laughing with her grandparents, who loved her very much.
Chandler put his hands on Monica's stomach. "I want 5 kids." He smiled.
Monica laughed. "We'll see about that."
"Why not? It'll be fantastic." He smiled pecking her on the lips again. "I mean look at her. We make beautiful children. Lets face it, we need beautiful people in the world."
"Who's going to be giving birth to these 5 children?"
"Well we already have one so you would only need to give birth to 4 more.. and in a couple months you'll have this one and you'll only need to do it 3 more times. Besides it's fun making babies." He said taking her hands.
"Well giving birth isn't."
"You've only done that once. You can only say it's not fun after you've done it a few times.. like 5.. you've done it once."
"Unless you are having those other 3 children I don't think so." She smiled.
"Monica that's so unfair."
"I'm gonna go talk to Rachel." She kissed him and walked away.
He watched her walk away and smiled.
"Hi daddy."
He looked at the chair next to him."Hi honey." He smiled at the beautiful little girl with brown hair and big beautiful blue eyes.
She climbed onto Chandler's lap. "Daddy you smell."
"Why thank you sweetheart." He smiled. "You want to do me a really big favor?"
"Ok." Lizzie smiled. "Daddy I'm thirsty."
"Tell your mom you want 4 brothers and sisters.." Chandler kissed the top of her head and reached for her water bottle.
"Why?" She smiled and drank her water. He lived for her smile. Her beautiful smile.
"Because you'll always have someone to play with." Chandler saw Monica coming over. "Remember to ask your mom." He whispered into her ear.
"Hi honey." Monica said as she sat down on an empty chair.
"Mommy I want 4 brothers and sisters."
"What?"
"I want 4 brothers and sisters."
Monica shot Chandler a look. "Don't listen to your father sweetie. Come on they're gonna cut the cake." She said taking Lizzie's hand. "Nice try." She smiled at Chandler and kissed him.
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