Bug

Whoah! Renee looks worried, and ticked. Wonder what's wrong?

"Nigel, what the hell did you ever do to Lily that might make her think she wasn't good enough for you?"

Thank good its him not me. I don't now if I've ever seen her this.... ......emotional before.

"I don't know Renee, honest... "

Oh Nigel you'll think of something.

"....Oh snap. You don't think leaving her two and a half months before our wedding would do it would you?"

Oh God, he's --

"YOU WHAT!?"

--dead.

"Apparently, Lily doesn't think she's good enough for anyone. Garret yelled at her today and you know what, I found her in her office crying. She thinks she doesn't measure up. Then she went on to say she wasn't good enough for you or Garret for that matter. She beat's down on herself waaay to hard for her own good. Then on top of all that she has you guy's following Jordan around like puppies. She's comparing herself to Jordan too now. Its just not good for her and, you know what? Allot of that's YOUR FAULT!"

Wow, Nigel looks so.... .....dumbstruck. I am extremely glad that was him and not me. Renee's literally panting. I don't think she stopped her sermon to breath.

Oh god! Lily! I have to see if she's ok!

"I'll go see if she's ok Renee."

"Ok Bug, but I swear..."

"I know. I break her heart, you break my neck. Got it." Some thing doesn't feel right. I have to get to her place fast.

Ok.

Key's go.

In the ignition.

Put the car in gear.

Driving, ok.

36 in Willowbrooks Apartments.

"Lily, are you there?" The door's unlocked.... Oh, my God. Blood.

So much blood.

Phone. Where's the phone!

Found the phone.

911

"Hello?"

"Yes I need an ambulance. Willowbrooks Apartments. Number 36."

My voice faltered. I swallowed, took a breath and continued. My voice cracking.

"I, I think she tried to, to kill herself."

Good lord Lily you are good enough. Your good enough for me.

"I love you Lily."

I don't know when the ambulance got there, all that I can remember is holding her limp form in my arm's, telling her I loved her and praying she'd make it. Now I'm sitting her in the hospital waiting room. Nigel, Garret, Jordan and Renee just showed up. I collapsed onto Renee and started crying.

"It's not your fault Mahesh; it's not your fault. There wasn't anything you could have done. By showing up you gave her a better chance. It's not your fault." I heard her say.

She just let me cry. I'm getting her shirt soaked but she doesn't seem to care. I, I think she understands how I feel.