A/N: Hey all! It's been like forever I know but I'm gonna add this one and another chapter and please forgive me for being so slow. I have like 28 days of classes and then exams and after that I'm home free and it shall be stories and updates gallore. I promice. And you probably realised be now that I dont own anything... you're right I dont. SO read and hit the magic button at the end cause it likes that.

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The doctors coming out, he's walking towards us. I know that look, I don't like that look at all. That look never means anything good.

Renee just squeezed my hand. I think she really understands.

"Is, is she okay?"

God Lily.

"Well things still don't look great but, she's stable at this point. It's kind of touch and go for now though."

She's alive!

"Can we go see her?"

Whoah, what happened to the Renee we all know and hate? Oh well, she has a good idea. WE have to go see Lily now. I have to tell her how I feel while she's conscious.

"Well yes but, she's a lot of tubes and wires at this point so there's not much to see, She lost a lot of blood. Who was it that found her?"

"I did."

My voice sounds so small, so scared.

Well, that would make since, you just found Lily dying on the floor of her apartment. It's only natural that you would be scared at this point.

Great, now I'm talking to myself.

What's wrong with that though?

Shut up other self, I don't want to here it. Okay?

Nope, cause if I'm saying it, it has value to you cause I'm you.

"Are you her husband?"

"Huh? Oh, no. Her co-worker actually."

Renee just smiled! I didn't know she could smile…. Well unless she's talking to Dr. Macy and even then, it isn't really a smile. More of a twisted, seductive sort of frown really.

OH right, you saw them.

Okay self, what did I say about talking to me? Oh and thanks to you or me or whoever you are my mental imaging just kicked in. That's just great.

"Okay, is there any family in the room? We actually need consent. New policy."

Great, just great.

"Actually, we are her family, the only family she has that is."

Garret, you're a genius. Let's just hope the doctor thinks so too.

"Hey, any news at this point?... hey look a doctor. I Forgot that people other than us lived in this city without dying."

"Lily's alive Jordan….. …..What's Kathryn doing here? Jeez your right she does look like Lily. But, that's beside the point Jordan."

"Kathryn?"

Who in the good Lord's name is Kathryn.

"The homicide I just worked. She hid, it saved her. She lost her patents and sister. She's thirteen, that's her over there."

Whoah.

Lily's alive, not dead.

She tried to kill herself, she wasn't involved in a homicide.

She doesn't have children.

That's not her daughter and it most certainly isn't her.