Lily
'It's okay Mahesh, she'll be alright, you'll see.'
'But, but what if, what if she isn't Renee? I'll never get to, to tell her how I feel.'
Renee, ug? Okay, why aren't my mucles responding? Oh damn I didn't. If I'm gonna die because I'm an idiot, I atleast want to know what he wants to tell me.
Okay eyes, openup. Open up now eyes. Okay, getting closer….
"Lily!"
OPEN! Thank you, I can see now, that's good.
"Hey, you okay?"
Okay voice, you could kick in any time now, It would be gratly appreciated.
"Lily, try as you might, you wont be able to talk, they had to tube you okay?"
Well, that would be why I can't talk then. Okay, I can nod though right, yes good. NO, to painful.
"You gave us all quite a scare there Lily."
Sure, make me feel guilty, why don't you? Especially when I can't talk to defend myself Renee.
They sat here with me for the better part of two hours. Bug never said anything, he just sat here holding my hand.
I wonder what the rest of my office is doing, I'm sure they know what an idiot I am by now. The only people I've seen or herd since I woke up are Renee, Bug and a handful of doctors and nurces.
I wonder what Bug wanted to tell me so badly. Something about how he feels. Well, at that point, if I were him I'd want to tell me how stupid I had been acting. That's not it though, I know it………..