Quick Summary. : (Rin's POV) Somewhat of Diary Entries of Rin's after she has been able to serve the powerful Lord Sesshomaru. Mostly just Diary Entries. R&R Please read notes inside!
Other stuff : Baka - Stupid / Nani - What / Ohayo - Morning / Nii-san - Big Brother/ Gomen - Sorry/ Hai - Yes / Demo - But / Ota-san - Father/ Youkai - Demon/ Hanyou - Half Demon
Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha, pathetic? I know
Alright, you know the deal:
Blah - thinking
Talking- talking
My self - Me talking
Special Bulletins : Hello, here I am with another one of my dizzy stories, I know many of you have been looking foreword to my other story 'You'd never guess' but, all my chapters for that have been deleted, and the plot has been getting exciting too! I swear, that I will update on a few chapters, but, until my computer is fixed, I just want to write this in the cyber cafe. But I bet you'll like this story 'When The Blossom Petals Fall' much better. I was inspired by this idea just the other day, and it is from Rin's POV (Point of View) I love reviews about the story, but, please don't right anything too horrid. But, please, give me what you think, not into many harsh words though. I love all reviews, and the more I get, the earlier I update!
Entry One : My Winter Heart Melts
The white, wonderful, dizzy, exciting, horrid, huge, and beautiful winter, was whisked away as fast I could of seen it come. I couldn't believe that my fall diary was already being burned in the fire, right outside my window. It is somewhat of a habit of mine, to burn these journals, after all the pages or the whole season has been fulfilled. Today is the first of winter, the starting of my new journal, the new season, and of course, the start of my new winter paying. Oh? I forgot to really introduce myself. My name is Rin, I have no last name, because I have no idea who my parents are, or were. All I know, is that I am nothing but a 'low-life mortal' as Master Jaken calls me. Master Jaken, isn't really my Master, if anything, he is more of a servant himself. In the end, we are all servants to Lord Sesshomaru, but, I am just a cabinet maid, in charge of fulfilling the duties of maids who slack off. But, what I find most horribly displeasing about this job, is that most things happen at night, and I will be woken in the middle of the night, just if Master Jaken saw that a speck of dirt was on the window. Sometimes, I wish I wasn't brought up here.
When I was nothing but the age of seven, I found myself here, being taught and disciplined under the strict rule of Master Jaken. At first, I hated everything here. I hated working late at night with Master Jaken yelling at me. I hated cleaning the high windows which took me as long as from sun up to sun down. I hated having nothing to do but wait till Master Jaken called me to do some ridiculous job. But, what I hated most of all was that, for all the jobs I had to do for Lord Sesshomaru, I never once got to see him face to face. But now, I am just glad to have a small warm room, a nice hot meal, and a nice full hour to sleep, at least. Though, now, since I am the age of sixteen, I feel more allowed to do what I wish, considering Master Jaken and Lord Sesshomaru are almost always away on business. It troubles me though, to think I was just upon this door step nine years ago, begging for a scrap of food, or something, and now, I could sleep easy.
The day I came here, I can remember that someone tall, and with large, bright, entrancing amber eyes, allowed me inside. I knew it was a man, as a fact. He had given me clothes, and for the first week I was here, I was allowed to stay in the study. When I had asked the man if he was the Lord, he said 'Lord Sesshomaru...that is what you call him...' I still can't remember what he meant, but, after that week, it slipped away and I never saw or heard that man again. I always did shiver when I thought about his outline, as if he was so close, but, I hadn't any idea. It was confusing, and it still is. I don't know how to explain everything that goes on here, and if I said the whole story today, the pages would be filled, and I would have to write on my sheets, which would get Master Jaken to give me a good scolding.
Today, a lot of maids were fired and re-hired, I was one of the lucky ones, who was allowed to stay, I was even promoted. I am now in charge of tending to Lord Sesshomaru's needs, although, he hasn't once called me today. I suppose that is because he is not even here, he is out, across the country, 'checking' on his brother, as Master Jaken has told me. Though, I must say, Master Jaken, is somewhat, a large worshiper of Lord Sesshomaru. Even though, today, the first snow is falling, I still feel as if the ground is tainted with the agony of the mortals how have died here. I gulp, thinking about this. I didn't believe it, but, Master Jaken had told me, when I was nine, that every mortal or demon who disgraced Lord Sesshomaru would die, without a last word. Now, I think it was just a trick to get me behaved.
Oh my. Master Jaken is calling me, I am afraid I must go!
: Later :
Hello again! I hope I haven't kept you waiting too long! I have been shocked for the last hour, but, as soon as I came to my senses, I raced to you to write. Lord Sesshomaru has returned, and I have gotten to see him, in person! He is as hansom as the other maids say, who have seen him. He has a creamy colored complexion, and these entrancing dark glistening golden-amber eyes. He also has these long shinning strands of silver hair, which shine off the dimmest light! I was baffled what Master Jaken told me that in the morning I was going to be able to attend a meeting with Lord Sesshomaru. Even as I write, I am blushing till no return. As much as I thought about it, Lord Sesshomaru was very, very, hansom. I can't help but congratulate his mother on raising him, but, to talk about her, is somewhat of a sin.
It is late, and for once, I am willing to sleep in, even if I have a big duty by noon tomorrow! I shall take a bath and talk to Master Jaken on what I shall do about clothing, then I shall go to sleep. I am rather tired! Goodnight!
:Morning:
Ah! Ohayo! How are you this morning? I do hope you faired well last night! In the early morning light of today, I was able to accompany Lord Sesshomaru and Master Jaken, to a demon's mansion, just a few towns away! I was very excited, so much, that I as sure I was going to explode with bubbles, once we had gotten on the large demon, which smelt so horrid, we had flown half way across the country side! It had been the first time I had been able to look down at all the scenery in such a long time! As I was smiling so happily, Lord Sesshomaru explained a few things to me. And all the while, while he was talking, I could barley even look at him without saying something foolish. But, I had made him, smirk, and a give a small chuckle. I was happy at that, but once again, Master Jaken interrupted.
"Foolish child!" he had said, "Don't you dare try and be friendly with Lord Sesshomaru!" he even whacked me on the head with his 'staff of two-heads'
All I could think of to say was, "I'm sorry, Master Jaken."
"Jaken. Shut it. She has somewhat more authority then you." Lord Sesshomaru had actually addressed me, as well as Master Jaken!
I was so happy, that I nearly fell of the dragon, but, swiftly, Lord Sesshomaru had saved me! He is so dashing, I was sure I would of melted if he ever grabbed my hand again! But, moving on, in any event. When we had landed, we were at a large palace-like structure, were many humans were scattering around, but, for some reason they all stopped, looked at me, then separated into large groups, all somewhat talking about me. I paid no heed to them, though, it was very rude to gossip, especially in the state of Lord Sesshomaru. I would of scolded each and every one of them, but I didn't want them to riot, or for Lord Sesshomaru to think I had a rich tongue. Suddenly, after the humans had began work again, a human male busted from the large doors, I was told to stay behind Lord Sesshomaru, I obeyed immediately.
"Ah...you have come...Sesshomaru!" the man had said, I frowned, it was Lord Sesshomaru, how rude to address him as a friend!
"Tsuki...I am not here for your petty talks, I am here for what I require." was Lord Sesshomaru's response.
"Yes. Yes." the man named 'Tsuki' said, and rushed back into the house.
When he had returned, he handed Lord Sesshomaru something in a wooden box, it was covered with strange writing and different designs. Suddenly, Tsuki had grabbed my arm and started pulling me towards the palace place. I was struggling and wailing with all my might, before Lord Sesshomaru cut Tsuki away from me. His dark glare had borrowed its way inside of Tsuki as I knew he had regretted doing, whatever it was that he was or trying to do. He then explained, that he thought I was a maid of his and that I was troubling Lord Sesshomaru! How rude! Lord Sesshomaru explained that I was his personal servant, which made Master Jaken, as well as I, nearly faint! Tsuki looked at Sesshomaru then at me, and then he has a most vile question.
"Are you barring his children then? You poor thing."
In a flash, Master Jaken had jumped up and covered my eyes, and in all the confusion, I could hear Tsuki's cry of pain throughout every way. I was scared, but Master Jaken whispered and told me 'He was being rude, so is being punished'. As soon as the cries had stopped, Lord Sesshomaru quickly turned me around and carried me foreword, as if saying to me 'Don't look back' I didn't bother anyway. I knew Tsuki was dead, considering Lord Sesshomaru's kimono was covered in spots of blood, by I dare not ask. We got on the demon and rode back here. I just got back a few moments ago! And that has what happened today! I am still flustered that I am Lord Sesshomaru's 'personal servant' but that is alright! I feel honored just being able to see his face or anything!
Also, I feel rather, intimidated by Lord Sesshomaru's presence, he is quite dashing, so dashing, in fact, that I feel as if I could melt under his presence, just alone. I wonder how Lord Sesshomaru had even gained this land in the first place. But, I am glad no one can read you, at least, I hope not! It is time for lunch! Master Jaken has prepared me to cook a bit of lunch for Lord Sesshomaru and I! I am very excited! I must get ready so I shall see you later! I do hope I don't destroy the kitchen with my cooking! But, I'm sure Lord Sesshomaru will forgive me if I do, I can tell he is a very nice person, even if he doesn't show it all the time! Until later on then!
Rin
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