A/N: Final chapter in Part 4 of the Starting Over series.
Stay tuned for Part 5: All of Me.
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"Well it's just 1... we won't have to get ready until at least 4... what should we do until then?" She asked and giggled when he rolled on top of her, snaking his way down to her core.
"I have a few ideas," he winked.
His lips connected with her clit and she purred a soft sound of appreciation.
Her mind wandered to their future as his perfect mouth and expert tongue attacked her swollen and overstimulated core.
Noah walking her down the aisle- or maybe he'd stand with his dad and brothers and Cragen would take her.
Saying "I do" as they stood surrounded by their family and friends.
A honeymoon to a tropical paradise.
Or maybe a new memory somewhere in Europe.
Or maybe just a cabin to the north where they could talk and laugh and cuddle and fuck for a week straight by a fire while it snowed.
Changing her name to Benson-Stabler, and Noah's too.
The pride she knew would fill him when he signed his name on Noah's papers and legally became his father.
The thought of that not-so-distant scene unfolding in her head made tears spring to her eyes and the pleasure she was feeling intensify.
Elliot Stabler was a good father. No, an incredible father. He always had been, and like a fine wine, he'd only gotten better with age.
He was everything that she wanted for Noah. For herself.
What she knew Brian couldn't ever be when she'd had her pregnancy scare.
What Ed had tried to be with Noah, but it just wasn't right.
Because for her son, and for herself, she was always searching for Elliot.
And now she had him. Between her legs on a mid Sunday afternoon. Freshly engaged and bringing her to the brink of explo-…
"ELLIOT!" She breathlessly yelled as her back arched upwards and her hands flew to his head. Her orgasm pulled her from her thoughts and her face relaxed into a euphoric smile as one of his strong hands pressed her belly down onto the bed.
Usually, he'd back off and gently bring her down from her high, but today she felt his fingers push deeper through her clamping pussy to find the spongy spot on the front wall of her vagina.
Her jaw dropped and she let out a scream as a different and new feeling took the place of her powerful orgasm.
"Ellio… wha," she cried, gasping for air as the pressure increased at the apex of her thighs.
He ignored her and continued his movements until he felt her muscles threatened to give out.
"Let go," she heard him say and she screamed out as her muscles released, along with several powerful sprays of fluid.
She was incoherently writhing above him, and when he finally stopped, she heard him moan at the sight of her closely cropped pussy that was literally pulsating and shaking.
When she finally got her bearings and realized what the fuck just happened, she looked down her still contracting body at her new fiancé.
Grinning stupidly and proudly, and covered in her, she watched him wipe his face clean with the sheet and kiss his way up to her lips.
"Where'd you learn that," she muttered, gasping as he entered her.
"Google," he said simply as their lips dueled and he began thrusting.
Her pebbled nipples scraped against his chest and he slipped one hand under her back to pull her flushed and tingling body closer.
"Thank you Google," she moaned as he increased his speed and over took her mouth with his and his tongue.
She was completely spent and he was in full control. Moving like a rag doll beneath him, she cried out his name again as her walls began to contracting for a fifth time that morning.
"How!" She gasped as her head lolled back and her body arched upward and clenched around him. Smirking proudly, he moaned as his own release came on the heels of her's and he spilled deep into her.
He collapsed beside her limp body as their breathing came under control once again.
"Elliot Stabler," she whispered and he rolled his head to face hers. It took all of her strength, but she met his eyes and gave him a tired and satisfied smile. "I fucking love you."
They rolled up to Maureen's house around 6:00pm and he rushed around the front of the car to open the door for her.
His childlike excitement caused a giggle to rip through her body as he took her hand and they walked up to the front door.
"Guys?" He called. "We're here," he said as they walked through the silent house with raised brows and towards the slider that led to the backyard.
Swinging it open, they both gasped as their friends and family yelled "surprise!"
The backyard was decorated and lit up with lights. There was food and drinks and Noah and Eli grinning huge in front of everyone.
Their squads and old friends stood behind their kids, and their one and a half year old granddaughter squirmed out of her dads arms to rush to her Papa and Gigi.
With tears in her eyes, Liv scooped her up and kissed her cheek repeatedly as she muttered "my Gigi" into her chest.
The pair rushed to their kids, hugging them all tightly and saying thank you.
Noah was bouncing all over the place, completely thrilled to finally be one step closer to being an official sibling.
Not that he would feel any different. They'd accepted the little boy the moment they'd all met him, and their love and bonds had only grown with time.
They enjoyed a night with their friends and family, and when Liv noticed Noah alone for the first time all evening, she went over and scooped him into a tight hug.
Despite the crisp October air, he was red faced and sweaty from playing soccer with his big brothers and Uncles Fin and Munch.
Leaning into her, he buried his head in the crook of her neck and sighed happily. "Mommy I'm so happy," he whispered in a small voice that made her heart melt.
"Me too baby… me too," she said, hugging him a little tighter and remaining in and savoring his embrace.
The now 10 year old was a full on daddy's boy who found it less and less cool to snuggle or hang with his momma in the presence of others.
But somehow tonight, she knew that he knew this moment was special and different. The one they'd both been waiting for for so long, and right now he was perfectly ok with just being her baby.
They both smiled when they felt Elliot's heavy embrace wrap around them. Noah looked up at him and giggled, blinking away several tears.
"You okay baby boy?" He asked him softly.
Noah nodded and leaned into his dad's chest. "So happy daddy…" he whispered.
Liv kissed both of their heads and let out a laugh when she heard their older boy rushing towards them and yelling "group hug!"
He tackled his dad and the four fell to the ground, laughing hysterically.
The three older girls stood across the yard, watching the giggling mess before them with smiles. Mo gently rubbed her swollen belly as Dickie came up behind them and wrapped his arms around the three, resting his chin on the top of Lizzie's head.
"They're cute, huh," Bernie said, as she shuffled over to them. "Everything both of our Elliot's needed in their lives. Like I've been saying from the start," she pointed out.
They all nodded and glanced towards her. "How are you always right? About like, everything?" Lizzie asked and Bernie sighed dramatically.
"I'm the smartest woman alive. When are you all going to realize this," she said, obviously.
They burst into laughter as they watched their dad and "their Liv", as they called her, roll around and laugh with their baby brothers.
Liv was sat at her desk later that week when Elliot and Sergeant Bell walked in.
Sitting back, she looked over her glasses at them. "What did he do," she half teased and he caught on.
"Part of you actually thinks I did something," he commented as they sat across from him.
She gave Bell a look who laughed. "Fair. But no, he's not in trouble this week."
Removing her glasses she sat back in her chair and looked at them with a smile. "So to what do I owe the honor today?"
"We need SVU's help," Bell said and Liv nodded. "Absolutely. Anything you guys need."
"We caught wind of this outside guy who has been supplying a crew we're tracking with kids," Elliot sighed and Liv shook her head.
"24 years and it still makes me sick," she sighed.
Bell nodded. "We're working in gathering as much info as we can, so that we can go in and bust up these cells. There's several all across our jurisdiction, and God knows how many more past that. It's looking like it's going to be a several-month bust. We just wanted to get it on your radar."
"Start sending information and I'll start prepping my squad," she nodded.
"Thank you so much, Liv," she smiled and stood. "I'm leaving this one with you today so he can start reviewing things with you after you guys have your paperwork meeting."
She nodded and chuckled. "My lucky day," she teased. "Thanks, Ayanna."
Bell left and she looked across to Elliot. "Gonna be a tough one," he sighed. "They're looking at doing the first raid before Thanksgiving. We should be done by our wedding, but who knows," he sighed.
They'd planned to get married in a small, intimate ceremony on December 27, and then honeymooning from the 28th-Jan 3. They'd decided on a cabin in Maine, opting for some alone time together that was still close to their kids and teams in case they were needed.
"Well, if we have to postpone our honeymoon it's what we have to do," she said with a sigh and moving to sit beside him.
He reached to hold her hand and she took it, noticing his small smile. "What?"
"You. You're just so dedicated to the people of this city. These kids," he paused and shook his head. "24 year and you still amaze me every damn day."
Leaning over, she kissed him softly. "I love you."
"I love you more, El."
Trevor Langan knocked and the pair broke away with a chuckle.
"Trevor, thank you for coming in and helping us with this," she said and he smiled, giving her a friendly hug and shaking Elliot's hand.
"Oh absolutely. Glad this," he motioned between them, "is finally happening."
"Was it really that obvious," Elliot cracked and the other man laughed. "Obvious is an understatement."
The men sat back down and Liv took her seat in her chair as Trevor reviewed the paperwork with them.
"So you're wanting Judge Linden to be there at the ceremony right?" He asked and they nodded. "I already called her," Liv smiled, "she was thrilled."
They'd planned to have Noah sign his papers with Elliot when they exchanged vows.
"Oh yeah, she loves you guys. Well as long as she's there, I can sign everything ahead of time and it'll all be legal," he nodded.
Elliot shook his head. "Trevor, I know we've had our differences but you helped Liv get our boy, and now you're helping him become a Stabler. You're a huge part of his story and ours. We want you to be there, so you and your wife are invited," he smiled.
Trevor patted him on the back. "Well, we'd be honored to attend. Thank you, Elliot, that means a lot."
"I never thought I'd see the day where you two began a bromance," Liv laughed and they waved her off, laughing themselves.
They finished up and he headed out, shutting the door behind him.
Liv got up and ushered El to the couch in her office where they sat, holding hands.
"Whatcha thinking," he asked.
Smiling fondly, she looked at him. "Just that... for the last year and a half, well two since you got home, I've been thinking about the next steps and the worry that comes with. You know, you meeting Noah, him meeting you all. If the kids would be okay and accept us. Where we'd live or if we'd get married. If you adopt Noah..." she trailed off and he took over after kissing her cheek.
"And now it's happening. It's all done and here," he said, giving her hand a gentle squeeze.
"And the only next step we have to worry about now is the rest of our lives. Together," she finished, kissing him slowly.
"I think that'll be my favorite step yet," he whispered against her lips.