A/N: this chapters a song fic. I came accross this song, its annoying now but I thaught it would work in the story, so enjoi it and review!
Disclaimer: this one works for the rest of my story I do not own Harry Potter or anything of that relation that's in this story. Nor do I own the song used.
Chapter 3
The next morning was a Saturday. 'Thank heavens' Ginny sighed in her head. This morning wasn't as usual as it normally was. This morning the sun shone in through her wide window in her living room and lightened up the kitchen as well. Ginny's head however, wasn't thinking as straight as it should be.
First she tripped over her feet on her way to the bathroom and didn't bother getting up. She sat there on her butt and didn't feel the need to get up until ten minutes afterwards when her head finally got through to her thoughts and insisted she start her day. Problem was that there was this hole in her heart that started growing since yesterday, a hole she had thought she filled six years ago.
When she had left Britain she had hoped to come back, when she had decided to stay she thought she had left those certain people to the past. She always went on about her love for Harry, but he was just a wizard with a scar who thought he had so much power because of his fame.
But someone had returned. The same someone she had tried to replace with Harry. But Harry was gone and the minute she knew that, she knew he'd come looking for her when she returned, so she didn't she pretended to grieve instead and stay behind. But Malfoy had appeared, hadn't changed much, still as hot as ever, but she couldn't just demolish every wall she had been building to block them out just to kiss him one last time, or belong to a family, the people anyone needs to fall back on.
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can find no REST
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
When Ginny did get up she didn't even bother to wash up or anything. Instead she changed into a pair of sweat pants pulled on a hoodie and tied her hair up into a ponytail, before casually striding towards the door and grabing her big boho purse on her way out.
Ginny exited her apartment taking in the beauty of the early morning. The sun was still rising and the hint of dew still slept on the world outside. However much she tried to change the subject in her thoughts it wasn't working, Ginevra had been in love but when she'd see them after they broke up her heart never felt like this.
I pray, for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
baby , my baby
The redhead was about to step into her usual café when that antagonizing blonde head was spotted lightly sipping a hot cup of coffee. Before Hastily turning away she took a moment to study his face, he didn't seem to notice what was going on around him, he seemed to be thinking pretty hard about something. She grinned, he never was good at hiding his thoughts, he was an open book, a very obvious one.
She knew exactly what he was thinking when he looked up and spotted her through the window. Everything poured out through their locked eyes. He was thinking about her, about her letter, what she has said and why she left.
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray, for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
She watched curiously as Malfoy rose from his seat, dropped the disposable coffee cup in the bin and headed for the door. She knew she looked like an idiot just staring at some guy but she knew exactly who he was and he wasn't afraid of that. He walked right past her on the street. She didn't even notice the envelope he dropped in her purse.
Malfoy began walking away down the awakening street. He was tempted to look back but that would tell her straight on that he still cared. He didn't go directly toward the hotel, instead he walked down to the park she had led him to yesterday. He took out his copy and started reading what the daily prophet had to say. Malfoy couldn't help but feel hope, for so long he had just sat on an isolated island in the middle of no where and now he was beginning to see a ship on the horizon.
I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you goI don't want to make you face this world alone
I want to let you go (alone)
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray, for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
incomplete
please review. This chapter was just a fluke and there wasn't much going on exexpt you saw into some of their feelings and habits. Everything Ginny wrote in her letter will be revealed in the next chapter.
The song : incomplete-the Backstreet Boys