"Who won?' I asked walking up to them

"We did" Sirius said

"Sorry did we wake you?" James asked

"No" I lied

"Ok" Sirius said.

"You guys were flying pretty good," I said

James' point of view

"Thanks" I said looking into her eyes. This time she actually looked Back. In her eyes was sadness. I looked over at Sirius

"So lils what's up?" Sirius said

"Nothing much just tired" Lily said

"Then you should go to bed," he said

"Ok dad, goodnight" she said. I laughed and glanced at Sirius. He obviously didn't get it

"Night lils" I said. Wait I called her by first name 'stupid'. Lily turned around and looked at me

"I'm tired," I said

"Whatever" she said and walked up the stairs

"Dad?" Sirius asked himself

"Never mind" James said getting up and going to bed.

I awoke the next morning around four. I quietly got dressed and walked down into the common room. I seated myself in the corner of the room. About thirty minutes later lily came down with her diary. She obviously didn't see me and sat on the couch and started to write.

"Hey lily" I said. 'Why do I keep using her first name?' she jumped

"How long have you been there?" she asked

"About thirty minutes" I said

"Doing what?" she asked

"Well at first nothing but the last five minutes watching you," I said

"That's just scary," she said getting up and leaving.

"Yes it is," I said to myself. I walked back up to the common room. Remus was sitting on his bed.

"Hey Rem" I said

"Hey prongs," he said

"What's up?" I asked

"Nothing you?" he asked

"Same" I said

"Why are you up so early?" he asked

"Couldn't sleep, you?" I said

"Same" he said. He got up and walked into the bathroom. I laid on my bed and stared up at the ceiling. I looked at my alarm clock it was 4:45am. I sighed, got up and walked back down to the common room. I sat on the couch in front of the now unlit fire. Surprisingly I feel asleep there.

Lily's point of view

I walked back down the stairs around five. On my way down I saw someone asleep on the couch. I recognized the hair. It was James. He's the only one with hair like that. I quietly walked over to him and sat on the couch next to him. He looked so cute when he was sleeping. I did not just think that!

"Potter?" I said quietly

"James" I said a little louder

"Potter!"

"What" he said shaking his head and running his hand through his hair. I hated when he did that.

"Oh Evans what are you doing in the guys dorm?" he asked

"Your not in the guys dorm" I said

"Oh" He said laughing and looking around

"I guess I fell asleep her this morning" he said

"Guess so," I said. We locked eyes for a moment

"That's weird," he said

"What?" I asked

"You let me look into your eyes," he said

"Well I thought it was time I listened to your advice," I said

"Your eyes are beautiful," he said

"And what do you see in them" I asked

"Pain" he said quietly

"That's why I hate when people look into my eyes," I said

"Yea but I've known you for six years" he said

"But if you remember correctly we didn't get off to the best start" I said

Flash back

Lily was walking joyfully down the roads of diagon alley. As she passed a shop she noticed a new broom. She stopped and admired it when a messy haired boy bumped into her knocking them both to the ground.

End of flash back

"I remember," he said

"Yea" I said

"But it went well after that" he said

Flash back

The boy stood up and helped lily off the ground.

"Hi I'm James potter!" he said a little to hyper

"Um hi I'm lily Evans," she said

"I'm Sirius" Sirius said

"Hi Sirius" Lily said

"Your really pretty" James said messing up his already messy hair

"Thanks" lily said blushing. James ran his hand through his hair again

"Why do you do that?" lily asked

"Do what?" he asked

"Mess up your hair" lily said

"I don't know," he said

"Oh" lily said

"So Sirius, whats your last name?" lily asked

"I don't have a last name," he said smiling

"You have to have a last name" lily said

"Well I do but I hate it" Sirius said

"Well what is it?" lily asked

"Black. Sirius black" he said

"What's wrong with your last name" Lily asked

"You mean you've never heard it before?" he asked

"No" Lily said

"Thank god!" he said

"Well what's wrong with it" Lily asked

"Nothing it's just my family" he said

"Oh" I said

"Where's your mum or dad?" James asked

"There not here" lily said

"Why not?" James asked

"Because they don't really care," lily said

"Oh you must me a muggle born" James said

"What's that?" lily asked

"Definitely a muggle born" Sirius said

"A muggle born is someone with non magical parents," James explained

"Oh then yes I am a muggle born" Lily said

"So they don't care about magical stuff?" James asked

"No they don't care about me" lily said

"That's not nice to say" James said

"No they really don't" lily said

"My parents don't care about me either" Sirius said

"IS that why you hate your name?" Lily asked

"One of the reasons" Sirius said

End of flash back

"You and Sirius seem to have a lot in common with your families" James said

"Yea I guess we do," I said

"What happened to our friendship?" James asked

"I don't know. I guess somewhere in third year something happened" I said

"Weird" James said

"Yea" I said. We sat in silence till Remus came down

"Hey Remus" James said

"Hey guys," He said

"Hi" I said

"What are you doing?" he asked

"Nothing just going over memories" James said

"Sounds fun" Remus said

"Yea come join us," I said

"Ok which memory?" he asked

"We'll we went over when we first met. So how about when we met you" James said

"Sounds good" Remus said

Flash back

Lily, James, and Sirius walked up to the platform with Mr. And Mrs. Potter. They showed them how to get through the barrier and went with them till they were on the train. Once the three were on the train they searched for and empty compartment. The only one left had one student in it. He was sandy blonde with deep gray eyes.

"Hi can we sit in here?" James asked

"Sure" the boy said. The three walked in and sat down.

"Hi, I'm Remus Lupin" the boy said

"Hi I'm James Potter, this is Sirius black and Lily Evans" James said

"Hi" Both Sirius and Lily said at the same time.

"Hi" He said. Lily looked at all three of the boys. She felt lucky to be sitting in a compartment with three really cute guys

End of flash back

"Wait you thought I was cute?" James asked

"Yea" I blushed

"Home come you didn't tell me?" he asked

"I don't know," I said

"Forget it James" Remus said

"Fine" James said

"We should go get Sirius" Remus said

"Yea, I'll go get him," James said. A minute later and very sleepy but very cute looking Sirius came down the stairs.

"So were going through memories," HE asked

"Yup" I said

"Cool" she said sitting on the other side of me.

"So where were we?" Remus said

Flash back

Halfway through the train ride, Sirius, James, and Remus ordered enough candy to feed everyone on the train.

"So what house do you want to be sorted into?" James asked

"House?" Lily asked

"Yea there's Gryfindor, Slytherin, Hufflepuff, and Ravenclaw" Sirius said

"I want to be in Gryfindor" James said

"Me too" Sirius said

"Me three" Remus said

"Then I guess I do too," Lily said

"Cool" James said

End of flash back

"Lets skip to the sorting" James said

"Ok" everyone said

Flash back

The four walked into the great hall and walked up to the very front by the teacher's table. They stood there until their name was called.

"Pettigrew"

"Gryfindor" the hat yelled

"Petrie (Amanda)"

"Gryfindor"

"Snape"

"Slytherin"

"Malfoy"

"Slytherin"

"Black, N"

"Slytherin"

"Black, S"

Gryfindor

"Potter"

"Gyrfindor"

"Evans"

"Gryfindor"

"Lupin"

"Gryfindor"

After everyone was sorted the seated themselves at the table, on one side you had James then Sirius then Lily. Across from James was Remus. Across from Sirius was Peter Pettigrew; across from Lily was Amanda Petrie.

End of flash back

"That's funny how we still sit in that exact order" Sirius said

"It is" James said

"What other memories do we have" Lily said

"Oh I got a good one" Sirius said

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