Time seemed to go as slow as ever, but an hour later all four of them were still awake
"You owe me five" Remus said
"Fine" Sirius said reaching in his pocket and giving Remus the money.
"Lily you're going to have to talk to me soon" James said for about the fifth time
"Fine, what would you like to talk about?" Lily asked
"Us" James said
"There is no us," Lily said
"Ok then, let's talk about what's going on between me and you" James said
"I don't want to talk about that," Lily said
"Well we have to" James said
"No we really don't" Lily said. James grabber her face and turned her said to that she was facing him. He (still holding her face (one hand on each side)) leaned in and kissed her.
"Aww how cute" Remus said mocking a girl's voice. Sirius and him stifled a laugh
"Yea we really do" James said
"Don't do that!" Lily said
"Then talk to me," James said
"No!" Lily said. Again they sat in silence being watched. Finally Sirius and Remus fell asleep on the stairs.
"Please just give me a little explanation," James said
"Fine! James I thought you changed. I used to hate it when all you did was ask me out. It annoyed me so much, especially when you messed up your hair. Then you did it again. You rain you fingers through your hair and asked me out. So I ran. Then you followed me. And we kissed, from that kiss I forced my self to believe, whether it was true or not, that all you were trying to do was to get me into bed. Just so you could brag about it," Lily said
"But that's not true" James said
"Well that's all I can believe" Lily said
"WELL WHY DONT YOU BELIEVE IN ME?" James yelled
"BECAUSE I CANT JAMES!" lily yelled. That was the last thing they had said to each other. Again they sat in silence for what seemed like forever, until lily finally fell asleep in James' arms, and James too fell asleep holding lily
Remus awoke first that morning, in a very uncomfortable position on the stairs. He looked to his left and saw Sirius was too asleep. He quietly shook him awake
"Lemme alone" Sirius mumbled
"Sirius! We fell asleep on the stairs". Sirius sat up and looked around. They he looked at the couch. It appeared to be empty. He stood up and walked around to other side to find a pleasant surprise.
"Aw Remus come look" Sirius said. Remus walked over and saw lily fast asleep leaning against James. Remus quickly ran and got a camera. (Idc if cameras work in Hogwarts, they do in this story) He ran back downstairs and took a picture. Then both Sirius and him went upstairs.
"This is priceless" Sirius said holding the camera
"Yes it is" Remus said
"So what do you think happened between them after we fell asleep?" Sirius asked grinning
"They probably fell asleep Padfoot" Remus said
"You take the fun out of everything," Sirius said
"Thanks" Remus said.
James' point of view
I shifted slightly on the couch. I opened my eyes and noticed Lily against me. Somehow I had fallen asleep with my arm around her and she had fallen asleep leaning on my chest. I really didn't care how it happened. She slowly opened her eyes and looked around. She quickly sat up and looked at me, then screamed.
"Lily calm down" I said
"No James" she told me, again she tried to walk away but I grabbed her
"What?" she asked
"We need to talk," I said
"James, you've been saying that all night, I don't want to talk to you" Lily said
"So what are we going to do? Just let everything slip like we used to?" I asked looking into her eyes.
"Well it seemed to work before" Lily said looking strait back into my eyes
"How exactly did it work? We just say whatever and walk away not talking for the next month unless we were in another one of those stupid fights? I don't know about you Lily but I don't want to go back to that," I said. I let go of her arm and let it fall to her side.
"What can we do then James" Lily asked me
"Maybe if you would just listen for one second and explain to me what happened it won't happen again." I said
"I just don't want to talk about it" Lily said. Surprisingly she still stood there staring into my eyes. Again I saw the pain and hatred, Hatred that she seemed to have been bottling up for years.
"Ok then can I ask you something?" I asked
"Sure" lily said
"Do you honestly hate me?" I asked. She quickly locked her eyes to the floor as if she thought I was reading her mind.
"To be perfectly honest, I don't hate you James, but I don't like you at all" she said
"Why?" I asked. She looked up and looked back into my eyes.
"Because I don't think its right the way you treat people." Lily said
"Treat who? Are you still mad at me for what I did to Snape?" I asked
"No, well yes, I don't get how you can go around cursing everyone who gets in your way, or sleep with every girl in the school for the pleasure of just that one night, just so you can tell everyone else that you scored the next morning. Honestly I don't think there is on girl besides me that you haven't slept with. Or at least not one pretty girl in this entire school. It's crazy James." Lily said. I could see her eyes were getting glossy and wet. It hurt her to talk about t it, I didn't know why though.
"Look Lily, I don't know why I slept with all those girls in the past. I guess I was this kid who thought I could get everything I wanted. But now I know that I can't. So what if I'm still on the house team, or if I curse Snape on occasion, or even if everyone in while I have a sudden erg to be with a girl at night. I'm a guy lily! I can't help it! Just like you can't help feeling things for certain people. I can't explain it like you want me to Lily, I'm not going to lie to you" I said. She stayed silent. I know it was and it wasn't what she wanted to hear. She didn't want to hear about things that went through my head. But I think she wanted to hear that I wasn't going to lie to her.
She silently turned away and walked slowly to her dorm. I sat on the couch and sighed. I had no idea what was going through her head. I had no idea what was going through my head. Sirius ran down the stairs and jumped over the back of the couch landing in a perfect sitting position right next to me.
"What's up with you?" I asked
"What do you mean?" Sirius asked grinning
"Sirius you can't lie to me" I said
"I know, I know. I saw you and Lily asleep together on the couch" Sirius said
"Oh" I said.
"So what happened?" Sirius asked
"Nothing" I said
"Ok" Sirius said
"You don't believe me do you?" I asked
"No honestly I don't." Sirius said. I laughed and got up.
"I'll explain at breakfast" I said
At breakfast
James, Sirius, Remus, Peter, Lily and Amanda were sitting at the Gryffindor table. Amanda her usual perky hyper self didn't seem to hyper today, jean was also there but wasn't talking much, he just kept looking at Amanda and smiling.
"Ok I'm scared, what's going on?" Sirius asked
"What do you mean?" Amanda asked
"You and him?" Sirius asked looking between both of them
"Oh My GOD! You didn't?" James asked
"Didn't what?" Amanda said
"OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD, YOU SLEPT TOGETHER" James screamed
"JAMES SHUT UP!" Amanda yelled looking around. Almost half the school was looking at her and James.
"This isn't a show" James yelled again. Everyone turned back to their plates
"You did didn't you?" James asked
"No James we didn't" Amanda said
"Then what happened?" James asked
"Nothing" Amanda said again
"Fine then, ill leave it in my head what I think happened" James said
"She bit me" jean said
"She what?" Sirius said spitting out what he was drinking
"Sirius!" Lily yelled
"Sorry Lils" Sirius said
"She bit my tongue" jean said
"Did not!" Amanda said
"Yes you did" jean said
"No I was just pulling away" Amanda said
"Ok whatever" jean said
"What's going on?" James said. Lost
"I tried to French her but she bit me" jean said
"That's harsh" Sirius said
"Yea, then she said ew" jean said. Now all eyes were on Amanda
"I didn't mean it that way" Amanda said
"What other meaning does that word have?" Lily asked
"I meant to say it like wow" Amanda said
"Yea whatever" jean said
"Well I got to go" jean said. He walked back to the Slytherin table.
"That is so mean" James said
"I didn't mean it that way" Amanda said. She rested her head against the table.
"See I would teach you but I don't want to get bit" James said. For this she smacked him in the head
"Ow" He said rubbing his head.
Please review!!! And that thing between jean and amanda actually did happen to them so I figured id put it in here .lol
Cheri