AN: Ok, before anyone sends too many messages requesting this chapter be taken down or redone for its many inadequacies, keep in mind i wrote it in abotu 30-45 min with little editing caused by guilt over not having posted anything for a bit. Between school and business, life can get one rather busy cant it?Anyways this week will be no different though i shall try my best to get updates to follow. I hope its still enjoyable on SOME level. Have fun reading though.
The sun cast its radiance down upon the Kingdom of Orb and shown its light upon the two tightly sleepy forms that lay snuggled together in the bed. The rays that showered the two bodies paled in comparison to the brilliance that emanated from their skin as their bond once again deepened.
Passionate amethyst eyes sprang to life as he felt the one next to him stir closer to him, strengthening her hold upon him as if to keep him from leaving. In return his hands explored the slim figure that was pressed against him, wary to avoid certain sensitive spots he had limited permission to explore earlier.
Only these two knew just how terrifying the night before was for them both as their minds were flooded with experiences that were bold, that were knew, that were old, and those that were not theirs. Their bodies' only acted out the intimate dance that melded between the minds of Kira and Lacus as a weak link gained new fortitude.
His eyes dared not dart away from her sleeping face as they focused on her cute little nose that barely twitched with each passing breath. Her cool blue eyes were shielded and left Kira desiring a glance; their absence made his heart grow fonder.
She stirred once again as if feeling the engaging looks she held from the man she was in love with, this time bringing about a severe blush to the cheeks of Kira as her bare chest brushed against him softly. It was a feeling that was still relatively knew to the young warrior but that hardly kept the innocent from thinking certain thoughts. That was wrong because this is Lacus, and Lacus is special.
He silently paid thanks that she was at least still meekly clad around her bottom, though what remained was unknown. As a bare leg intertwined with his own he decided it would be for the best to let his uncertainty remain.
That night had been special for the two, but for many more reasons than the obvious. While Kira had far more intimate relations with another, Lacus was vastly inexperienced in this regard. As their minds shared an unnatural connection, her reaction was one of expectation while it was Kira who showed the most shock.
His response caused the young princess to think Kira felt her inadequate as his past bore no secrets from her. Shying away from him, her body was lightly restrained by the warm hand that grasped her shoulders and swung her about to meet his welcoming yet timid smile.
For the past year they both could feel it. This tingling feeling that was looking to erupt between them. As the days turned into weeks, and weeks into months, the inkling feeling grew slowly yet solidly till there was no denying it. They had connected mentally. It took the fire they began to share that night to cause either of them to admit to sharing such a union.
Lacus often desired to feel and share the pain Kira was imprisoned to if only to lesson his burden, but this night she was able to get a true glimpse of the memories he had buried.
She felt the suffering he underwent when he failed to protect the little girl who died aboard the shuttle, the tragedy that was sewn into his heart while he dueled against his best friend, the pain with each soldier he killed, and finally the lust he shared with a certain redhead mixed with the feelings of betrayal he was dealt at her hands.
Kira too shared in the memories that Lacus locked away. His mind cried out when he felt the emotions surge through her upon remembering the death of first her mother, only to be followed by that of her father. He experienced the sheer joy and happiness that the songstress felt every time she performed for the people of Plant and sought to bring harmony back to the land. His mind now too shared in the turmoil that had Lacus turn her back on her home and trust a strange brunette boy with a fearsome sword. But it was the love she felt upon every meeting with that particular boy that overpowered all other emotions.
They were closer now than two people ever could claim to be. A smirk bloomed on his face as he realized just how much closer they still could get with one another. The thought of bonding with each other completely in a physical sense certainly passed through both their minds though neither would act upon it. When the time for that would come, they would both know.
Not wanting her beloved to be left in solitude with these thoughts, her eyes fluttered open like a butterfly stretching its new wings for the first time. She turned on her side and brought one of Kira's hands along with her to wrap around her body, a beaming smile never once left her face.
"Mmm. Morning Kira…" She almost cooed while she spoke. It was amazing how many levels of cute she was capable of.
"Morning princess." Their night together taught him it was a nickname she often liked despite the snobbish connotation it had.
She responded in a playful but sly voice. "Princess? Since when did we start using nicknames? Perhaps I should give you one?"
Even though she did not face him, Lacus could sense Kira's head shake from side to side. "No. You can't just force a nickname. It has to come about naturally."
"So where did my nickname of princess come from?" A thoughtful expression grew on Kira's face as fond memories returned to him. Lacus could see images of a lifepod, the archangel, her escape from the pod, and finally the image of a cocky blond man.
"Mwu? What did he say about me!" Lacus did not have much chance to interact with the brash soldier but there was no denying the brotherhood Kira felt with the man.
"He called you a pink-haired princess." The sentence was quick and sharp. Too quick for someone like Kira.
"And…?" It was only too obvious to Lacus that there was something more. One didn't need a special bond to say that.
"He said…He said that you were exactly the kind of girl I needed. That we would be perfect together." He slowly kissed part of her exposed neck while he brushed away part of her shimmering pink hair.
"You miss him don't you? You know it's not your fault that he…"
Kira rarely snapped at Lacus, using it only for moments of great severity. "He died because I was unable to protect!"
Lacus turned around and now faced Kira as she lovingly rested a hand against the side of his face. "He died so you could live and protect everyone Kira. And you did. You protected us, helped us. Mwu knew you were the only one who could. Honor his memory." 'By giving truth to the words he spoke about us' she thought; a phrase that flashed in Kira's mind as well.
Unconsciously they both leaned in for a gentle kiss they quickly shared. There was just something about her that Kira found so soothing. She could massage all his troubles away and leave nothing but peace and love behind with a simple touch.
Now both bodies lay on their sides facing one another while their eyes feasted on each other. Their time for playfulness had ended. There were events that needed to be discussed. "Kira, what did Athrun say to you yesterday?"
There was no hesitation in his voice. No need to hide the truth from her. Kira trusted Lacus with his very being and would not taint their budding relationship with misdirection no matter what the intentions. "He wanted me to convince you to go public again. He thought that if you came out and supported Cagalli that she would have an easier time with the council."
Lacus nuzzled herself into Kira's chest before speaking with a muffled voice, "And what did you tell him?"
A smile crept to his face as he stroked her hair, relishing in the feel of it. "Exactly what he needed to hear and what we all knew to be true. Athrun has lost himself Lacus. I'm not sure if he has found it yet but we can only guide him."
He could feel her agreeing thoughts rush to his mind that only left one question burning within his mind.
"And what did they discuss with you while I was gone?"
She spoke softly into his chest, leaving the area feeling tingly as the words escaped her lips. "They wanted your help. Well, your reputation's help. They wanted you to be the pilot of Freedom again even though the Freedom was destroyed. It seems we have become quite the symbols haven't we? Kira, we are doing the right thing aren't we?"
Lacus often served as a stable point for the chaos that was Kira's life. She was his North Star, the one that would guide him when all other signal's failed. Now it was Kira's turn to be her anchor in life, to provide the support she needed.
"Yes Lacus. They need to learn to depend on themselves as a source of strength. They cannot keep relying on others or their resolve will always fail. If that happens, everything we fought for will crumble to dust."
But Kira, why do I feel like we are turning our backs to them? I want to help but…
"I want to help them too Lacus." The pink princess sprang upright to a sitting position on the bed as the blanket that clung to her chest slipped off revealing more than ever. The shock of having her thoughts heard and answered without her permission still had not worn off from the night before.
Kira promptly fell off the bed with a mad blush, taking the rest of the blanket with him. He furiously tried to hide his head under the cover while a delighted Lacus peered over the edge with amusement. "Kira? It's nothing you didn't get to see or…touch last night. What's the matter?"
Why…why did she have to use that seductive voice once again? Even in the midst of a serious topic their hormones could not be denied.
"Lacus! The light…everything is a bit more….revealing right now!" Kira never saw Lacus arch a playful eyebrow, nor sense it as his mind lay too frazzled. She deftly swiped the blanket from him and tossed it aside.
A pink panty was the answer to Kira's earlier question, the one he preferred to remain a mystery. She quickly pounced on him like a hungry lion stalking its prey and smothered him with her body
"Lacus! I thought princesses were supposed to be modest!" This was not the shy girl who blinded all with her innocence and naive like behavior. It seemed when they were hidden from prying eyes, both revealed a far more frisky nature.
Though despite her boldness, her voice was still as sweet and pure as the first time they met. "Kira, our time alone together is limited. And I want…I want you to see me in all lights. While we have the chance."
"Lacus?" Did she already know what he was going to say? They both appreciated they could sense each other's thoughts at times but to predict one another was a whole new level.
"You were going to say that if the need should come, that we would help. I know you too well Kira. It's just the kind of person you are. You will help your friends if the matter ever becomes too grave."
No, their new type abilities weren't needed. Lacus just understood Kira better than any other person in the world.
"Soon we will go back to the orphanage to be with our kids, and there is always the chance Athrun and Cagalli will still need our help might be needed. I don't know how much precious time we will have alone together. I just want to make the most of it while we can. Kira, I want to be close to you for as long as possible. But if I am being too bold…"
Kira silenced her worries with the favorite method often employed against him as he kissed her trembling lips.
Lacus, when the time is right, when I understand this emotion better, I will tell you. I promise. The war, the death, this fighting, Flay…I just have to be sure before I say it.
The passion of their kiss deepened their bond.
When this situation resolves itself, when we no longer have to worry, I will ask you. I will ask you that question you want to hear, the one I want to hear answered…
Could Lacus read Kira's thoughts or had their connection lapsed for a brief moment? The answer would not come easily, not this day at least. Their kisses as well as their thoughts were interrupted by a knock at the door as the sound of a woman penetrated the room. "Lacus? Kira? Is everything ok? We um heard some rustling and were getting a little worried?"
Lacus spoke in that reassuring tone she had mastered so well. "Everything is fine Captain! Kira just fell off the bed."
The two looked each other with wicked eyes but were not privy to the shocked look on Ramius' face. "Err. Alright. So long as everything is ok. Well, breakfast will be ready soon so why don't you too freshen up and head on down."
The captain swiveled on her feet as she made her way back downstairs, glad she had taken the liberty to knock on the door and not merely barge into the room. Though her face held a nefarious smile, her mind was of another mood.
At least they found each other, just like he wanted. Rest easy Mwu. Kira has someone now. He will be just fine so long as they have each other.
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