Rating: K+

Seeason: future

Disclaimer: I don't own the characters, I don't own the song. I own the plot…

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It's weird, I'm just starting to accept who I am again, and then my life gets ripped away. I had found strength in my friends, but now they're gone.

I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on

The SGC was like a home for me, my team was my family. I guess, in a way, they still are, but they're his family, not mine. There's two of me, but they all prefer version 1.0, not 2.0.


I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on

I've always wanted to start over, maybe now's my chance. High School wasn't my thing the first time around, I didn't actually graduate. I got the "join up or jail" deal my senior year after stealing a car. I wanted out so I took the "join up" option. I ended up liking the Air Force and stayed in, got my GED in my spare time. Eventually got an Associate degree in military tactics, then a Bachelors degree in military history, I got my Masters degree in Astronomy during my first retirement. In two weeks I was supposed to get my PhD also in Astronomy. Maybe I can get those quicker this time around.


I'm movin' on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone

I don't have any thing left except some Air Force supplied cash. I need to get a job, do life the right way this time. I won't be alone though. She showed up a week ago. I'll love her properly now, not just from a distance. Her blond locks are long, not the short, layered look I'm used to, but her blue eyes are still the same. We're moving on… together.


I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on

I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on