Disclaimer: Harry Potter isn't mine, never will be.
Hermione's POV
Why doesn't he get it?
Is it really that hard to figure out?
Since third year I knew... I knew he was special, I knew he made me feel special, I knew he understood me. Well at least I thought I knew...
I know him more than anybody, maybe even himself, I know he sees me differently than other girls, and I even know he likes me... at least I think he does.
Doesn't he notice I always try to help him? Even if I scold him it's only for his good.
Doesn't he notice he's the only one I let copy off my homework, even if I do make him beg for it a while?
Doesn't he notice he gets to me?...that he is the only one who can make me or brake me with a single comment. That he's the only one I get embarrassed around, that he's the only one who can make me laugh like that.
Doesn't he notice I love to brawl with him, that I only lead him on because I like seeing him try to defend himself, so adorably trying to beat me.
Doesn't' he notice I always try to be by his side, that I go out of my way to sit near him or to lure him by my side.
I know he likes that, I just know!
...maybe that's my problem...I know to much...to much for my own good.
I know he bugs me because he likes me, and I even know that during our fights he thinks I look good.
I know he blushes when I so much as look at him not to mention when I touch him.
...he call's me a know it all, and he doesn't even know how much that's true.
But there's something I don't know, and I'll probably never know...
Why hasn't he chosen me!
Why did he choose her!
Why did he let me suffer like that, watching him with her!
Why did he kiss her and touch her when I'm the one in his mind! Worse! When I'm there to see them. Why does he make me cry?
What did I do to him to deserve that?
He has never chosen me!
Even at the Yule ball he didn't choose me! I waited and waited, I told Victor off a couple of times, until I lost hope, and even then you didn't choose me! You thought you were stuck with me! That you owed me! Well I don't want your pity!
I...I...I want you...all of you!...not just for a second.
I want you to tell me you love me because I know you do!
And I want...I want...to be able to forget you, to forget all the things I know about you, maybe then you'll realize that all I knew about you was because I loved you too.
It worked; you missed me I know you did!
You left her side; you told me you were sorry, you wouldn't say that unless you knew I liked you too.
It isn't that easy I'm hurt now, how could you win me over with a smile...but you did...and like if nothing happened we are best friends again.
Why can't there be more?
You know you just need to ask, I'll say yes, I really will, how can you not tell that?
We fight together and survive, but all are not so lucky, you comforted me and held me in your arms.
Why can't you kiss me and take my tears away?
Don't you see I'm afraid of losing you?
I gaze at you longingly but you pretend not to notice, why?
We go to your brother's wedding and I know you are looking at me too, I smile at you, and you smile back, you ask me to dance and whisper that you aren't very good at it, I agree without caring.
Tomorrow will be on our own on our new journey helping Harry, it will just be the 3 of us together all the time, I don't think I'll survive without you being mine.
"Ron do you love me?" I say while dancing in your arms.
You stare in shock...What have I done!...You blush and smile and say you do...My heart jumps and I kiss you...You kiss me back and then I whisper "I love you too". You smile and simply say "I wish I knew before".
Amazing, I know you really are a clueless git, but I love you anyway :)