Hello, I'm sorry that my up dates have been so short. The next will be longer, I promise. But I thought that I would update this now and give for you some idea where I'm headed with this story. So please tell me what you think of where I'm headed. You see I really don't know where this is going to end up. I just write and these ideas just show up on the paper. Does anyone else write like that? I've never really been good at planning things. And stories are the samething.
Rosemary wasn't sure what she was doing but she couldn't live in the house anymore knowing that Rhett had chosen Scarlett over his own family. She could not understand how a person could love someone so much that nothing else mattered but that person. That they were willing to hurt everyone else just to make that one person happy; that they were willing to take a change that they themselves would get hurt. That's why she couldn't really ever love anyone. The only people who had ever mattered to her were her family. She had learned at a young age that they were the only people who she could trust. She had let someone take control of her heart and had betrayed her mother's trust and in return she received a broken heart. She had never told anyone of this and she would never do so. Not now, not when she thought it wouldn't make any difference.
She looked at the window into the night. She hated the dark because you could never see what was coming. She was all packed and she knew that she might be making the wrong decision but she wanted to get away from that woman; the women who had invaded her family, who had taken her brother away from her. She wasn't sure where she would go or where she could go. She didn't think that Rhett would care.
She picked up her bags and left the house that her brother had brought for her and their mother. She didn't remember everything that Rhett had done for the two of them after their father died. She didn't remember all the trouble that he went thought to regain his rightful place in the society that they had been raised in. She didn't think of how this would affect him or her mother. She only thought of herself and how she felt about Scarlett and she also didn't realize how much she was acting like Scarlett. The women that she had promised herself that she would never be like, that she would never let into her life. She had no idea what she was doing.
Rhett went up to his bedroom and saw that Scarlett was already asleep. He smiled to himself; he looked at her sleeping in their bed. He thought of everything that had happened in their relationship. All the mistakes that they had made together, he still had not decided if he had made that wrong decision in not telling Scarlett that he loved her. If their married life would have turned out different. He guessed that he would never know since it was in the past and there was no reason to worry about that past now. He could only go forward. That's what he wanted to do, he wanted to go forward and not worry about what had happen. But he didn't know that his past was very much going to affect his future now.