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Summary:This will contain the events of the following morning when Takeru and Hikari awaken to find out Mimi and Tai were found (as well as Joe and Koushiro), and what Diasuke thinks of life,though its not what it seems to be...
Takeru Woke to find that everyone was stirring. He was next to a sleeping Hikari. The sun was shining ever so brightly and he knew it was time to get up. "Hikari, time to wake up." added T.K. , as quietly and softly as he could, while he tried to rock her awake.
Kari began to stir as she yawned, and slowly began to open her eyes. Takeru could tell that she was very tired. It was a late night before everyone went to bed. They were looking for Tai, Mimi, Joe and Koushiro. And now that worry came back to their heads again. "Takeru-chan, did they find my brother?" asked Hikari, as she lifted her arms up in the air to stretch.
T.K. didn't know for sure. But he didn't want her to get upset. He wanted her to be happy and enjoy herself, to be happy. Not to worry. But he just didn't know. "I'll go and check." replied the blonde headed, tall boy.
T.K. kissed Hikari on the lips ever so gently before getting up, out of the sleeping bag and exiting the non vacant tent. The first person he saw was his brother and Sora. So he decided to ask them. "Hey Matt, have you seen Tai and Mimi?" asked Takeru, as he remained a little puzzled waiting to hear an answer.
Yamato turned and answered him with relief. "Yes they were here. Now they went on a small trek. They'll be back very soon."
Takeru smiled in relief. He now felt that Hikari could actually rest in peace. But before he returned to the tent, he noticed that a rather large snoring was resonating from his tent, the one with Hikari in it. He decided to wait until she was fully awake, to tell her the good news.
(Meanwhile, In Daisuke's tent)
Daisuke lay on the ground. He didn't once think about getting a sleeping bag out. He was awake for several hours. He didn't know exactly how long though. He didn't care anymore. He was the one left out. 'Tai can kiss my ass, saying he his always left out. Puh!' thought Daisuke, as his thoughts trailed off somewhere else.
He didn't feel like actually getting up from his deep slumber. He didn't want to get up at all. He was alone. Unlike Tai, there was no one for him, no one. He was too stupid, he thought, to be anyone's boyfriend. He just wasn't good enough. Daisuke was also on the verge of wondering why he should live. Yes, suicide, (Don't Blame me for putting this in here, it's the way my brain functions. But Daisuke will have some light later on in the story) his way to escape, permanently. To rid himself of his current status in life as a road block and someone that would only get in the way.
Daisuke never had much luck in finding a girlfriend or some one who was indeed looking to go out. They were either too critical for him, or the were just way too impatient to understand that his nervousness played a huge role and part in his stumbling and stupid- ass remarks, as he put it. He wish he wasn't like that either.
He also wishes that he was could be smarter, any way possible. He wasn't a great student. He was always failing. Failing. And lastly, failing. That seemed to be the only thing that he was good at. Nothing else. He wish he could tell everyone the different aspects of the color bleu the sky was. But he wasn't able. Because he felt he wasn't at all that smart and no one could teach him. He would Get Cody, T.K., and Hikari all to tutor him, but with a bad outcome usually to follow. His sports were the only thing he had going for him, and he really notices that he brags constantly of how good he is. He just thinks that he is making conversation, when everyone else sees it as bragging.
Daisuke finally decided to get. He exited the tent. He did have something in mind, something to escape the world from with. He walked ever show slyly as he entered the tent where Joe was located. He looked around to see no one, as he stretched out his muscles, as if to wake them up from a deep slumber. He was ever so quick as he dashed into the tent, making sure that no one would see him. He looked around. Both Joe and Izzy were still gone, obviously. But he hoped that Joe had left his medical jack knife in his beg, as he began searching through it.
After several minutes of routing through his bag, he found the prized object, and slipped it in his coat pocket. He then took off again, stopping beside Matt and Sora, who were sitting beside each othe , keeping the coal still alit. "I'm going on a small walk through the woods, OK?" asked Daisuke, as he began to walk off, though he still looked at Yamato.
"Ok, then. Be back soon though. Take something if you want though, your probably going to get hungry. Your always hungry!" laughed Yamato, as Sora laughed a little as well.
Daisuke hated to be made fun of. He just simply disapproved of it. He never saw the point of it. He nodded his as he took off into the dreary forest.
"Huh…. I wish I knew some of the specific colors, then I might have a chance with Yolei or Hikari or even Sora…" explained himself, as he continued to speak to himself.
"I wish that I could be someone totally different and change who I am and stop being this poser that every one calls Daisuke. I wanna be smart like Izzy, Poetic like T.k., sincere like Joe and sweet like Matt. But I'm neither of those. I'm stupid, flamboyant, ignorant, immature, cold hearted, and mean. Basically, an asshole. HERE THAT? I'M ANS ASSHOLE!" yelled Daisuke a she quickly fell to his feet, as he felt a pain overwhelm him.
A pain that he was unsure what had caused it to start or begin. All he hoped was that it would stop. And soon he would accomplish that… He hoped…
