DISCLAIMER: Samurai Champloo and the characters of are not mine

Chapter two: cruelest almost always to ourselves

I don't know how I ended up here. Well, actually that's a lie, I do. But I just didn't see it all coming. Not that this type of thing didn't happen often. I guess, I just thought that someone would come and save me, just like they always did...I must be the stupidist person alive.

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Its not like I'm bitter about it or anything, but I thought that those fucking idiots would have come looking for me by now. Its been almost two years since I've been stuck in this shithole, and three since I last saw them. I work in a god damned brothel, you'd think that they'd have wondered through by now. God damn fuck-mungers just like the rest of the male population. Im mainly pissed at Mugen. I mean, how could he come to these places and sleep with women who are being forced to have sex with him against their will!...Jerk. Its not my fault I miss him. stupid fuck. I saw Jin once, I yelled his name like crazy and was horribly punished. And on top of that he didn't even hear me! I was depressed about that for months.

After everything I've been through, this is what my life has wound down too. And that in its self is one fucked up realization. I guess the real problem stems from the fact that I've been forced to grow up between some strangers legs. Ever since I meet Jin and Mugen, I've had this strande idea that my first time would probably have been with one of them. Most likely Mugen seeing as Jin has Shino and all. Well, and that Mugen will screw anything with legs boobs and a pussy.

I wonder if I told them how I was druged and held against my own will if they'd care. Would they care that I cry'd. Or that I screamed their names over and over again when that man fucked me over? No pun intended.

"Erisa-chan"

It's raining again...it has been for days. It was raining on the day I was taken, raining on the day I lost my virginity. Somethings about to happen, I can feel it in the air. The rains an omen, it always has been.

"Erisa-chan!"

"Eh? Yes Lady Une I'm terribly sorry."

"Stop bowing girl and get your head out of the clowds, you have a customer!"

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"Whats wrong honey, wasn't good enough for ya?"

Fuck off. Thats what I wan't to say. Except you already did, so instead I'll just lay here passively till you up and leave.

"They told me that you're a feisty one, but looks like you've been a waste of my time and money. I've had better sex with a dead women than with the peice of shit you are!"

It doesn't matter. Nothing matters. Go ahead and kick me. Fuck me harder if you want too. It's not like I can feel it. I left before you even entered this room, I've been gone to long to notice you.

"Bitch, I'm talking to you!"

Authors Note : Fuus whores name is erisa