When Derek's pager went off, he groaned and made a move to get up.

"Hey" she said before he got too far. "What time do you get off?"

"Eleven. When do you get off?" he said as he buried his face in her hair again and inhaled deeply. She leaned into him more as he caused goosebumps to travel up and down her spine.

"Midnight….." she said in a very breathy manner.

"I don't want to wait that long to see you…" Derek whispered huskily in her ear as his pager went off again. He needed to get up, but the way Meredith was talking in that whispered, breathy way with her raspy voice made him go crazy. He was more turned on than he'd ever been since Addison had come back.

"I know…." She whispered again and then she quickly turned around in his arms and pressed her mouth against his. His legs fell down to the floor and she used this to quickly straddle him and push her body into his. He kissed her back deeply and ran his hands through her hair before moving down to take her butt in his hands and pull her against him even harder, rougher. He heard a low moan escape her lips as he did this and that ended it for him. He had to have her right then. He heard his beeper go off again, but all he did was take it off and push it across the floor. As his beeper hit the door, it was flung open, revealing Addison. Meredith turned from Derek and when she realized who was standing at the door, she quickly got up and ran out the door, straightening herself out as she walked down the hall.

"Well….looks like I'm not the only guilty one…" Addison said in a sad voice.

"Addison….I don't need this right now…."

"So it didn't even take a full day for you to go back to her…" Addison said cutting him off. "…Mark was right…you are still in love with her. God damn it…why am I so stupid?"

"You're stupid? Addison…YOU are the one who cheated on me. And then after I decide to try and work our marriage out, YOU are the one who cheated on me again. And yes, I am in love with Meredith."

"So…this…" Addison said, gesturing between her and Derek. "….this is over. For good. We're done trying." She said as more of a statement than a question, as if she were giving the answer, not asking the question.

"Yes, Addison, this is over. But I think we've been fooling ourselves, we've been over for a lot longer." Derek said while he stared at the ground. His beeper went off again and he got up and slipped past Addison out the door, but she grabbed his arm gently before he got away.

"The papers will be on the table at home. I'll move my stuff out as soon as I can."

Derek just looked at her very sadly and walked away. This was going to be harder than he thought, but it had to happen. He was tired of settling because it was comfortable for him. That was the ultimate reason why he had gone back to her, comfort. She was simple, easy, but he realized that comfort alone was not enough. He needed her. Meredith. That was the difference. It had been all along. He had never NEEDED Addison, even in all the years they had been together, but he needed Meredith. She was his rock, he felt safe around her. She was his home.

Derek was walking down the hall, looking for Meredith everywhere when he turned and saw her standing next to the nurse's station. He stopped and leaned against the wall and watched her as she concentrated on the chart in front of her. He loved when she got all serious about work because her forehead would crinkle up into a few cute little wrinkles. He smiled, to no one in particular, as he stared at her and then he glanced over and saw all the nurses staring at him and whispering. He pushed himself off the wall and quietly snuck over to where Meredith was. He leaned on the counter and then leaned his face in as close to her as he could. It startled her at first then she realized who it was. She stared back at him into his eyes just like he was looking at her. She didn't say anything, she just looked at him. Derek moved a little closer, looked at her lips and then back up into her blue-gray eyes. As she smiled at him, Derek pulled her face towards his while entangling his hands in her hair and kissed her. It was soft at first, then she opened her mouth and let his tongue explore as she did the same to him.

Meredith was the one to stop the kiss. She put her hands on his chest and pushed him away. He looked at her, his eyes showing a little bit of sadness. She looked over and saw 5 nurses staring. She quickly turned away from them, grabbed Derek's hand and drug him down the hall into an on-call room.

They didn't say a word as they locked the door and frantically began to undress each other. Hands roaming all over each other's bodies and falling onto the bed. Meredith moved her way down Derek's body with kisses and he moaned as she took him in her mouth and then slowly traveled back up his body to straddle him. He rolled them over and kissed Meredith deeply before sliding into her.

Her moans were subsided with little bites on his shoulders. Derek slowed down, not wanting to finish before she did and watched her as she bit her lip and wrapped her legs around his waist. She lost it when she felt him go even deeper inside and watching her finish triggered him to do the same. He laid on top of her not wanting to lose this intimacy. She kissed his shoulder and neck while she played with his hair.

"I love you," Derek said kissing her collar bone.

"I love you too…."

Well, hoped you guys enjoyed it. More coming soon…I promise! And thanks for all the great reviews. I really appreciate them. Keep 'em comin! -Jersey