Shimazaki loved the sound of breaking glass.
It was like the twinkling of a thousand tiny bells but…crisper? If a sound could be crisp. He'd heard that before, sounds being called crisp, even though crisp was a better word for chips…like really stiff chops. Not like when you covered them in shredded cheese and microwaved them for an hour. Like really good chips right out of the packet….and like…the kind with oil and vinegar. Yeah…vinegar chips were good chips…but also the ones with cheese on them. The powdery cheese that got stuck to your fingers and then Toshi companied that the bed was orange even though you have no idea what orange even if. That was good chips…and also the kind with the pizza flavorings that didn't taste like pizza, more like vaguely Italian….flavors, but were still so fucking good….and also there were the plain ruffles…they were good too…and then with some of that cheese dip and a cold beer….
That was good shit….and this was good shit…it was all good shit really.
"You know something, Mob? Chips are good shit." Said Shimazaki as he passed Mob what was left of their joint. He made sure that it actually made contact with her hand before he let go. Last time he had jumped the gun and they had almost lost valuable smokables. It was windy as hell up here. Shimazaki had forgotten how windy it got when you were this high up. It had been a few years since he'd sat up here let alone had company.
"They…they are….but wait. What kind do you mean? Because I like the plain kind and Sho…well he likes to dip the cheese ones in ranch….and I don't like that. Mukai likes…well she likes everything…but not ruffles. She doesn't like those." Said Mob as she took the joint from Shimazaki. She squeezed her beer between her knees so it wouldn't tip over the edge. They were up high now. They were sitting on the edge of a tall building. Shimazaki said that he used to come here a lot to think when he was a kid.
Sho would have liked it up here.
But then that would have meant that Sho would have been doing what she was doing now. Sho…he did not need to do this. Once you started it was very hard to stop, Minegishi had been right about that, and Mob only did this to control her powers better….well that was how it had started off at first. This was just…fun. The warm feeling in her chest, the swimming feeling in her head, the way her toes rubbed against the strappy parts of her sandals…even the way the wind hit her stomach. This was just so….nice. She could see why Shimazaki came up here…and she knew that Sho would have liked this too. Sitting up high, high enough that you felt like you were on top of the world, while you were on top of the world…and with the boy that he was in love with too….Sho would have loved it.
She knew that she would have loved it if she had ever done something like this with Hatori…but minus the crop top. She didn't think that she would have been able to survive if Hatori saw her in a crop top.
"Mukai has shit taste like your brother." Said Shimazaki before he took the last swig of his beer. This tasted like piss, well very close to it, but it was beer and it was there and he didn't entirely trust himself to go on another beer run. Nope. Way too high up. He…may have been going a little too hard earlier…hence why he had switched to beer. Too many cocktails…but that was Mob's fault. She loved cocktails and he loved taking her out so…yeah. It was her fault that he was in this state, it was her fault that they only had shitty piss beer, and it was her fault that the people in the alley below them were about to get hit.
Look out below.
He dropped his bottle. He let his perceptions follow it. Down, down, down it went until he ruined what had looked to have been a lukewarm blowjob at best. Really he was doing that guy a favor. If he wanted skill, real skill, then Shimazaki could have pointed him over to the blowjob bar three blocks over…but Shimazaki was not in the mood to be giving directions to complete strangers. He didn't even think that he could. He remembered that it had been three blocks to the left…or the right….if it was still there. He didn't know. It had been about…he was thirty one now…fifteen? Sixteen? About that many years since he'd had to pay for it.
Paying for it was for losers…and so was getting in the way of his wanton littering.
"Mukai and Sho have good taste…and please stop doing that." Said Mob as she caught a bottle that Shimazaki dropped on accident. She was…maybe…a little too…everything. She had only noticed it before it could hit the ground. She caught it with her powers and put it in the dumpster where it belonged. She knew that glass went into recycling but she couldn't see, from up here, which bin was for recycling. It was really dark out.
But that was just because it was really late.
She maybe should have been home a while ago….but she didn't want to go home. She was having fun and…and she knew what she was doing. Tsuchiya had said that someone her age shouldn't have been doing the things that she had been doing. That she didn't know what she was getting into. That she was too little to know the path that she was on and that one day she would wake up as an adult and feel sad about this part of her life.
She was never going to feel bad about this part of her life…but she was going to feel bad if she let Shimazaki drop empty bottles onto people.
"Stop doing what?" asked Shimazaki as he took the joint back. He could feel Mob shaking her head. She reached over with her powers and opened herself up another beer. He reached over and pulled it out of the air before it got to her. He needed it more than she did since he was older and lost liquids faster and he was the one who had gotten the beer so….yeah. All the beer in the world was his!
"Stop dropping bottles on people and stop saying that Sho and Mukai have bad taste…and stop taking my beers too. I know what I'm doing." Said Mob as she got another one with her powers. That time he raised his hands high in the air so she knew that he wasn't going to steal from her. She put a barrier around them as the wind picked up. They didn't need to lose another joint. She didn't fully trust her powers right now.
She had maybe, just maybe, had a little too much to drink earlier.
She just….liked the colorful stuff that Shimazaki got her. They had been in a different place, one with really bright lights and nice music. She still wasn't allowed out of the booth, though, because she looked too young…even though he had no idea what she looked like. She was even dressed like Minori. She had on a crop top and shorts and so had all the other girls, well the ones who weren't in dresses and skirts, and she hadn't even looked much younger than them…..but Shimazaki was the one who took her places so he was the boss…
But that didn't mean he got to say mean things and drop beer bottles on people and steal beers from her.
"Come on, you know your brother has weird taste when it comes to food and you know that he gets it from your dad and you know your sister also came from your dad so…it's…genetic….I guess. I don't know how it works. You're not weird when it comes to food…but you're weird for a Suzuki….and I will do whatever I so choose with my bottles. If I have to steal them from you then I will….and it was not stealing since I'm the one who went on the beer run." Said Shimazaki
"I would have gone if I could have….and I maybe could have. I don't think that I'm too little for…stuff like that. I know what I'm doing." Said Mob
"You sure? Because from what I can see of you, hold your jokes, you look like your age and my knowledge of stores that don't card might be a little out of date. It's been a while since I've been back here." Said Shimazaki
"Wait…is this one of those places where if people know that you're here?" asked Mob. She looked around. She couldn't sense any espers, any that were close, but normal people….well there were plenty of normal people around. Not any up on the building where she and Shimazaki were but plenty down in the alley and on the street. It was the part of the city that didn't sleep, Shimazaki had said, and if it didn't sleep then that meant that people who wanted to hurt Shimazaki could have been around.
She put up a barrier just to be safe.
"Mob, I love you and I love your devotion to keeping me alive and shit, but drop the fucking barrier. I can't feel the wind anymore and that's like a whole third of why I like it up here." Said Shimazaki
"Um…but what about people who want to hurt you? You said that we have to be careful whenever we're in Tokyo and….and we're in Tokyo right now." Said Mob as she let her barrier drop…even though she couldn't sense normal people and something terrible could have happened to Shimazaki. She didn't know what she would have done without him, he was one of her best and oldest friends, and also if something happened to him then she knew that Sho's heart would have shattered into a million little pieces…and so would Minegishi's….and she couldn't let that happen!
"If they could have done anything to hurt me then they would have done it already. Besides, they already tried to kill me and how well do you think that worked out?" asked Shimazaki as he took another swig of warm beer…the warmth made it even more piss like…and next time he was stealing he was going to steal from the cold section.
"Not very well, I think, since you're alive…and I'm so glad that you're alive. If you had been killed then I never would have met you…and then we never would have been friends….and I think that my life would have been worse if we had never been friends." Said Mob. She was talking in circles…but she couldn't think right now. She just…she knew that if he had died then…then it would have been so sad! For her and Sho and Minegishi…and then that meant that she would have been extra sad since her best friend and her brother would have been sad…and she needed to stop thinking about herself…and she needed to start making more sense. She had been dumb, there, and she hadn't made any sense. That was why Shimazaki was staring at her now. He was staring at her and he was letting beer drip down the front of his shirt…she took the can away with her powers. He was making a mess.
"Thanks…and don't steal my beer." Said Shimazaki. Well fuck him…that had been…wow. That was like….really wow. She…why was she this nice? How could someone that had Suzuki's blood running through her veins have been so impossibly nice? She was like Toshi…sort of. Toshi was nice in their own way and Mob was nice in her own way too.
She was like…younger…happier…Toshi. Yeah, that was it. She was younger and happier Toshi.
"I had to, you were making a mess…but here. You can have it back…and can I have the rest of that joint?" asked Mob as she passed him back his beer with her powers. He took it and handed her…a roach. That was what it was called when it was down to the very end.
"Sorry. I think I finished that on accident." Said Shimazaki
"How do you finish something on accident?" asked Mob
"Because I wasn't paying attention to what I was doing? What do you want from me? We've been going all night." Said Shimazaki
"It's ok, I have some in my bag. I think that either dad or Fukuda was stealing from me….probably Fukuda. Dad knows that I would always share with him…even if he does get weird when we smoke together…but I would have forgiven him anyway if he stole from me….it's not the worst thing that he's done." Said Mob as she went into her Elsa bag and got out her cigarette case. It also held joints but not blunts because those were too big. She wished that the worst of her problems was not being able to fit blunts in her cigarette case…or someone stealing from her…or dad being weird….but now she had bigger problems….really big ones…
She lit the joint, inhaled, and passed it to Shimazaki.
She held it out to him but he didn't take it. He was just sort of sitting there…she put it in his hand. She took his hand in hers and made sure that he was holding onto the joint before she let go. As she pulled away he gave her hand a squeeze. He must have been having trouble seeing. He said that his powers got weird like that sometimes and that it scared him…and she didn't want him to be scared.
She held his hand right back.
"Mob…why the hell are you so nice? You're like the nicest person that I've ever met…next to Toshi." Said Shimazaki as he let go of Mob's hand. He watched the path it took back to her side. She picked up her beer and took a swig, a long one, like he'd taught her.
"I'm just…nice….I guess." Said Mob
"How you came from your dad I will never know. Just 'nice' you guess. You were probably born under a good star or switched at birth or not even a Suzuki or…something." Said Shimazaki
"No, I'm a Suzuki….I just…take after mom, I guess. She was nice…well before she left she was nice…" said Mob
"Yeah, moms are usually like that…my mom was nice as hell. She used to come and see me even on days when dad was home. She'd wait until he was busy or sleeping and then she'd creep into my room, like if I was asleep and shit, and then she'd rub my back and sing to me…especially if dad had been pissed that day. Hey Ryou….don't be afraid…sing a sad song….and make it better….shit like that. She'd bring me food, too, and re-up me on snacks….emptied my piss bucket too when she could." Said Shimazaki. Mom….he really should have visited her…but she had passed on almost immediately. The only thing he was visiting was bones in the ground….but they were mom's bones…he didn't fucking know. He tilted his head back and downed the rest of his beer…
He should have gotten something stronger.
"Um…it sounds like she really loved you….and it makes you sad to talk about her…" said Mob. What she wanted to do was tell him that his mom must not have been as nice as he remembered her since she left him to be locked in a room without food or…or a place to pee that wasn't a bucket. Dad….he had hit her and Sho and he called Mukai a mistake…but he had never made them use a bucket instead of the bathroom. She wasn't going to tell Shimazaki all of that, though, because she didn't want to make him sad. They were out here to be happy…so that was what they were going to be…happy. They were going to be happy and they were going to have fun and she was going to make sure of it.
She, also, was going to make sure that he didn't drop that bottle over the side of the building.
"Yeah….I did. Moms….to moms." Said Shimazaki as he held up his empty beer bottle. You could toast with an empty bottle…right? Maybe he should have gotten a new one…how many had they had? And how many came in a case? Mom would have known, she knew everything, but she wasn't there…and he didn't feel like counting…and Mob was shit at math….but she was nice as fuck…
She was even getting him a new beer.
"Here….and give me the empty one. You might accidentally drop it and I don't want anyone to get hurt…and also littering is wrong." Said Mob as she took the empty bottle from Shimazaki. She had almost managed to get it away from him before he reached over and snatched it back.
"There's no accidentally about it. I want to toss it over the side. It's fun." Said Shimazaki with a shrug.
"Fun? How can that be fun?" asked Mob. Shimazaki was so weird sometimes…maybe that was because he was a boy. Sho was weird like that too, he liked breaking things, so maybe this was just something that came with being a boy. She wondered if dad liked to break things too…not that she was ever going to ask him.
"I like the sound of breaking glass and I like watching it hit the ground. It's fun." Said Shimazaki with a shrug. Sho would have gotten it. Sho loved to break shit…but he and Mob were very different people. He was a lot more kid-like than Mob was…well he was younger….but Mob was sort of like a short adult who smelled like strawberry milk and watched the same Disney movie over and over again day in and day out. She had perfect tits, though, nearly perfect from what he could sense of her. Not Toshi levels of perfect, of course, but Toshi was Toshi and no one would ever be their equal in his eyes….heh….a lot of heh…and then ha.
"Um…that's….not fun…or funny….why are you laughing?" asked Mob. Shimazaki was laughing now…and she could feel herself smiling…but laughing was supposed to only happen when something funny happened and…and maybe it was a reflex like yawning was…or maybe they were both just really stoned…liked stones….ok, now she was laughing a little.
"Nothing…nothing. I was just thinking that I don't have eyes." Said Shimazaki. Mob suddenly stopped laughing…and now he could feel it. Her full aural attention. She was like the annoying 'hey, listen!' from that character in the game Serizawa insisted on playing at full volume at all hours of the afternoon like he didn't even realize the simple fact that people were trying to sleep!
"But that's…not funny. Actually it makes me a little sad to think about how…how you don't know what color is…or what Minegishi looks like…" said Mob. She didn't want to be blind. She didn't want to be selfish and mean but also she didn't want to be blind. She like being able to see colors and do phone stuff and take pictures and do makeup and just….all the things that she could do with eyes…and she knew that she was being mean….
She handed him back the empty bottle. She owed him for being so mean to him…even if it had been in her own head.
"Don't cry for me, I'm already dead." Said Shimazaki. He could feel her staring at him…what? He was too funny! She just…had her dad's sense of humor….or some shit like that.
"….what?" asked Mob
"I'm kidding, I'm alive…but don't cry for me. I get by and, honestly, I have no idea what I'm missing so I can't really miss it. I get by. I know where things are and I can sense things in 360, which is more than you sighted people can…and for your information I know what Toshi looks like. Toshi is the prettiest, most perfect, person in the world…well to me…and to the rest of the world too! Toshi is just…Toshi." Said Shimazaki
"That's beautiful…" said Mob. She almost wiped her eyes before she remembered that she would just end up messing up her eye makeup. She just…that was so beautiful. Love was so beautiful. She wondered if anybody would ever feel that way about her…she wondered if Teru ever felt things like that…or thought things like that…or just…she wondered if he ever thought about her. Minegishi was lucky, they had someone who thought that they were perfect and loved them, maybe even two people…she didn't know if Matsuo loved them…and Minegishi didn't like to talk about that…but it would have been nice to have had it explained to her since it was super complicated….
"Toshi's beautiful. Like…their skin is so soft and their hair is so…not soft but like…Toshi…and they have this dip in the waist that's just…I love it…and their eyes are so…cute…and their whole face is cute really…even how they don't have any eyebrows…actually I like that too….they're perfect. They're perfect and their skin is perfect and their hair is perfect and their face is perfect and their tits are perfect. Kind of likes yours but more perfect….but yours are nice too, don't you get me wrong-" said Shimazaki. The ever present wind was gone, a barrier was up, and Mob's aura was shouting…and now she was shouting…and she was covering her chest too….what? He was simply stating a fact. She had near perfect tits….and it wasn't creepy for him to think that because she actually had them, first of all, and she wasn't ten anymore, second of all, and it wasn't like he had told her that he wanted to do anything about it, third of all.
She was still on the low end of young for him.
She was nice and she was pretty but she was still too young for him to do anything about it. Maybe in a year or two. If she didn't ask anything of him first, of course, since he was a good friend…or maybe not. He'd have to see how Toshi felt about it. Unlike them he wasn't about to go and bring new people into the relationship without asking….not that he wanted anything to do with Matsuo….but if he was going to start something with someone else, he knew Mob and she was not a just sex sort of person, then of course he was going to tell Toshi.
It was just a common courtesy.
"Shimazaki! What the f-word!" said Mob as she crossed her arms over her chest. She wished that she had been wearing a normal shirt. She wished that she had been wearing her big sweater. She wished that she had been wearing all the clothes in the whole world! Was there a clothing store opened this late? There had to have been….she just…she needed more clothes!
Right now!
"What? You have near perfect tits." Said Shimazaki. What was with her? It was a compliment. He knew that if he had been in her uncomfortable looking shoes he would have been happy to have had someone tell him that he had perfect tits. He knew that he was good looking and it always felt nice when people complimented him.
"Shimazaki….don't….just….don't look at me like that!" said Mob. It was bad enough that Fukuda looked at her like that and thought about her…like that. Shimazaki…that was worse! He was in love with Minegishi and Minegishi was in love with him and…and Sho loved Shimazaki too and…and he was one of her oldest friends and…and he…why did he have to think about her BREASTS!?
…but he at least thought that they were nice….
"I'm blind! You were just saying how sorry you felt for me because I'm blind!" laughed Shimazaki. She was so…cute…when she got like this. Flustered Mob was cute Mob.
"I…I….you know what I mean! Don't look at my…don't look at me like that….you love Minegishi! Look at them like that!" said Mob as she drew her knees up to her chest…and knocked her beer over. It rolled over and fell off the side of the building…where it shattered…and also left a gross wet spot….and now her shorts were wet. The only thing worse than pants was shorts and the only thing worse than shorts was wet shorts….and the only thing worse than sitting on top of a building in wet shorts was sitting on top of a building in wet shorts while your friend, one of your best friends, talked about how nice your breasts were….
….but he…well he thought that they were nice….
That was….well Fukuda had said something really mean about Minegishi's…and Mob's were about the same size…not that she spent a lot of time looking at Minegishi's breasts because that would have been mean and also they were really baggy shirts. Still, though, she had thought…well that they weren't nice…and knowing that not only was Fukuda thinking about them but he was being mean in his head…it had been…not good…but Shimazaki…well he loved Minegishi and he thought that their breasts were nice…and he liked Mob's and…and she was. She was glad that Shimazaki couldn't see colors because she was very red and…and she didn't know if this was good or bad or a mixture of both….
But she did know that he was getting closer.
She froze. He was scooting over towards him…and what sounded like a full bottle of beer fell over the side of the building….and she just…she couldn't unfreeze. He was close to her…close enough that she could smell their joint and the beer that he'd spilled on himself and his cologne…his cologne was really nice…and…and now he was taking off his coat and…and she wanted him to put it back on. She wanted him to put it back on and…and she wanted….she wanted him to go back to his side of the roof but….but he was close and…and he smelled good…and he had really nice arms and a chest and….and now…now he was putting his coat around her shoulders…
She wondered if anyone had ever died of blushing….and she wondered why she was blushing so much in the first place!
She had been blushing, before, because he had said that not only could he see her breasts but he thought that they were nice, too. Now she was covered and…well he could see them…right? She didn't know…and she didn't want to ask. She pulled his coat close around herself even though it was hot out. It smelled good…like him…and that was just…she didn't know what this was. Not love, thankfully, but something that made if feel like she was full of…carbonated milk…or something like that.
She zipped his coat up.
"Sorry, Mob, I didn't mean anything by that so just….stop feeling the way you're feeling, ok? I am not sober enough to deal with you when you're sad…and even if I was then I wouldn't want to deal with you being sad anyway. I can't stand sad people. They're boring." Said Shimazaki. Well he had really fucked up there, hadn't he? Damn….Mob had been so fun…but they could get back to it…maybe. He didn't know. They were out of beer and their joint had blown away.
Fuck this night…and fuck him for being stupid too.
"….I'm not sad…just…please don't look at me like that. I don't…I mean….Sho loves you and Minegishi loves you and-" said Mob
"Hey, hey, I never said that I was in love with you. I just said that I thought that your tits were nice. Don't take it that way. I think that a lot of people's tits are nice. Tits come into my perceptions and, yeah. Most of them are pretty fucking nice. Yours just happen to be damn near perfection." Said Shimazaki
"Um….ok…if you can't help but notice….my friend Minori says that boys can't help it…" said Mob. Well that…if he couldn't help it then he couldn't help it….and at least he was being nice about it…and at least she hadn't known him since she had been a baby…and also at least he wasn't Fukuda. The thought of Fukuda looking at her like that made her want to lean over the side of the building and throw up…or maybe that was just all the drinking…or maybe a combination of both. She didn't know…she didn't want to think about this anymore.
"I won't talk about it, though, if it pisses you off. The last thing that anyone needs to do is piss you off." Said Shimazaki
"Um…it doesn't…make me mad either. I just…it feels weird to me, knowing that you think about me like that…and….um…but thank you for being nice. Fukuda's not that nice." Said Mob
"….Fukuda's been talking shit about people's tits again?" asked Shimazaki. He had thought that Fukuda had been banished…but banished didn't mean dead…well now he was a dead man. Talking about Toshi's tits…and now Mob's….hell no. Shimazaki hadn't dropped him from high enough…well next time…and there would be a next time…or maybe he would just hold him under the water and let the ocean take his spirit…or maybe soak him in meat juice and leave him at the attack dog school…or maybe just boil him in oil and serve him to school children….the options were endless….
"Um…not that I know of. I was just…thinking…that if he felt that way about Minegishi's then…then he would feel the same about mine and…and thanks for being nice to me and…and…um…do you want to talk about something else? Let's talk about something else…like littering. Why do you like to litter? What about breaking glass is nice to you? Is it a boy thing or a 'you' thing? Um…how did it…how did you figure this out about yourself?" asked Mob
"Smooth you are not…but, yeah, I like the sound of breaking glass because it's…crisp? Like chips….maybe like the crunch of them. The same kind of feeling, you know? I used to break a lot of bottles when I was a kid…like with my friends when I finally made some and on my own too. I used to come up here and toss bottles over the side just for the hell of it. Well that and I like to drop them on people. Freaks them out." Said Shimazaki
"Ok…but….why do you want to freak people out? That's mean. They're just down their minding their own business." Said Mob. Maybe Shimazaki had said all of that to her just to freak her out….that made sense. That made a lot of sense. She put her knees down and unzipped his jacket. That…made a whole lot more sense than…him thinking that her breasts were perfect.
They weren't…they really weren't…and that was why he had said that…to mess with her.
"Well they shouldn't be doing their business out in public like that if they didn't want me to drop bottles onto them." Said Shimazaki. He could sense Mob doing that face scrunch thing she did something. She was so fucking cute.
"They're….peeing…down there? In the alley? Like you tried to make me do when we were on coke?" asked Mob. Yuck. All the yuck. The world's entire supply of yuck. People were so gross sometimes…no….just boys. They had the freedom to pee wherever they wanted to…but maybe they shouldn't have used that freedom…when she ran the world, well when dad did, she would make him make a rule saying that everyone had to use the bathroom in the bathroom….if she and dad were back on speaking terms by the time he took over the world.
"Sometimes people go down there to piss but that alley is mostly for blowjobs." Said Shimazaki. Huh. So it was too dark for normal people to see what was going on…good to know if he ever wanted to kill someone in a blowjob alley.
"What?" asked Mob. She wracked her brain….she had heard that word before…but she had no idea what it meant.
"Yeah, I know, right? There's a pretty good blowjob bar like three blocks away…at least I think that it's still there. I haven't had to pay for it since I was about your age…little older." Said Shimazaki
"Pay for what? I don't get it." Said Mob
"Don't get what?" asked Shimazaki
"What's a blowjob, why does it cost money, and why are people doing it in the gross alley where people go to pee?" asked Mob. What she really wanted to know was why boys felt the need to pee everywhere just because they had the freedom to do…but that was not the thing to talk about. They had just been taking about breasts and that was enough embarrassing talk for one day.
"Mob, can I ask you something?" asked Shimazaki
"What?" asked Mob. She knew that nothing good ever came from someone asking if they could ask you something….and also asking someone if they could ask you something was already asking them something. Still. She would let him….but judging by how his aura looked…maybe that had been something of a mistake.
"You sure you're twelve?" asked Shimazaki with a laugh. Really? How did she not know? She was lucky enough to live in an age where any kind of depravity was a click away, the one thing he didn't like about being blind…the lack of good internet porn, and she had never even thought to google the most basic of terms? Mob was too pure for the sinful earth.
"Yes, I know what age I am." Said Mob
"How do you not know then? I thought that the internet was full of this kind of filth? Like, you've never googled it? You never thought to look up-" said Shimazaki
"Is this something that I'm not supposed to know about? Like a…naked people…thing? Because I don't look that stuff up…it's gross….and embarrassing." Said Mob. She sometimes read the manga that Minegishi kept under their bed…but he didn't need to know about that…just like she got the feeling that she didn't need to know about what she had asked about.
"You don't have to be naked to get your dick sucked. Actually most pinsaros frown upon it. Something about the weird prostitution laws." Said Shimazaki. If he had to put a word to the sound that Mob's aura was making now he would have put the word shocked to it…or maybe even appalled….she was so fucking adorable sometimes!
"Shimazaki….that's gross….and wrong and…and…and people DO that!?" asked Mob. Nope. Nope. Nope. She was never doing that. If that was the sort of thing that boys expected her to do then…then she was going to be single for the rest of her life. Yeah…she could raise Sho's kids for him…and she could get a couple dozen cats like the lady on the animal channel had…and she could just…never look at or talk to a single boy again for the rest of her life….
Why did they have to be so gross!?
Boys were just…why she did LIKE them!? What did she SEE in them?! Boys were disgusting! They thought about….about…things like that! And they expected things like that…and out in public too! Well she had done things in public and…and she was glad that she left when she did. Teru…had wanted her to do…THAT to him?! Touching….she could understand touching. He had touched her breasts, boys liked those for some reason, and he had tried to put his hand up her skirt and….and she could understand that too. It got kind of gross there…especially towards the….middle and end and beginning too….but it felt good so she could understand that but….but the terrible thing that Shimazaki had just talked about….that was just…no way! She was never doing that and if it was a normal part of a relationship then…wait…it was a normal part of a relationship…that meant that Minegishi had…and also that her PARENTS had….
Mob took another joint out of her bag, lit it, and started smoking. This was bad for your memory and stuff, she had heard, and she hoped that she smoked hard enough that she gave herself the worst case of amnesia that anyone had ever seen.
"Yeah, most people are into it. Giving and receiving." Said Shimazaki. Yup. Mob was still way too young for him. He had nothing against virgins but he did like virgins that had some idea of what they were doing. Otherwise he was just doing all the work while someone blushed and giggled….and then clung to him…and assumed that they were getting married….and then when he took the time out of his busy life to tell her that sometimes sex was just sex she went and told her father and then suddenly Shimazaki found himself with ten separate hits out on him and no choice but to come and work for whatever this shit show was.
"Receiving? So boys do this…to other boys?" asked Mob. She…maybe needed to stop asking questions but…but none of this made any sense and she just needed it to make some sense….any sense at all….even though she didn't want to think about this…but she wanted to know….and she couldn't ask google because not only would she have to see pictures of naked people but also all of that would be in her search history and Hatori went through people's search histories for fun…and published what he found for fun…and…and then everyone would know that she had looked that up! Including her DAD!
Nope. Not happening.
"Yeah, if they are so inclined. Guys and guys, guys and girls, girls and girls. There's a whole world out there just waiting for you." Said Shimazaki. Mob was still freaking out. How could one person be so squeamish? When he'd been her age….well he was himself….when Toshi had been her age…well Toshi had their own issues with that…still. If this was what shocked her then please, for the love of God, nobody explain the weird shit to her!
"People do that to…girls? But girls don't….I just….I don't think that I want a boyfriend if I have to do things like that…or have things like that done to me. I think that I'm just going to adopt a bunch of cats and become a crazy cat lady…that sounds pretty good...yeah…" said Mob
"It's not a 'have to' thing. If you're not into it then you're not into it and nobody can ever make you do anything that you don't want to do. Some guy wants to eat you out and you don't want him to then tell him to fuck off….and if some guy shoves his dick in your mouth and tells you to suck it then you bite it off. Try to get your eye teeth in there, too, really hook onto it…actually try and bite the balls if you can. The skin is actually really thin there so you could probably tear it open if you got it at the right angle." Said Shimazaki
"…..what…." said Mob. This was…she needed to sit down…well she was sitting down…then in that case she needed to lay down. She needed to lay down and…and drink….but not drink laying down because she could choke….and she needed to smoke too….but not smoke laying down because she could choke and…
And her joint was down to a roach now…huh…new record….
"I know you don't like violence but you need to fuck someone up if they try to shove their dick down your throat. God gave you sharp teeth so use them…or just use your powers….or tell me. Yeah. If there's some guy trying to make you suck his dick, and you make it perfectly clear that dick sucking is not on the menu, then just call me and I'll make sure that nobody ever has to suck his dick again…or call your dad. Yeah, I can't see Suzuki being ok with some guy trying to force his precious little girl to suck his veiny, disease ridden, probably cheese filled-" said Shimazaki
"Shimazaki….please…stop saying….things…." said Mob
"What? Come on, this is important to know. If I don't tell you this then you're going to end up sucking a lot of dick that you don't want to suck. I know you. You're nice, actually too nice, and not every guy respects the word 'no' and 'fuck off' and 'get off of me' like I do….always respect that, by the way. That goes both ways. Don't, like, sit on a guy and make him eat you….unless he's into that sort of thing. Be careful when you do that, though, because it's hard to breathe under there. The last thing you want while someone is eating you is for them to die. People piss and shit themselves when they die, you know, and nobody wants to deal with that while they're in the middle of being eaten. At least I don't think so. I'm not a girl and I don't feel like getting a sex change operation. I mean if there was some way for it to be in and out, you know, just to know what it feels like to be eaten out then sign me up but otherwise-wat's wrong? Your aura is all…like this." said Shimazaki. He held his hands out in front of himself in what he hoped was a decent approximation of her aural output.
"Shimazaki….Ryou….you…um…" said Mob. That was….she remembered….things that had happened…and been said….and….and she just…Hatori had said that to Minegishi and….and Mob…she needed another joint….all the joints in the world…..
"What's up?" asked Shimazaki
"Do you remember when Hatori….when he said…..what he said…to Minegishi….at the party?" asked Mob. She dropped her cigarette case….it didn't go over the edge of the building…but she wished that it had. Then she could have gone down to get it…and she could have hit her head on the wall until she gave herself amnesia…since the smoking wasn't helping at all.
"Oh, that? Yeah, he totally wants to feast upon the bounty that is Toshi…but not in a cannibal way. God, that was too funny. When you said…and then your DAD?! God…we need to start a podcast or something. We're comedy gold….or at least silver…platinum? Which is more valuable?" asked Shimazaki
"I…I don't know….um…can we go? Away? Somewhere? I just….I want to drink and…and I want to forget...stuff…" said Mob. Maybe if she went somewhere else then….then her memories would stay here…or something. Probably not. Her memories were in her brain and wherever she went her brain would follow….so maybe she could drown it or smoke it or….or whatever Shimazaki had to make her feel better!
"Your wish is my command….whatever that wish may be. I am at your service, my lady, now lets get fucked up. I'm not going home until at least six in the morning." Said Shimazaki. He took the last of the bottles and tossed them over the side. No more illicit public blowjobs, just someone trying to get through another night, but they still freaked out just the same. God, he loved the sound of breaking glass….but not nearly as much as he loved Mob. There was so much cuteness and innocence to her, niceness too, she didn't even say anything about all the littering. Heh. Maybe he was starting to corrupt her…though they had been getting fucked up on a rooftop at something in the a.m. together…so maybe she was on her way there already.
Good. She was going to be so much fun when she grew up…and she was already so much fun now! Still, though, he couldn't wait until she grew up…or at least stopped being twelve.