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Fresh Deadly Roses

Chapter 2:Emotion Sickness

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Kagome and Sango returned to the hut an hour later, feeling relaxed and clean. The walk back was conversational, a few laughs echoing into the oncoming darkness. Kagome moaned happily and looked up at the stars twinkling in the velvet sky.

It had been a while, she admitted, since she was able to relax like that. Ever since Sango and Miroku left those few days up to the second before their return, her heart had a faster pace than normal and her anxiety had risen. Worrying about InuYasha had been somewhat of a grievous task, and she was beginning to wear down. The hot spring had been a perfect get-away for her.

She was unpleasantly brought back into reality when Sango placed a hand on her shoulder.

"Kagome? Are you sure you're okay? I know InuYasha can be a bit daft at times and he is rather rude and boisterous–"

"I'm fine, Sango, really. If there was something terribly wrong, I would let you know. Besides, I actually feel better after that nice, hot bath," She said, easing Sango's grip on her shoulder.

"Okay. But just know that you can tell me anything Kagome," Sango replied with a smile, comforting Kagome.

"Thank you, Sango." Those words meant more to Kagome than Sango realized, but she just continued at her pace with a small smile.

The hut was now in sight, a faint light streaming from the window. Deep down Kagome hoped that InuYasha had reasoned with himself; that what he had been doing was rather rash and that he should stay in the hut one night, just to ease her new found anxiety. She knew that being the stubborn big-head he was he probably would not sleep there, just to spite her.

After a few more steps they reached the rear of the hut where the light had been shining through. Inside Miroku and Shippo were leaning against the far wall, gazing into the fire. A wave of fear washed over Kagome as she noticed that the dog-eared hanyou was no where in sight.

He might be against the back wall, She thought, giving herself a reason not to panic. Reaching the front door, Sango stopped her.

Kagome turned to look at her friend, whose eyes shifted between Kagome and the background behind her. Sango's eyes turned towards the ground, which suddenly became very interesting. Irritated, Kagome turned her back to Sango.

"If it's anything about InuYasha, I really don't want to hear it right now."

"I know Kagome."

She turned back around to see Sango was now looking back at her, and fear was replacing the shyness that had once before been there. Sitting down on the steps of the hut, she motioned for Sango to take a seat with her. Kagome placed her backpack by her side.

"I'm worried, Kagome. Something is going on, but I'm not sure what. InuYasha has been acting awfully strange," Sango caught Kagome's flinch, but continued, "and the villagers were being very pussyfoot around us. It was as if they wanted to avoid something. Like if they said they had seen Naraku or any sort of his whereabouts, they would have been struck down dead,"

Kagome fixated her eyes on her hands, which were neatly placed in her lap. She dared not look up, for she did not have anything to say that would be of aid to the problem. Feeling at a loss, she put one hand under her chin and sighed.

I have sighed more in the past few days than I have in my lifetime, Kagome thought passingly until Sango spoke again.

"We should follow InuYasha, Kagome. Whether you think it be a good idea or not,"

"Sango..."

She wanted to tell Sango what she felt, but doing so would mean revealing to her that she had fallen in love with him. Slowly but surely she, Kagome, had fallen in love with the egotistical maniac. Shaking her head, she looked in the opposite direction.

"Never mind. It's not important."

Sango looked at her momentarily before shifting on the steps.

"It's because of Kikyo, isn't it?"

Kagome stopped breathing briefly. Was it because of Kikyo? Or was it because of InuYasha? In her head the thoughts were clouded and she could not think strait, nor find any voice to speak. Sango smiled faintly.

"Kagome, I know how you feel about Kikyo and InuYasha, probably more so than you think. I am pretty observant," Sango said.

Either she is observant or I'm just obvious. She muttered to herself. No matter how hard she tried, it was difficult for her to rid her emotions for InuYasha and covering up what she felt inside. Kikyo was dead, she knew, but she could not help but feeling jealous towards her. She had InuYasha in the palm of her hand, yet she felt no true emotion but pure hatred for any and all living things. Kagome remained still.

"No one else knows?" Kagome asked without hesitation. Sango shook her head. "If they did, I would beat them senseless."

Kagome smiled back. For the first time in several days she felt a warmth that she found quite enjoyable. It wasn't empty anymore now that she was able to share her secret with someone. It seemed easier, at least to her, to confide in Sango than in the young Shippo.

From behind, Kagome heard footsteps, but continued to stay seated. It was one of three people, and her thoughts raced as she pondered as to which of the three it could be. Sango tapped her on the shoulder.

"Kagome, let's go inside." Sango urged her with a nudge.

"Okay," Kagome said quietly. She stood up without so much as a glance to Sango or the person standing almost directly behind her. It was as though she could not even think without being interrupted, and it was beginning to agitate her. With a slight turn of her body she came mere inches from Miroku, a sorrowful look on his face.

"Kagome, come in. We need to talk." Miroku said rather curtly, and with a jingle of his staff he had entered the hut once again. Sango eyed her warily.

"What do you think it is?" Sango asked, taking another step up closer to the door, where the fire light flooded under the flap. It was now deathly silent, and Kagome could once again hear her heartbeat pounding in her chest.

"I-I'm not sure," Kagome replied, "but it did seem as though Miroku was concerned about something."

"I agree. Let us hope it is not as bad as we think."

Hundreds of images flashed through Kagome's mind as she entered the hut, the heat from the fire blasting her in the face. In that instant it all seemed to be a blur; like it would turn out to be just a complicated, drawn out dream. She sat down beside Sango absentmindedly, her nails digging into the palm of her hand. Miroku let out an elongated sigh.

"InuYasha has disappeared, yet again, it seems," Miroku said. He had spoken slowly enough for even the most dim-witted fool to comprehend what he had just said. Sadly for Kagome it had not even begun to sink in. It still felt like a dream.

"Again? It just makes no sense, his leaving now. We can wait until morning to search for Nar ––" Miroku cut Sango off with a slight hand motion.

"Honestly, Sango, I do not think he is scouting for Naraku."

For Kagome, those words were like a jolt of electricity throughout her entire body. Not scouting for Naraku? Then what could he be doing?...unless... Kagome stood up, her fists at her sides, face strait. She knew she had to find out what he had been up to the past few nights, even if it killed her. Not only out of curiosity, but anger and revenge. She wanted to catch him in the act of doing something, only to yell at him and relieve her stress. Miroku stood up after her, smacking his staff on the ground.

"Kagome, whatever you are planning to do, it must wait." Kagome could barely hear what Miroku was saying. The only sound in her head was the blood pumping wildly through her veins. She gripped the hem of her skirt so firm that if either Sango or Miroku tried to remove them, it might have torn a hole in her garments.

"I must do it, Miroku," At first her voice was calm. A nearly inaudible whisper. When she felt she could take it no longer, she shut her eyes and screamed, "I'm sick and tired of him wandering around for god knows what!"

Kagome did not want to explode on her friends, but it was all built up inside of her. She had to find a way to vent and let it all go. Sango pushed herself off of the floor and helped Kagome to sit back down. Kagome grunted with frustration.

"Kagome, we are too, but we have to think before we act," Miroku said, trying to stay calm for Kagome's sake. Remembering the times when Kagome made InuYasha 'sit', he decided it was best to remain lax. Kagome thought the opposite.

"HE never thinks before he acts! He just decides to go off on his own and make us all worry to death on whether he is okay or not! I mean, because of his stupidity, Koga, Koga's pack, and Kagura know about his transformation from hanyou to human on the new moon!"

An awkward silence fell among them. Shippo was hiding behind Miroku, tail shaking and eyes shut tight. Miroku had an unusually relaxed look on his face, even though her screaming would have frightened even the most powerful demon. Sango blinked once. Looking around and noticing how her friends reacted, she thought it best to avoid eye contact with them. She came to see the green of her uniform skirt.

Why did I do that? They are just looking out for my best interest...and InuYasha's. She remained quiet, hoping that Miroku or Sango would speak up.

When neither of them uttered a word, she sighed with defeat, knowing good and well this is what they wanted from her; they wanted her to push the anger and resentment she felt towards InuYasha away at the moment, and think about the situation that was now at hand. Giving up, she slumped her shoulders and came to Sango's eyes.

"I'm sorry, I should not have reacted that way," She whispered remorsefully, her fists still slightly clenched at her sides. The room was now at ease, and they could feel the tension filtering out the door. Shippo fell over stiff.

"It's okay Kagome. We all feel the same way, but we need to approach this carefully," Sango said. Miroku nodded in agreement.

"InuYasha is not a character to be messed with. Interrogate him too much and he may retaliate in a way we will regret."

Kagome agreed, though her insides were burning. InuYasha, the stubborn, egotistical, petty, argumentative, dim-witted, hard-headed...Realizing what she was thinking, Kagome took a relaxing, deep breath. She knew that if she allowed herself to become angry, it would just end in another outburst. She bit her lip and sat back on her heels, allowing them to begin their discussion on InuYasha's whereabouts.

"Personally," Sango stated, "I think that he is out there with Kikyo. On occasional nights with the villagers, I caught a slight glimpse of a blue aura in the farther regions of this forest. I have no doubts that she is somewhere nearby."

Kagome's stomach made flip-flops and knotted up so tight that she felt sick. In her mind, InuYasha going off with Kikyo at a time like this was not in anyone's best interest. Then again, there is never a good time to go anywhere with Kikyo. She thought, her muscles tensing up again.

Deep inside she wished that InuYasha returned his feelings for her, but ever since Kikyo had been revived, all he did was follow her around like a puppy. He defended her yes, but he also defended Kikyo, a dead woman who had no true feelings for him. She came out of thought and decided it best to return to their present conversation.

"...thus InuYasha has been oddly quiet when he returned from his outings." Miroku finished. Kagome had only caught the tail of his suspicions and observations, but she did not dare ask him to repeat it. What he had to say might upset her all over again. Even though I don't need anyone to do that, She thought.

Sango stood up abruptly, and grabbed her hiraikotsu as she did so. Miroku followed suit, staff firmly gripped in his right hand. Kagome, more confused than she had been before, stood up with them. She was unsure of what was going on, but made her way to get her bow. She stopped and glanced at the door.

"I sense the presence of a jewel shard,"

Miroku and Sango nodded and followed her eyes to the door of the hut, the presence of the shard growing nearer. It was coming up fast; Kagome knew who it was, and ran out of the door towards him.

"Koga!" She waved him down and he stopped in front of her with a skid in the dirt. He smirked playfully.

"Heya Kagome, glad to see you are safe and sound. Where is mutt-face? I woulda thought he would be out here trying to pick a fight with me again." Koga looked around with curiosity, his eyes set and ready for a good fight.

Kagome flinched at InuYasha's nickname. Not only because of how crude it was, but because it triggered her thoughts of the hanyou. She sighed and looked at him with a decrepit look on her face.

"He would have been out here, had he not been out in the forest..." She trailed off, trying to concentrate. Anger would not help, she knew that. He let his guard down, noticing the low tone that Kagome's voice carried. Koga took her hands in his, startling her. Her eyes remained fixated on the forest to her left.

"Kagome, don't worry about him. He may be a mutt, but he is strong. If he is the man he says he is, he'll be back." Koga said, his smirk still plastered on his face. Although I highly doubt that he's man enough, seeing as he's not here. He thought, not wanting to upset the forlorn Kagome that stood idly before him.

In her heart, Kagome shuddered. Koga said such sweet words, yet knew how much he despised InuYasha. She knew he was trying to console her, but it did not. Glancing back to the forest, then back at him, she smiled slightly.

"Thank you, Koga. I know you aren't fond of him, so it means a lot to hear you say that." She said, her eyes now downcast. His face burned a hot pink as he looked at her. Seeing Kagome in such a state made him hurt inside. He gave her hands a gentle squeeze and let go.

"I just hope he doesn't put you in harms way," He said, then added, "If you need me, gimme a whistle. Me and my clan aren't too far from here."

With a hesitant smile and a wink, he disappeared in a cloud of dust, the jewel shard aura dissipating rapidly. In a fluid motion, she found herself sitting in the dirt, her fingernails clawing at the ground, leaving grooves in the soft earth. Miroku and Sango approached her slowly.

"Kagome...?" Sango drawled out, waiting for Kagome to get up and storm away. When she did not make a move, Sango came up beside her and sat down.

"Koga..." Kagome started out, tears brimming her eyes.

How can Koga believe that he will come back? I know that he was just saying those things to comfort me, but...She trailed off mentally, leaving her thought unfinished. She did not know what to think, and her head was buzzing.

"What did he say, Kagome?" Miroku asked from a short distance away. Kagome turned and glanced at him, then back towards the looming trees.

"He said not to worry about him...he said if he is the man that he says he is, he will be back." Kagome quoted from what she had remembered. Most of her conversation with the wolf had been somewhat of a blur, but she did not want to worry Sango or Miroku.

"InuYasha may say that he is a man, and a man he may be. But he is a man that does not know which direction as to which he must go," Miroku stated, staring at the back of Kagome's head. She could feel his eyes watching her, but did not look back at him.

"What do you mean, Miroku?" Sango asked.

"I mean that InuYasha is very fickle. He does not know where to go. If you were to tell him that at the end of this road is Kagome, and at the end of this other road is Kikyo, do you honestly think that he will be able to choose?"

"You have a point. He did swear to Kikyo that he would follow her in death, but he also told Kagome that he would protect her."

Kagome listened intently to her friends. What they had said was true, but in her heart she had a sinking feeling that he would go to Kikyo before anyone else, and that cut her deep. She remembered the times that he had gone after Kikyo, leaving her behind not thinking of what may happen.

Stupid InuYasha, chasing a dead woman. I know he is to follow her to hell, as he promised, but why not stay with me before then? Or did Kikyo want him to follow her to hell before he died...just as she tried to do before? Her head spun, and she felt sick all over again.

"...right Kagome?"

"Huh?" Kagome lifted her head and found Sango standing before her, hiraikotsu mounted on her back. Miroku stood beside her gallantly.

"I said I think we need to go into the forest and find InuYasha. It would be in InuYasha's...and your...best interest." Miroku re-stated, seeming flustered that he had to repeat himself. Kagome nodded and hastily stood up, brushing the dirt off as she did so.

"Hey, what about me?" Shippo darted out of the hut, heaving like his breath had been knocked out of him. Kagome, Sango and Miroku looked at each other before looking back at the small child standing before them. Kirara was at his heels purring softly.

"Shippo, you may tag along. But if we tell you to hide: then hide." Miroku was firm and had a serious expression on his face, which Shippo understood clearly. He agreed and jumped up onto Kagome's shoulder, making himself comfortable before they began to walk into the woods.

Sango looked to Kirara and nodded. The small kitten was engulfed in fire, but came out a large beast. She growled and Sango hopped up on her companions' back.

Before any of them could utter a word, Kagome stopped. Strait ahead, in the thick of the forest, was a miasma that seemed similar to that of Naraku. Without any hesitation or second thought, she hoisted her bow higher on her back and took off into the wood, Miroku and Sango following closely behind her.

Who's miasma is this, if it is not Naraku's? It is somewhat different, yet still somewhat the same. Kagome inhaled deeply as she dodged fallen trees and low branches, the others trying to keep up with her. Miroku came up beside her and grabbed her arm, halting her before she hit a nearby tree. Shippo flew off and landed on the ground with a thud.

"Kagome, do not go rushing into this. If there is someone dangerous there, it could mean disaster." Miroku warned, his eyebrows furrowed with concentration. Sango nodded behind him. Dropping her shoulders helplessly she slid to the ground, leaning against the old tree for support.

"I can't take my time. Something could be wrong," Kagome replied, keeping her eyes towards the dark ground.

Kagome could not understand why they badgered her about the same thing over and over. To her, running in and seeking out the problem would be easier than taking her time. InuYasha could be in danger, and they would be sitting there waiting around. Screwing her face up in frustration she stood back up and continued to walk, but at a fast pace.

"We can't stop her Miroku. Just let her go," Sango whispered to Miroku, unheard by the determined Kagome who stalked ahead of them. Shippo tried to catch up to her, but with no avail.

Defeated, he climbed onto Kirara's back and held onto Sango's arm tightly.

I have to find out...I just have to ––

She stopped and stared at what lay before her:

InuYasha stood before Kikyo, the trees around them illuminating from the soul collectors that hovered silently above them. InuYasha's face was unseen, but Kikyo's seemed full of hatred, full of revenge.

And in her right hand lay the largest piece of the Shikon Jewel, glowing with great passion.

InuYasha turned to Kagome, his eyes glazed over and his lips pursed tightly. Kagome backed into the nearest tree, fear coming over her like a wave crashing on the shore. She shook her head, trying to rid herself of this chill that was fluctuating up and down her spine. When it would not go away, she looked at all of them with tears in her eyes, her stare resting on InuYasha. She looked down at his hands, which were covered in blood. Kagome let out a cry and cupped her hands over her mouth.

"Kagome...I..." InuYasha barely made it audible, but Kagome heard it perfectly. The tears streaming down her flushed face, she ran in the opposite direction, leaving them to stare after her.

InuYasha...

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Authors Note: So, whaddya think? Kinda weird cliffy, but eh, you'll all live. snicker Next chapter will be up soon, I promise! But you must leave me some reviews okay? Okay. Good. Thanks for reading ya'll!

Oh, and before you comment about how strange Koga is...I just made him that way okay? I know it's a little OOC, but please just go along with it! I'm really trying to make this good!

--Noir--