You are the reason I feel alone,
My love for you has nowhere to blossom,
You, all power and ambition,
Cannot lift your eyes and see the truth,
Though you mock me,
And taunt,
And fail me,
My love will never falter,
I am your outlet for pain,
I volunteer my soul for your pleasure,
Until it hangs as mangled and twisted as the jagged morphing of steel...
I'll never taste your lips,
I'll never feel your breath on my throat,
I'll never hold you close,
And yet i'll never let go,
I'll never feel your heart beat beneath my fingertips,
I'll only hear your acid tongue,
Only evershiver fromthe bitter cold that sweeps from the gaping hole you call your heart,
You'll never love me,
That's somehow a relief,
Because I'll never let you love me the way I love you…
obsession...
I see it in your eyes,
You don't want to believe me,
You don't want me,
I never wanted to love you,
The way I do,
Because everything you deserve I cannot give to you,
You're handsome and smart,
Though ugly and dense at the same time,
You don't consider that though you mock me,
I never wanted to love you,
I never wanted to be starved of your love,
I never wanted you….