After I got out of the second kettle, I went straight to the shack where both Marie and Gramps were before I saw him just looking aloof inside, while Marie was just reading the book of sunken scrolls. "You let him go there without telling us both that the boss' kettle is open!?...why!?" I yelled at her in question as she was looking at a particular page of a sunken scroll before she noticed my complaint, as I wanted some answers before closing the book. '' Hey, I didn't think he would finish the job that quickly in one day with such little time, and the boss thing was just out of nowhere to me too so don't hold that grudge on something that's just popped out that is not my ass this time. Plus, he just so happened to be outside without the zap in hand, but somehow he got it opened. And by the way, all I did was ask him very nicely to take care of it. Before he told me after that the batteries are safe somewhere else as he liked to phrase it, but even with all that being true I still don't trust him, and forgive me for offending you and being realistic about this situation. I don't like to offer my life to gods that don't exist in the first place" she said while rolling her eyes, she was annoyed but she seemed to be chill this time as she kept her legs crossed over the other as she kept reading.
"Here's the thing cuz, he just called us a while ago while we're doing our job in the next stage, because he wanted to check on a few things first. He can give us a fighting chance way later if we are going to assault the Octarian throne, and right now, he's having a bit of trouble with whatever is going on in there all thanks to you for not giving us the heads up about that. So excuse me for being worried about us having a bit of hope at this moment in time."
"Oh great we're doing this again, hope to our both sealing and inkling kind for better tomorrow. Callie, were not doing any favor to any of them remember?...How many times do you think I have done this?"
"I've done this crap way too many times, callie!...saved them so many times already and still feel like it didn't count for anything! things are always going worse by the second even when things seem fine."
"Yet you're still here, keep doing this shit out of spite because we don't have power now of all times."
"And you know the story why we need it back"
"And that is…?"
"Oh don't play this card now, you know that bad people that sometimes get away with shit and never get either punished or worse."
"And you have the answer for that?"
"Yeah callie!...because, surprise surprise. They have power over them because why the hell not!" she said in a spiteful tune as she folded her one arm underneath her chest while rubbing her face in frustration.
Over a minute passed after our argument while trying to take our breaths, I swear. for over the past few years as an idol, things were not as it is right now. I remember we used to do a lot of things even when it comes to things like this, but now she does things I have no idea why she's doing it, even crap keeps piling up like unwanted trash mails everyday seem to put as a real term instead. I mean I already know that she's tired, but the way she acts is so annoying to no end! It's not an excuse to act like nothing can change for the better... because I know for a fact that it can!
"Look I understand that you're tired, but that doesn't explain the blackmails you keep piling on me. Care to explain that little thing you keep going?"
"...What blackmails?"
"...you're joking right?"
"I literally have no idea what you're on about."
"Literally yesterday you grabbed my hand and said something about telling him what I did back then. Why did you do that?"
"...I was doing you a favor by not getting involved with him."
"Involved!?...What is this high school all over again? And don't you mean by our lord and savor wraith the ghost of ju-"
"don't call him that!...He is no lord or savior! And he isn't a god either! So don't pull that high mighty bull shit!"
"but he saved a lot of people! He rescued a lot of kids that were abducted! And meany meany more, So what else is there to convince you that he is at least a little trust worthy to you…!?"
"I don't know, he's probably some copycat or something? I'm just trying to be careful here"
"By acting like a one dimensional octarin hater or whatever?...Seriously, what was that?..,also He isn't a copycat !...I know he's the real deal!"
"o h Is he now!?...cuz if it turns out to be too good to be true in the end, don't come back to me when I'm right."
"Whatever, how about the police then? Going full nasty and not helping or even doing a good job lightly? We were the ones who were at least supposed to pick up the slack if things were not going their way. It doesn't have to be grand or anything, just something that gives them the push they need, our pushing forward is giving them the push they need to succeed. So why did we stop doing it even though you knew that it was all for nothing in the first place yet still going along with it anyway?"
I asked her in a serious pleading tone as she gave me this stern look of hers before looking back to reading and said this conversation is over, only then I gave her the cold shoulder as I replayed to her that if this is how things are from now on until our jobs are over, then i shouldn't have signed my name in the first place. Her eyebrows only twitched three times but showed no sign of her face being changed or anything, she just glued herself to that page as I was wondering what got her so fixated about it in the first place. I mean i wouldn't know because she never let me see it, so i just assumed it was something about the propaganda of the octolings about us being some kind of snake liars or something of that nature i guess. But even that...I find it really weird in all honesty. Either way I'm not getting anywhere with her like this, so leaving it here for later is the only option I have. "I'm going to help, you stay there however you like...but one of these day's marie. when I find out what's really going on. It will be the lasting thing I do before calling it off. i'll die trying if i have too" i said to her in a more cold shoulder tune then the last one as if im threatening her, to be frank i stopped caring the moment i woke up this morning without at least a few setbacks. After leaving her with that hovering around her mind before gramps looked back at me in surprise.
Concedurning that this is as far as I can go with her, that next time should offer a better chance for her to say something, if not then my lord will give her something to say or do instead. Grumps then motioned me to come over as I was about to leave to help my lord, moving past my cousin as she shared a glare at me but I just ignored her before I sat next to him while his face looked almost pleased in a sense with how fainty it looked. "callie. Are you sure that you're fine going along with this?...you know well enough of how she can be, with how things are with her right now, and i don't want you to risk the fact you showing small sign rebellion against her." he said quietly as i looked down, frowning of how he is unable to do something about my cousins constant bull crap getting piled up one after another. "I have to take a step up this time, i'm not gonna keep this up way longer then we should. So either we're doing something or we're going to end up something that we're not going to be proud of in the future. And you know this better than anyone would." I said as I looked back at him with a brave face, but only lasted for a fraction of a second since he saw through me. "This could end badly, backfired if you will." he said as I kept my facade before i told him that i am well aware of how it is and chose to do it anyway despite the odds are nothing but short circuit's to go fail and explode back on us. After a moment of quiet puse on thinking. He said something that I wasn't expecting to say despite how long he'd been cooped up here. "Fine then...but be really careful about it ok? I don't think I'll be doing us a favore anytime soon either. So far, gloating is the only thing I can do to keep her entertained enough to stay here. And yet, you're the only person who still doesn't back down or fall without at least some challenge" he said with a faint smile as i was really surprised by how much he shows this amount of support in me, and at the same time having questions. of all times he had to encourage me to do something to finally get her back. Why now of all times?...Is he hoping or is he scared? Did my lord say or do something to him?...or is it more personal? Because it took a tortoure amount of time to get him to say something other than just listening to my asshole cuz, and I have had it with her!...So why is he now giving me the ok?
After we continued our whispered conversation for a little while longer, between how I can get us out of this situation and revisiting some old memories back in the golden day's as grumps like to call it. I felt both a little better and less worried about my secret mission...hey, at least it's not that far off from the truth right?...anyway, We ate something that he was storing for sometime after he was FINALLY allowed to be outside as he cooked one of my favorite meals. I used to love eating it with her, all three of us and more actually. But now she just avoids it all together as I saw her now leaving. Oh no...is she- "I'm going to get something to eat and head back home for now, got something I need to do real quick in there. and I'll be back to work. And if you see the zap fishes back, just let gramps do the work and you can have a day off today after you come back alright?" She informed me with a calmed tune then before, I only said and did nothing as she just left without anything witty this time around...ooookyyy?...That's new. Suddenly she's calem now?...like the old Marie was there for a second, because I think I saw a moment of regret but still a little bit of fear in her eye's. With that she turned into a squid and leaped out into the ground net exit. I didn't have time to think about it as I moved out and looked at the page of the book she was reading as how curious I was if she indeed read the propaganda thing.
I remember yesterday while i was still in the studio fake chatting with her, that the octarians were around that day with wraith, police were already around before he came in so i was confused of why they were there before celine had to be the first to come out. Then Wraith came after as he demanded some clean exit to let them out safely, Course I was still worried that something might go off with the octarians coming out and all, and after they got out that which already ended up in uproar...obviously. no surprise there, but...they looked harmless as far as i see, even with their children. They looked so scared and little to them on their mammal stage of growth. Except It's octopus instead of squid...they do look kind of cute. Which made me feel a little bad while looking at them in a sorry state in a way. Had to not let her see it through, also They didn't even have those goggles on them, which I was confused about since the day i started the job back then with Celine being the new agent, now I know that we were stretching very thin with our hate on them. " I know that both sides are still going to one up each other to this day after one hundred years since we won the last great turf war, but I have a hunch that this is going to end real soon." Gramps said as I looked at all the pictures and other things that I could find interesting to see or read before I looked back.
"How do ya figure?"
"...don't know, and i don't mean that just because the human cod is here"
"Oh right. I forgot that some people still don't believe him yet...he did just woke up and got here somehow without a problem"
"That seems to be the talk on the news, also why do you believe that he is a cod again? No office or anything i...kind of wanted to ask."
"Didn't you talk to him first hand?"
"Only business talk. And i don't want to backfire a question that might going to offend him….i think"
"Well...aside from that, I do think that he is just the right person we need, so maybe there's still a chance after all?"
"That's only a debatable outcome callie. If he is the right person we could have a loop hole after all, but for all we know he might not help us out even if we asked. He's title has greed in it you know"
"yeah I know but, can't hurt to try right?...he has to at least hear me out."
"I won't hope, but...i won't stain your's if it is the case. and you should-"
"Always be on guard no matter the circumstances. Yeah, yeah."
"That's my grand-roller-girl"
"Hehe~, thanks."
I laughed a little as he pinched my cheek before he sat down next to me, I smiled a bit as nostalgia seems to have brought back good times of how he used to do that to me. At this point I'll be the old one here with gramps, and without the white color tentacle at least haha. looking through more of these pages as i think about a few things while looking at each one as we comment on them, like this fashion show that happens twice a year. always there to show us the new stuff for us to wear on every occasion and i always love it when it's either on the show outside of it, i happened to get a free pass every now and then~, last year they showed these amazing inspirations of human outfits. The best they could find at least, but in the end it gives our minds and hearts the wonders of its culture….and yes our wallets too. But that's besides the point, i've had to watch it on live tv as i record every single one to keep it as a memento if they decided to cancel it or stop it entirely, i'd love to be on one of them someday. I then skipped five pages to avoid grambs rampling on his glory days of how he was a good with his guns skill's or whatever, i mean i love him and all but i've already heard of it for like a millions times...even if they say don't disrespect your elders but we all know that we sometimes have to anyway.
Found the page I was looking for, the Calamari County Inkopolis's first annual Youth Folk-Singing Contest….i remember it clear as day, we won the award with ease. No one ever came close to our level to win it, it was the best moment that ever happened to the both of us. "...do you think we ca-'' i said before stopping mid sentence as i wasn't sure about if it could be possible.``No. Plus, as much If the high stakes that's to ever happen. It would be just another thing with her to bite the dust" he said as he ripped his forehead in disagreement. I mean...he's not wrong per se, either way I'll keep on hoping until things will turn around just like before….shame about that one girl though.
" by the way, I still feel kind of bad for that one balledy inkling girl, but she really almost got my ears off"
"Oh?...you mean that one girl who popped and broke the speakers?"
"Yeah that one"
"Heard about it on papers, it's actually is surprising how can un inkling like that have this much vocal power"
" Is she like a rare one? With how much air she's been keeping? or...?"
"Eh, it depends. Some of them are not exactly sayyyy...welcomed. So they had to go abroad for places that can hire these kinds of inklings or so the news goes."
"Do you think she's gonna be ok?...i mean after she the small incident few sealings are just livid with her"
"makes sense, i would be if my ears are going to drop dead because of that. Don't know if either she is aware of that or just so happened to kick off the moment she started singing. but even both ways have happened and if they were right to hate her after that, it still doesn't change that it was a surprise accident that no one was prepared for, including herself."
"hmm...Yeah, and I wish I could meet her and give her a few words to live by, but everyone was so busy throwing stuff and bad mouthing at her that I couldn't even do anything to help out."
"T'was unfortunate yeah, also you could have just leaped in for the rescue or something"
"I was little back then and it was the first stage for me, having me on that other end of being in her shoes was not something I wanted to happen when I started singing."
"Oh riiiight, you had stage fright back then. I can see how that was an issue to you."
"I still regret that i couldn't do shit to help her out...i really hope she's doing alright tho"
"...i think next time you meet her face to face, she'll be better than ever in some way."
"...Y-you...really think so?"
"It's just a hunch I'm getting, but yeah. She'll be fine"
After the small conversation about that girl, I only sighed in worry as I just felt like that it's still not going to be alright, small things like that could change a person. So I'm not too positive if things with her are going to get better...at least, I hope so. we then got startled by incoming scream from the one of the octoling members of wraith new kill squad as i see that fred was the one that's yelling, he told me that wraith is not doing so well, that as much i know already...but what's shocking to me as he kept talking is that there's a new soldier doing great damage to him. That he somehow managed to make him...bleed?!...o-ok now t-things ARE getting scary. " How is he bleeding!?" I asked before I stood up in fear, while being close to his face as he got surprised. "I-i don't know!...This guy has a spear that looks close to wraith's teck, but much more careful and deadly! You have to come back with me and keep him alive!" he yelled as my eyes widened by his demand. "what!?...I'm no healer or any kind of support, so why ask me?!" I yelled back while motioning my hands against my chest twice in a rough panic. "O-oh..s-sorry, I mean that we need you to keep the guy busy with wraith, until we come up with something to slow him down and bring our lord out of there!" he corrected as he looked visibly shaking by whatever he just witnessed, damn. Whoever this new guy is, he is something that has to be a trump card like thing for octavio. And hearing the fact that it's working...no. no…! i can't let him steal this away from me!..."show me the way and don't go near the platform, Just give him a good bang out when you get a clear shot. Good!?...good! Now hurry up and let's save him already!" i ordered and i yelled in brave panic as i followed him while feeling the dread of all the chances of getting the answer's i seeked for so long are slowly slipping away from me, it feels like that life is making fun of me for wanting something so desperately that it's creating these scenarios of shattering all hopes of finding everything that i was so very, very, VERY close to get it. It's been so long already and I'm not going to wait anymore, I will set things right...by force, by game, by anything that will finally be out of this mess if I have to. Along with everyone else that I did promise to bail them all out...And I'm not going back with a promise I kept real close on my shoulder, I will make it happen one way or the other!
'Back with the ghost of justice facing with a new enemy that prove to be a challenge as bleeds through his stomach while his back is aching great past pain'
If there are things I would hate most in this new day to day life, is the fact that I have new things to worry about. But never this! A soldier came out of nowhere as he's name was only confirmed by his name-plate engraved on his chest armor plate, 'E-L.03'.
He has a spear that is one hell of a wopen that has a massive e.m.p between the two sharp blades that can like paper, which is why that's how he got the first hit on my back before aming the gut of my stomach. critical damage took place after he disabled my suit's functions. Most of it at least, Zoe is still online but carried over to celines phone instead as in emergency exit. She did take damage to the e.m.p, but it looks like it left her a bit delicious yet still aware what's going on. Which reminds me, Celine is busy hanging under the stage platform since he caught her off by surprise. As for the team there doing the best they can to try to keep him occupied while i try to recover from behind the small round cupped platform wall. After we dealt with the nose machine as quickly as anyone would expect, getting a surprise encounter in the back was not one of them as he somehow slipped past the odradek's threat mode sensors. With that in mind, I felt great pain from my back yet again thanks to his backstabbing. I can't heal and I'm slowly losing blood, and ican't fly either to escape, along with my tentacles with one still out of my arm. nor do anything that can distract him with holographic imagery or become blind to his line of sight. The only thing I have on me right now is super strength and speed, but that's been reduced to somewhat human standard level somehow. I guess it's not that powerful to shut the suit down, but because it did, I'm more than worried I would be in serious trouble.
And recovering was the hard part as I tried to keep my breathing in and out but didn't want him to spot me yet with the heavy kind. I've felt nothing but constant pain on every part of my body with both pain from back and front that felt like I'm being drilled through the stomach this time, and can't help adding to the fact that I am drowning in sweat with a little headache that makes the job of dealing with these circumstances all the more nostalgic in a horrifying way. It feels like I'm swimming in my own ocean of pain with much pressure of death looming over every corner. My mind is hazy right now as I keep holding my stomach with good enough pressure to stop the bleeding with one hand while still standing up on my ground with the other hand holding onto the wall, teeth are gritting and eyes are still focusing on the high alert of every possible surprise attack. My ears then picked up some fain't footsounds before their racks were stopped, he's behind the wall. Waiting, wasn't peeking or anything but left me only to wonder for a bit. Is he waiting for me to have my first strike? Does he want me to feel fear? Or is he playing with me? Either way, he's not cocky nor that inpatient as far as I am aware of, but nonetheless...I didn't want him to keep him waiting either. And so I commend every strength I have to give the first strike with my free hand boosted off the wall while keeping an eye on every move he can make as possible as i can.
While I clenched my fist with one swing over my shoulder to hammer out the spear of his hand, he quickly saw it through as he swung his weapon to bounce off my arm for an opening. I dodged quickly before he got the chance to pierce me again as grabbed it, only then he kicked me in the gut as I winced in more pain but still held my grip on it while he repeatedly kicked me in the gut fore times in a row as i try to that he would let go if of his weapon. But he gave one tactical move as he used my arm as a support to twirl-kick me in the face with style, it did hurt as it made me lose my balance a bit and made me unhand the weapon. I quickly then refocused on him while he swung on my shoulder with another hit on the suit, damage was not critical this time, as it only left with nothing but a scratch. I was indeed confused of how he managed to cut my suit of armor but not the second time, i couldn't bother to wonder further as I set my next strike with my foot kicking the spear off me, caught off guard in the process but still held his wopen, I managed to kick him in the stomach before linking my next combo with my free might on his left side of the face while i used my dangled hook-whip to wrap it around his right leg and make fell down on his back or miss up his balance. Despite that, he managed to somewhat not fall down but it only gave me a few moments to snach his weapon away. But ever so this new lad is, he wasn't having it to take it away as he swung it to my knees with quick reaction time.
It made me lose a little balance but it wasn't enough to overpower me, that is until he managed to perform another fast swing and succeeded to stun my knee on the floor. Ready to further his next impact on my face for his next target as I quickly took my heavy custom roller out of my back and attacked his own to stop it, both of us now at a power struggle to overcome the other. Either him or I are going to topple, but it was debatable at this point since he got the upper hand on me. If I had my tentacles working, it would be a breeze already. but that would be wishful thinking even if i am about to die now…. After I actually took a good look at him, it's still hard to tell what he's thinking since his face is shaking with a grunting expression that seems to tell something else. His skin looked almost sharp yet soft too, a tattoo on the left side of his face that looked like an octarian symbol, however it looked unfinished or could be something else entirely. His hair doesn't seem to have a mohawk style or anything of the sorts as it only shows that it's a hair down style and that's it. The tentacles do show signs of aggression but it's unclear who since it's not pointing at me. "i-i don't suppose you t-take bribery for w-wining?" I said with a joking tone with the best smile I could make as he has no reaction, even with he's green eyes are not exactly something you would call pretty. ow fuck my back hurts like hell!...I need him off me real soon or I'll get my ass handed to me. He then suddenly motioned his head to his right to imply that I should look over there. As I did that, I saw the team that were not knocked out but more restrained than anything. Net tech that looks new with it's ink factor has them banned on the ground, they tried to set themselves free but to no avail thanks to it's ink properties. Liam is not doing so hot too, he's strong but this new tech makes him look like a basic bitch at this point. Seriously, who is this guy and how is doing this!? I looked back at him as his face showed an expression that pierces the soul. A stingy look of a convincing gaze that he is the bigger monster. A trick I know all too well, but it feels more than just that, it feels like he's judging me for something...What did I do to make him mad at me?
I wanted to ask him if he could shed light on this despite the silent treatment, but I heard a stomp on the ground as he looked to his right in to see who, before then he's movement was quick to put as he got surprised by Callie's sudden entrance to the fight. She ran towards him and made her roller have the first strike at him, only to dodge out of the way and end our power struggle completely. "Step away from my lord you spear-o stick fuck!" She shouted at him while she kept waving her roller to spray and push him further back as far as she could. In her effort it was shown that she is doing a good job, but he made it look like it's not doing anything to him but difflicting her roller attacks one after another while simultaneously dodging her spray of ink, what's more surprising to me is that his gaze never everted once as if her presences was nothing but echo to him. Good lord!….is this man a super soldier or is he a REALLY bold one? Because his one helluva hit-man to pull all this off. I then Suddenly heard a gun fire from far off the stage, as I looked behind me and saw Fred was near the spawning point, giving support like before. He just went off in fear after witnessing me being somewhat down for the count, the fool could i've gotten us completely screwed if Marie had known I've been working with them, but so far Callie is the only one present, I'll have to ask him after this is done.
I got up while holding my roller on the ground in order to give me some boost, but each time that I do that, the bleeding preacher gets stronger and more painful, given that I keep my hand on it is still a priority. I remember that I felt this kind of struggle before, but it never gets easier with how much I adapt to it. Seeing how much blood I lost with the amount of strength I have to use to fight back, it's pretty accurate of why I feel weaker now. "(Damn it!...with no healing I'll be done for the count! And I won't be able to see her!)! I thought as I try to give the best easy strength to get up….however, the moment I thought about this it gave me a warmfull reminder yet a horrible realisation. I remember what Zoe told me back at the bunker, of what she engorged for me to do in order to live again because this secret admirer of mine desired to save me after learning so much about me without leaving a single thing left untouched from my record files. Including my truth, of 'what i really am'. and the fact she's going out of her way to give me the one thing i couldn't ever have in my past life, Now that I think about it, I never had been saved by anyone before. I've been the one doing the saving but never saved back, This….possibly be the only time that ever happened to me. And the fact that I'm not going to see nor repay this rare kindness of hers while dying in unfortunate cercumctansis is the ultimate sin of it all. Suddenly I felt my heart sink in total fear, that something had finally hit me if the worst one day came to last without ever seeing her for the first time. My body is weaker than I could ever remember the last time I felt losing something very important to me once again, just like with….j-just...l-like...w-with.
I looked back to callie as she is still giving her all to fight back, but still losing at the same time with each strike she pulled and splashes she throw, few hits managed to make contact but not enough to bring him down….he's still looking this way?...why?...Why do you keep looking at me while you're still with her?...What's so worth attention only to me then anyone else beside me? I kept asking these questions to myself as he still gives me this judgmental look on his face...Suddenly then, I felt rage. rage that has slowly met a crossing with my current fear. And before I knew it, It took a toll on my mind. I have not known for a month or even a week to make me feel that I had enough of this cryptic nonsense of him looking at me like some kind of pity criminal in a jail. Henceforth it made me stand up my ground all too fast before I coughed up blood while almost ruining the inside view of the visore in the process. Nonetheless, I wanted him to stop this gaze of his before I twirled my whip-hook and made it spin. round and round the whip twirlers as I felt the rush of rage taking charge, making me ignore the massive pain on both sides and how firy my throat is from coughing. "SWITCH!" i screamed at callie before she caught off guard by my shout that sounded gurgly sharp thanks to bleeding and burning throat, boosted by my dash with one leg as i whipped my whip close enough to his face with teeth gritting from the impact, it left a small scar to his tattoo as i kept attracting him while using my roller as both stick support and heavy weapon at the same time to balance my fighting and the critical condition. Although indeed that i can ignore the massive pain, the blood loss making it harder to stand my feet as i felt some of my strength are losning, i was blind in both rage and fear to know what's around me. Losing both people and stuff along with a judgment that has no right to give in the first place, makes this whole thing feel like a storming blaze of unfaring blight of shame with no room for restraint in the slightest. Strike and whip rense in repeat, slightly dodge when he attacks and counter or deflect when i can before i body spin attack him with my whip on his side, succeeded on making drop to almost make him drop to his knees as i keep going with this rush without stopping until his down for the count and give me answers at the end of this battle. I see him struggling to keep up with me by look on his expression that says that his to come up with something despite my visibility reduced to blood stain vision on my visore, regardless i have kept the pace going before i saw him doge rolled to my right to escape the combo fury with him stabbing me on the side but couldn't break through the armor, it did hurt but with suffering another injury.
"Wraith!...Zoe said that your suit is back to normal in seconds!" i heard the voice of celine as it sounded that she's back up on the stage platform, this made the octo-super soldier look back at her with surprised yet contained look of professionalism, i took this sign of distraction to hold his damned spear staff is let go with my roller to held it REALLY tight and not let go no matter until i'm back to full power. He of course tries his best to make me let go again but this time i hold it with my life on the line, literally. We were both pulling the spear, twist, turn, shake, the whole thing felt like that were kids trying to take the toy away from earache other so badly that it also felt that were playing tag war, suddenly he surprised me by pushed the spear towards me as it made contact with my opened wound once again, the sudden rage from before now has been stopped with me dropping on the ground knees first. Gritting my teeth in this great pain as I feel weak in no time with each push he makes, my grip is still doing the best they can to keep push from going any further, but I lack the strength to keep this up. Am I going to fall here?...of all times that i have to fall here is by some silent nut job with a spear?...this is not something i was expecting, b-but….i guess I can welcome it, it's out of the place i hate the most and be in a better grave instead, i wouldn't want pride covering me in shame….only outside of that factor. Each push brings a memory of my old life starting to pop up like click ads. I always treated death as a joke to me because I have nothing to lose since the moment I step into poor hood, then I figured things out and worked my out of it, but it was never easy, twenty damn years in hell hounds of rape, kill and shady decevers of all kinds got me real eye opening of the world, most of them were light hope for better tomorrow but that was un excuse to survive. Home was never safe either as most places we tried to escape always end up in another hell cycle, it was a never ending ending parade of climbing and falling down all over again….that's when the invitation of hellven was given to me by some odd fellows in suit's, it was quite different than the usual ones i've normally seen. They say that all my hard work will be paid up and my recent learning of ecological science is going to be improved beyond normal methods, and of course anyone would expect that would be far fetched at this point. but from there i thought, if that's the case...that i could support them from far out of whatever is out there...i could beat two birds in one stone all the same, and perhaps i could get better chances of finding someone, it did. All three, it was a sudden miracle too. And as strange as that miracle was, it offered the chance to finally change things for the better at last.
I looked at the octo-super soldier once again to see if he was finally satisfied of what he was after, only to find that he has face of saddened disappointment...moments of confusions were there, but my mind was only clouded by my fear of never going to see this woman who rescued me and all the things i wanted to say to her eye to eye. Sorrow was envaluping my eyes as I was also humming in laughter before I said these words to the person who I hate the most.
"Hmmhmm~...well played~"
After I said my regards to him, I heard screams, I wasn't sure what was going on as I was already blacked out from the pain. I had no idea of knowing even if I had enough will within me….well….i-i….suppose that's it then…...yeesh, what a let down of a second chance god. I hope you'll give me at least some compensation in either heaven or hell if you would be so kind~. Hmmm, I guess we'll just see when I finally meet you for the first time if possible. I promise...I won't keep you waiting long after all this time being me out of your reach….i'm coming home guys, at least...i hope that you're all there.