Unforgiven

Chapter Five

Disclaimer: I don't own the characters of 6teen

By: Desiree

Jonesy's POV

I looked at Nikki, shocked and horrified at her expression when she saw me. She looked as if she was ready to rip my head off. I know that she was really upset about what had happened but with me being here alone, wouldn't she get the idea that I cared about her? Apparently not. Apparently she wanted nothing to do with me and she was extremely upset. Oh shit. My memory of what the doctor hit me like a gunshot. I am not suppose to upset Nikki or this could land her on death bed... I looked at Nikki and tried to smile. "Calm down Nik, I care about you, I love you..." I tried to explain but she started to yell at me.

"JONESY GARCIA!" Nikki called me by my first and last name as she narrowed her brown eyes. "You are such a liar! How can you say that when I saw you with Caitlin- your girlfriend, " She said it with such disgust in her voice. " I mean I thought you and I had something special... apparently I was wrong," Her angry voice started to soften as tears rolled down her cheeks. "Jonesy... how the fuck could you do this to me?" She snapped in a much colder voice. She glared at me.

"I..." I started to say. I walked over next to her and sat down. I put my strong hand on top of her small on. "Listen Nik, I love you... you totally misunderstood, I misunderstood, I was lied to, too you know?" I started to explain.

Nikki looked at me. It seemed as if she was ready to listen but just as she was about to open her mouth to speak a few doctors and nurses came running in. "We heard yelling!" one nurse said. "Is she okay?"

I looked up at them. Damn. I sure as hell hoped Nikki's temper didn't fly too high, if the stress really got to her then... no, God, no. I cannot even think about that happening. "Uh... she's calmed down now but she did kind of... flip out at first," I told the nurse who I had spoken to earlier.

"And why did she flip out?" The nurse, who I remember as 'Ann' looked at me.

"Because, she kind of got mad at me about a past event," I answered Ann's question. "And I calmed her down..."

"Maybe it's best for you to leave..." Ann told me."So you don't upset her anymore..."

"No, I need to talk to her, it's important," I said.

One of the doctors looked at me."I'm sorry but you have to leave, we have to examine her and I don't think it's approperate for you to be here while we are doing so," he told me.

"I want him to stay," Nikki said. "I need his support and comfort,"

"But miss do you realize that..." The doctor was about to explain to Nikki but she cut him off.

"I don't care, I love him, I trust him... I just need him here with me," Nikki looked over at me and smiled.

"Nik, I love you," I said. I don't know where it came from but I have been explaining it to her so much lately and I just felt like saying it again. Later we would talk about what happened. Things would be able to work out and everything would be just fine. Hopefully, anyway. I walked over to the head of her bed and I pulled a chair up there and I sat down there. I layed my head beside hers and looked at her face. I smiled."You're going to be okay..." I told her with confidence, just hopefully the doctors would be able to tell us the same after the finished examining her.

"I only hope that you're right," Nikki said to me. She then closed her eyes and drifted off into a peaceful sleep. I watched her beautiful face until I too fell asleep. The next morning I woke up and Nikki was still sleeping so I quietly got up and went out to find a doctor. I wanted to know how Nikki was. I stretched my back, I did not sleep well last night, especially with the position I was in but more so because I was worried about Nikki. God, I hope she's okay. I don't know what the hell I'll do without her. I finally found Ann. "Ann," I said walking up to her. "Ann, do you know how Nikki is?" I asked.

Ann looked at me. "Ah, Jonesy," she said. " I er... maybe, listen Jonesy, you should sit down for this... it's complicated," she told me.

Oh God no, everytime someone tells you "you sit down for this," it's ALWAYS bad news. I mean, I've recieved enough bad news in my whole entire life. Like with my mother, God, I hate her for what she done to me.

..Flashback..

"Listen, I am not having nothing to do with you anymore," I recall my mom yelling at my horrfied father as she threw one of their wedding glasses towards his scared face. He moved and the glass hit the wall and scattered into a million pieces just like my heart.

I was only seven years old and I could not stand seeing my parents argue like this. My brothers were upstairs sleeping and I was hid in the living watching my arguing parents fight. It wasn't like I wanted to see it but I just couldn't leave. Tears rolled down my face. I knew where this was going.

"Well then leave," My dad yelled at my mother. He had finally started to pick up for himself. "If you want to act like such a bitch then you leave and explain to the kids why you are the way you are," he snapped.

"Maybe if I wasn't married to such a jerk..." My mom started to yell but my dad cut her off.

" Excuse me, but you're a slut, you cheated on me!" My dad yelled at her. "Yes, I know all about it, I was there that night at the friggin' club, I saw you HAVING SEX with three different guys that week, but I decided not to get mad for the kids sake..."

"The kids? Fuck the kids!" My mom yelled. Those words hurt. Apparently she was drunk but they still hurt.

"Well, if you wasn't so into having sex with me and wanting three kids then you shouldn't of acted like such a whore all those times but you know what? I love our kids but it's you that I don't," My dad yelled.

"I don't love you either, this relationship is OVER!" My mom yelled and with that I saw her run upstairs and she started to pack. My dad chased her and it was then that I ran back to my bedroom. I lid down in my bed shaking. I didn't know what to say. I woke up the next morning and tried to pretend it was just a dream but then my mom said, "I have some news son, you should sit down for this," I knew what it was and I glared at my mother and told her I hated her... that was the last time I ever spoke with her.

My mom has tried to contact me but I always hang up the phone. I want nothing to do with her. She's rich now but I don't care. I hate her. I want nothing to do with her. It just would hurt me to see my mother now. Dad tells me that I should go and visit her but I get all angry then.

.End Flashback.

I looked at Ann. "Jonesy, I know Nikki was really upset yesterday and unfortunately that really did effective her... a lot," she explained to me. I felt the hto streamy tears just forming in my eyes. " She was really hurt when she tried to commit suicide," Ann said. Then she stopped. "Her parents? Where are they?" she asked.

" They are currently traveling across Asia and Nikki is staying with me and my step sister," Jonesy said. "I don't know how to reach them, I haven't got their cell phone number..."

" Well, you should of gotten it, now shouldn't of you?" Ann looked at me.

"I'm sorry, it's not like I was aspecting Nikki to try to kill herself!" I yelled at Ann.

"Don't yell at me, this is a hospital," Ann narrowed her eyes. "Maybe you should go home," she told me.

"What? No! Nikki needs me, there is no way that I leaving her. After what Caitlin did did her, I think she needs me, she needs to know the full truth," I told Ann.

"Okay, fine, you can stay but keep your voice down." Ann looked at me softly this time. She placed a hand on my shoulder. "Nikki could die, but there is something that can cure her, only one thing," she told me.

"What's that?" I asked.

"A five million dollar operation, I know it's impossible but it's the only thing," Ann told me. "I'm sorry, I wish there was something I could do but the person who does the operation will only take the five million dollars in cash, he's a very smart doctor but he's cold," she said. "But if you got the cash, he'll do everything he can for the patient," Ann told me.

Five million dollars! Great just great, where the hell was I going to get five million dollars. I can't even keep a job for more than a few days... I looked at Ann. "There's no other way?" I asked sadly.

"Afriad not," Ann looked at me. "I'm sorry Jonesy,"

I got up and I walked into the room with Nikki without saying anything to Ann. I wanted to spend every last minute I could with Nikki. I didn't think that my dating Caitlin would ever end up this bad but this is Caitlin's fault. Nikki was awake now so maybe we could talk. "Nik..." I said running to ehr side. I kissed he ron the cheek and she smiled.

"Hey Jonesy," Nikki said. "So, before we go anywhere or does anything we need to talk about what Caitlin did, I am not letting you get away with this you know," she looked at me.

"I know," I said sitting on a chair. " Listen, I want you to know I do love you and Caitlin did know that, I told her that all the time but she kept telling me that YOU didn't mind and that you didn't want to be with me," I told Nikki.

"What? I was talking to Caitlin about you for the past three or four weeks about how I still loved-- cared about you deeply and that I really felt that I was falling in love with you," Nikki told me. "Jonesy, Caitlin lied..." she said.

"I know that now and I told ehr I wanted to talk to you about it but she told me that you said you didn't want me talking to you about it, that it made it made you sick," I told her the rest of the story.

"WHAT!" Nikki yelled.

"Calm down Nik... please, just calm down..." I didn't want the risk of her dying to go up any higher. Ann was already pretty sure Nikki wasn't going to live.

"Why? I'm fine now ain't I?" Nikki looked at me.

I couldn't look at her and lie. I just frowned. "Nikki..." I said in a serious voice. "Maybe I should tell you... and it killed me when I found out..."

"What?" Nikki looked at me. She looked scared. I didn't want to tell her the aweful news but it was about her and she deserved to know so...

"You're dying," I held her hand tightly. "Unless we can perform an operation on you, it costs five million dollars... in cash," I told her.

Nikki looked at me. She almost started to cry. I knew she didn't want to die now even though she did just try to commit suicide. She looked down at her body. "Yeah well, I'm not worth that much anyway," she said. Okay, now this was the side of Nikki I have never seen before, the depressed side. I knew that she had depression, that was something my parents and I knew but to see her put herself down so low.

"Nikki... you are worth more than that, I love you... and I ain't roch and I'm so unemployable... I'd kill myself if it met you'd be okay... but that unfortunately ain't going to work," I told Nikki.

Nikki hugged into me tightly. "I do love you," she told me. "And I'm sorry I got mad at you for this, it was all Caitlin's fault and I wish had never joined the group," I heard Nikki say. It was mean but I felt the same way. I hated Caitlin with every fiber of my body. If I were to see her face or to hear her annoying preppy voice right now I swear I would ...

"Guys..." I heard that voice. Caitlin's annoying voice. She poked her blonde head in the room. "There you are..." she said.

Nikki and I looked at each and then at Caitlin. We both glared at her. "Get the hell out of here," Nikki said in a very cold dark voice. "I don't want to ever see you again, don't think about calling me or even smiling. I hate your guts, you're a bitch, a slut and an aweful friend. I want nothing to do with you, you broke my heart, lied to me and you did the same to Jonesy!" Nikki yelled at her.

"Yeah, I really don't like you either," I told Caitlin. I didn't snap as harshly as Nikki, but there was definately some darkness in my voice. "Now get the hell out of here or I'll make you leave,"

Caitlin just looked at us. She started to cry btu she knew she had to leave and she did. Thank God. Did we feel bad for making the bitch cry? Most definately not!

Well, that's chapter five. Sorry I haven't updated since Monday. I had a rough week... and I know this chapter was crappy and it didn't make up for the week but oh well. Anyway, I got something plotted for this story... that's all for now. xoxo

.:.:Des:.:.