"Tommy?" she asked questionably. She recieved no answer so she walked over to the patch of grass he was sitting on and sat down beside him. His eyes were bloodshot and glassy. He hadn't slept and Jude knew he'd been crying.

"Tommy," she said again, putting her hand on his shoulder. "What are you doing?"

"Drinking," he said not daring to look at Jude.

"Let's go back to the cabin," Jude gently prodded.

"I killed them Jude. I killed both of them."

Jude opened her mouth to say something but she decided against it and let him go on.

"I miss them Jude. You're just like her. A great songwriter, awesome voice, and you both cared about me. No one else ever has."

"Tommy that's not true. Portia, Kwest, EJ, Georgia, even Sadie..they all care about you."

"Not like you do Jude," Tommy slurred.

Jude stood up and reached her hand out to him. "We need to go back before you pass out. Sadie, Kwest, Shay, Portia, Kat, and Jamie are coming up this afternoon."

Tommy shakily stood up and grabbed Jude's hand.

Once they got back to the cabin, he fell asleep while Jude got ready and started cleaning before everyone came. Tommy was still sleeping soundly when the doorbell rang around two that afternoon. "Kwest!" she said as she all but jumped on him when she answered the door.

"Wow you look great Jude," Kwest said as he pulled away and looked at her. She was wearing a pair of dark denim jeans and a black Ramones t-shirt. It was noticeable that she gained some of the weight back that she had lost on tour but the thing that stood out the most was her bright smile.

"Thanks Kwest. I feel much better. Where's Sadie?"

"She had to work so she's driving up with Portia later tnoight." Kwest looked around the cabin a bit. "Where's Tommy?"

"He's uh sleeping," Jude said as she poured two glasses of iced tea for them.

"At two in the afternoon?"

"He...we had a rough night," Jude said in a deflated voice.

Kwest smirked and glanced at her mischeviously.

"Kwest, whatever you're thinking, it's not even close. He told me what happened down at the studio with his Mom and Chelsea."

"He told you?" Kwest asked wide eyed.

"Yeah."

"Wow he must really care about you."

Jude looked at him intently for a bit. "Anyway, after he told me what had happened we both went to bed. Or at least I thought he did. I woke up this morning to find he was gone. I walked up to the lake and I found him sitting on the ground. He was drunk."

"Tommy hasn't drank in years."

"I don't know how to help him Kwest."

"I thought he was supposed to be helping you."

"He did," she said as a big smile emerged on her face.

"Jude what happened up here?"

Jude smiled and blushed for a bit. "He kissed me Kwest. He told me he loved me," she said beming.

Kwest stood up and hugged Jude."I'm not so sure all that is such a good idea, but I've never seen you so happy." Jude smiled and walked towards the fridge.

"Don't tell Tommy I told you."

"Cross my heart." "Thanks Kwest."