A/N: I only have one thing to say to Holders-of-the-ShikonJewel and that is.. bloody hell. Other wise I loved all of your reviews and they were greatly appreciated. And I do realize there were some spelling and grammer mistakes but I'm 12... so I'm no where near perfect.
Dylan held her like there was no tomorrow until the tears silenced. He didn't really know what to do, but he felt he was doing the right thing. Lily had been holding on to him for a very long time, she let go and looked him in the eyes. She knew she looked awful, with her messy hair, tear stained face, chipped nail polish, but she felt perfect in front of his eyes. She looked at her watch it was now 5:30 Am. She didn't particulary want to go to her dorm, or have a chance to run into people that were going to question her, like her mom or dad or Dumbledore. She layed down in the snow and made another snow angel. Dylan joined her and also made a snow angel. They layed there in silence for a while, but in no way was it awkward it felt normal.
Lily fell asleep in the snow with Dylan right next to her and suprisingly woke up with him right next to her. She looked at her watch. It was only 7:30... she normally went to breakfast at 8 but atleast less people would see her like a mess if she went now. She got up. 'I can't just leave him here...' she thought. She balled up some snow and threw it at him. He woke up with white snow now covering his face. He started laughing while Lily helped him up. They started walking to the great hall, she knew her mom had probably stayed in a unused dorm, but she didn't know where her dad was.
When they got to the great hall very few people were there like Lily had thought. Lily took her seat but didn't start piling food on her plate. She grabbed 1 pancake and ate it plain with no butter or syrup. She couldn't help but look up at the staff table. Her dad was there sitting right next to Draco like normal. He looked up and saw her, Lily saw him getting up. She quickly got up and ran out the great hall. She didn't want to be near her dad, not after how bad she felt about yelling at him. She didn't feel bad about the words she said, just how she said them. She heard foot steps, she was sure it was Harry's. She turned around and stared at the grown man. He also stopped and opened his mouth, but before he could say anything Lily cut him off.
"Professor Potter," He twitched at the words, he would've much perfered to be called dad, but Lily didn't want to be nice. " Are you lost because i don't think your class room is this way?" He was obviously surprised by the words but Lily was not going to go up and say sorry and hug him like a Full House episode. She didn't want to talk to him. She didn't want to see him. She turned back around and started walking away. She abruptly stopped, but didn't turn around. "Leave me and my mom alone." She said with her back still towards Harry. She walked off. It was 8:30 Am. Potions started at 8:45, but she didn't want to see Draco. She went out side and sat by the forbidden forest. So close she could feel the darkness, but she liked it. She wasn't going to class. She got up and walked around Hogwarts she loved it. She wasn't in class, she wasn't answering questions, she wasn't fretting about home work, she was being Lily. Even if that meant skipping. She walked off to Hogsmeade, they had gone there before but in a group. Lily did her best to remember. She wasn't going to go to D.A.D.A seeing how that was her second class she had a lot of time.
Potions Class room:
"May I ask where Ms. Chapman is?" Draco studying the class his eyes fell upon the empty chair. "Any one? Dylan? Brian? Surely she told you?" Draco was doing his best not to worry but after last night he didn't know what to think. The two boys nodded there heads no, Dylan was also starting to worry.
"Very well, I'm going to inform Professor McGonagall. Class please behave and do the homework you didn't do last night." He smirked and closed the door. He was walking along the corridors when in the corner of his eye he saw a women. He turned to find Hermione staring at him. "Hey, Hermione!" Hermione looked shocked... she had never been called Hermione by that mouth... ever.
"Hey ferret." She turned and started walking off. She smiled to herself.. that was fun. She was remembering the time she had punched Malfoy in the face.
"Do you know where Lily is?" Hermione quickly turned around. She was now confused... wasn't her first class with him.
"Isn't her first class with you? Did you happen to lose my.. Did you lose Lily?" She didn't
know if she could say my daughter. She didn't know if Draco knew.
"No! I did not lose her. She did not come to class for your information." Draco said with a smirk at the end. Hermione was shocked... That was so unlike Lily. Lily was like her, Lily loved class, she loved books, she hated missing home work assignments.
"Oh well, did you do something to her last night?" Hermione said... She didn't know what to think.
"No. She did something to Harry, but Ron and me were only there to watch... we didn't understand anything." This scared Hermione. What had Lily done?
"Oh... and it's Ron and I, not Ron and me, Mr. Teacher." Hermione smiled and turned around. Sure she was proud of correcting but what about everything Draco had put her through at Hogwarts. This was her chance to get him back. She quickly turned back around to see Draco had not yet moved. She took a big breath. "You pittiful little ferret, who everytime I got close to you would call for mommy. You are a scumbag that will never have any pride. You made my life hell, but you were the one that deserved it. I hated you with a passion. You're not even worth scum... you bloody... you bloody little MUDBLOOD!"
That's all that she could think to say. Sure it was an awful word, sure he wasn't muggle born, sure it was pretty low, but it felt good. She saw him in aw..but she needed to do one more thing. She got right up to his face, he probably thought she was gonna kiss him, but BAM! That was the best slap ever. Hermione could already see a bruise forming. He was holding his red cheek when she turned around. She walked off, she thought she might go see Ginny today. Boy did Hogwarts bring back good memories.
Lily found her self in hogsmeade. This was fun. She started skipping around like a fool. Not many other people were there seeing that they were at work or at Hogwarts. She felt like queen of the world. Of course that's only what she felt. Lil's stomach was hurting. From not eating a big breakfast, she was pretty hungry. She looked up at a clock that told her in was 10:00. Potions was almost over. She was now wishing she had atleast left a note. Dylan was probably worrying. Well so was Draco, and Hermione too, but she didn't know that. She walked into the candy store. Candy was food too.
Hermione looked at the wooden door. She had come to Ginny's house. She didn't know if she was working or if she had kids, or if she had a husband, or if she was dead. She didn't do much planning. She was just wanting to see her bast girl pal. She knocked. Hermione wasermione. She looked different. Ginny now had square glasses and was looking up at Hermione, Hermione didn't think Ginny would know it was her.
"HER-HERMIONE!" Ginny jumped up on her like a puppy finding welcoming it's owner after they had just come back from work. Hermione hugged her back. This was so awesome. Hermione wasn't scared about meeting Ginny, because first of all she was a guy, and she wasn't raising her child, her best friend's child,or meeting the enemy of the child's father. This was just Ginny.
"Hey!" Hermione smiled like a fool. She could feel the wide grin from ear to ear.
"Come in, come in. You have loads to explain!" Hermione slowly walked in looking at her surroundings. This was nice. It looked like Ginny had a pretty nice life. She sat down on a comfy looking couch, while Ginny fixed her tea. Ginny came back with a cup in her hand and a huge smile.
"First things first. Where were you?" Ginny looked extremely curious but she had always been a little nosy.
"America." Hermione wasn't going to say that she was pregnant immediately. Ginny looked like she was about to explode. She had so many questions inside her. Hermione could tell.
"America? Really? You left me for America?" Hermione nodded then laughed. "Well then. WHY did you go to America?" Ginny looked extremely curious now. Hermione had to tell her. Unfortunatly.
"You can't tell ANY ONE Ginny. Not Ron, not your mom or dad, not your dog. NO ONE!" She needed to make this extremely clear to Ginny. Ginny understood. She was older now, she wasn't a huge blabber mouth. Hermione took a big breath. "I- I was- I was preg- pregnant." That took a lot of courage. Thank god she was in Gryffindor. So what. She studdered. By Ginny's face expression, Ginny had understood.
"Oh. My. God!" Hermione was thinking she had made a mistake when Ginny's freaked out face expression turned into a smile. Ginny hugged her.
"Err." Hermione didn't know what to say. Ginny broke away from the hug and looked at her.
"You should've stayed here. It must have been awful to go through that morning sickness alone. I mean who was there for you to take out your mood swings on them. You were 16 Hermione. You should've known we were here for you." Ginny was understanding. Tears started to fill up Hermione's eyes. They started running down her face. Rain was now hitting the windows. Ginny hugged her. Ginny held her.
"I- I thought ya'll would be m-mad."
