A Secret Unleashed

Angela hesitated. She was frightend of loosing the man of her life if she rejected the responsablity of looking after her daughter. She told herself she was lieing, but for now it was the only resource she could use.

Angela took the sleeping baby and held her in her arms and rocked it gently. Tears fell onto Lily, causing her to stir and look at her mother with her bright eyes, but not making any noise. They stared at each other for a few minutes, taking in each others facial features until the baby lifted it's little arm and touched Angela's cheek as to wipe the tears away. Angela was infatuated with this little human being, even so, she still didn't feel any connection.

''I...love her John i do. But, i just don't feel the same as you do with her. I don't know what's wrong with me'' She handed the baby over to John and rolled over so her back was facing John and cried and cried and cried.

John was besotted. His wife had no connection with the baby and he didn't know which way to turn, or which way to look. Instead, he gently rested the baby down on the foot of the bed and got onto the bed and crawled his way to Angela so he was on top of her. He was not lying down, his arms and legs were supporting him so there was a gap between them. He then kneeled so then one of his legs were at Angela's waist. She turned to face him, unable to move that far.

''Angela, i'm only resorting to this due to the fact i know you shouldn't be like this. Look at me when i'm talking to you'' He grabbed her head, rather gently but making a statment that he means business and made her look at him.

''Look at yourself. You're a disgrace Angela'' He then looked at her, full of impact and sympathetic but at the same time anger towards his new wife. He then reached over to get the baby and placed the little child on her stomach so she couldn't even move without looking at her. Angela bit her lip, she wasn't thinking that John would act like he was. He was pretty much uncontrolable at times.

''Why can't you accept the fact she is your daughter?'' John questioned.

''I do Joh, i do. It's only...that i keep refering to...'' Angela pretty much broke down.

''Keep refering to what? What is it Angela?''

''Isabell...she would of become a much better mother than me. She had a daughter John but when she become like she was shortly before she died she gave her up for adoption. I can't stop thinking about my niece John''

What a cliff hanger! Lol. I just HAD to leave it there...Short chapter but i've thought about that and because i usually update within a day and this story is going to be long, the chapters will be short. Thanks egyption princess for making me a staffer for the C2 ''The Best Mummy stories since the dawn of time'' and for your reviews too and thanks Seryblack for all your kind messages. Please review! Till the next update, i bid my goodbyes!